My All In One

Words

2011-12-25T13:53:00.003+08:00

If I die tomorrow, I just want you to know

How much you meant to me, how you changed my life, your jokes, your laugh,
The best years of my life was with you. I don't know how to express the joy that I find being near you but I know you brought meaning to my life. I planned my world around you. But now that you decided to stay away, I'm like a lost deer in the forest.

I hope all the best for you.

Reminder

2011-12-24T03:15:00.004+08:00

Everytime I have to remind myself.

To give time,

to justify your actions,

to take the blame,

to be patient, and

to WAIT for you.

Ever thought what I felt doing all these?

After life

2011-12-06T17:24:00.001+08:00

Ever wonder when your life goes up in smoke and you are still around? Well, go up in smoke too then..

Not a fighter, not a loser.

And it Hurts Just like that.

2011-12-06T03:28:00.002+08:00

Disappointing Days

2011-11-18T01:08:00.004+08:00

Rainbow doesn't appear everyday. Somedays it is just gloomy and moody. And those are the days where you wish someone is with you. Someone whom can lend their shoulders and someone can reach out to you.

But most of the time, it doesn't really happen that way. Everyone is so carried away with their lives. Maybe just that I failed to see that everyone have problems everyday and for them to lend their shoulders, I don't know?

They can entertain us up to the level where their are comfortable with. And doesn't mean if they entertain us, they are not sulking about their lives. They just make time to be there for you. And that is something I failed to understand until now.

The End

2011-11-14T05:33:00.002+08:00

Few months ago, I was like an express train, chasing dreams. Excited over the new horizons, the new experiences, the freedom and most importantly the time of my life. An opportunity most could only dream of, something not taken for granted.

But today, here I am with so much anger, pain and misery. Everyone would have their downtime in their life. And I guess it is mine right now. Everything seems pointless, irrelevant. I wish I was tough as I thought I would be. My life isn't perfect as many thought it was. I fought for my dreams, my ambitions, my aspirations. I made it perfect trying to gather as many puzzle pieces I could.

When I'm almost completing the picture puzzle of my life, I aimlessly loosing each piece. Emotions, care, sentimental; something I left behind long time ago when I know it wasn't worth my energy.

I don't know how or why, the emotion side of my just bloomed and it was exceptionally beautiful. A pathway with rose petals. Something I couldn't resist letting go. As just I thought I would succeed with both balance, once again I'm lost in this mysterious world. I know I made a bad move to explore the horizons instead of enjoying my comfort zone.

Rationality isn't me. What did I do to portrait myself as being rational?

Everything I do and say, there must be reason behind it?

Why are there so many people expecting answer, actions, advice, justice from me?

Don't you see I'm just as vulnerable as everyone. I don't know where do I lay my head on as I am constantly lending my shoulder.

I'm not perfect. I do too make instant decisions. I'm sorry if it turned out bad. But I do too need to know what is right and what is wrong. I do too need to learn. Don't expect me to do everything right, as i'm not perfect. Once the mistake is done, I can try not to do it again. But the world is too quick to judge and loose the trust. It hurts me more than you think.

Somedays, I want to be loved, be cared, be pampered.

Sometimes I want to lay on the field, just watching at the beautiful sunshine while having a good conversation.

I'm not strong.

This is my weak link. These are the feelings and emotions that are draining my energy daily. It is difficult to let it go as you wanted it to. It has became a part of me. Losing it for the second time, it is just a calling for my life to go up in smoke.

Why is no one listening to silent screams?

My overdriven thoughts?

The fact of living it for the next few months scares me. I never felt so insecure. The urge to find immediate satisfaction are driving me nuts. I'm doing this I said I would never do before.

Puffing, drinking, pills and idiotic actions are becoming part of me. I couldn't resist as I could before. I am not sensible. Crossing roads blindly, walking in dark alleys, sitting on rooftops, strike conversations with a stranger in a bar are my instant excitements.

I don't want this to carry on. I hate it that I wake up in the middle of the night to nightmares and memories. I hate the fact that I am up every hour. I'm loosing my sleep, I'm loosing my sanity, I'm loosing the reason to do anything. I just want to sleep and never wake up. I'm so tired of this. I don't have the energy to carry on. Forgive me as I just opt out.

Cheers to the emotions and new horizons.
Never to see me again.

2011-09-20T11:52:00.000+08:00

Exam Exams Examss!!!

2011-05-10T22:50:00.002+08:00

Stress for the next 3 weeks.. and occasional procrastination!

Scandal

2011-05-03T14:45:00.003+08:00

I'm in DiSGUST!

I've Committed a Scandal.......

Stress?

2011-03-17T22:27:00.010+08:00

Finally the week is coming an end and I'm finally out of my stress zone. I can't wait to spend a quiet and carefree weekend by myself.(well almost)

Wondering what am I stressing about?

Well, this week started pretty bad. With me skipping Monday classes and spent time doing some reading. Then comes Tuesday and Wednesday, was not that bad, but I was extremely sensitive to almost everything. I get pissed just by anything happening.

Even when the driver in the car in front moves SLOW!

I wonder where all my calmness and patience went. I should say I failed to handle my stress gracefully. I got back my management review on Wednesday. I was pretty impressed by the amount of attention giving by Mr. Chong. 30 years of experience showed finally.

But!

that didn't stopped me from giving back my feedback on the lecturer feedback form. He failed miserably to engage the students in his lecture. And I skipped Thursday classes as well.

And now finally, I managed to resolve my conflicts and brought the stress radiation to a safer zone. Still, I need to buffer myself from stressing out too much.

Well, my University will be having their charity carnival on Saturday. So do come and celebrate with us!Btw, I will be in the coupon and finance booth.( I guess)

2011-03-16T13:42:00.002+08:00

I'm Back! I'll make it a point to update it every now and then.

Summer Holidays!

2010-06-05T13:27:00.003+08:00

In less than 24 hours, I'll be flying off to Chennai. Shall I say oh no..or oh yes??

Seriously thinking of going to India makes my stomach feeling uneasy. pfft. I don't have to think much..just the toilets will do...SCARY!

Oh well, lets just experience a new horizon! Weee..

2010-04-16T14:56:00.004+08:00

baby..i think i need to start jogging hardcore today.

"yes, of course, you are running in my mind my all day long"

♥

2010-03-23T23:43:00.002+08:00

I'm so unhappy rite now. Maybe it is just one of the mood swings, but it does bother me a lot. It makes you feel very very depressed. And I hate liars, the type of liars that gives you hope then in the end turned out to be fakers. Oh. I could stab them to death.

I wonder what happen to my policy of not letting other people problem getting into me? There it goes down the drain! -.- I should make it a point not to bother about other people's problem already.

Starting tomorrow, I'm gonna work like a mad cow for 4 weeks, and get over with the exams. No more PLAYING!

gosh i feel so stressed out

Maths!

2010-03-17T14:53:00.002+08:00

It is so much for attending mathematics lecture at 11 am. end up have lecture session for only 20 mins. total waste of time. zzz

anyways...let me test your IQ level.

They say that only people with minimum 120 IQ can find it out

IF: 2 + 3 = 10

7 + 2 = 63

6 + 5 = 66

8 + 4 = 96

Then: 9 + 7 = ?

Well, I took about 3 mins to figure it out. and I can tell my IQ is way over 120..maybe 620? is there such thing? lol..

Happy figuring it out.

p/s- let me know the answer. if you are correct, you can open a password protected excel file to you enter your name in the genius file. =D

2010-02-06T14:49:00.003+08:00

Here I am again, blogging in my backyard, suntanning..pfft (I don't understand why am I behaving like my skin is so fair).Anyways, that is not my point. CNY is next sunday, and I haven't made up my mind whether I should stay in KL or go on holidays to Penang. Joo wants me to come over to Penang, and so does my mum. but the holidays are freaking short and it don't falls on good dates..like thursday to wednesday? Who proposed those days..-,-"

So far, my university sucks as I am lagging behind the modules and getting my assignment done in last minutes. Well, work Irwin! work!

btw, Vimal is flying off next tuesday. Good luck iMal!

*GTG baking! lol

2010-01-27T21:59:00.007+08:00

Well, a proper update. I started my new semester after 48 hours of semester break. The worst part is I have class on friday. Totally a day crasher. Roar! And most of modules are pretty tough. Hopefully I pass those with flying colours. =P

As for today, it has been officially 2 months since I hit the gym. (Woah!) I feel so weak and unhealthy. But before I could hit the gym, I need to get myself a good pair of shoes. (but I'm super broke now, ouch -,-) I need to start earning some money on my own. So many things to buy yet no money to spend. Maybe I should consider working part time on weekends. Need to go on job search.

Thaipusam is around the corner and I have got no plans. Hmm, most probably I will spend more time at home and maybe going out. And CNY, I haven't decided whether I want to go back to penang or just stay in KL. Decision? (need to be made fast).

On a very very random note, when I was having dinner, my uncle came in rushing to the tv. He was so excited that someone threw wild boar heads into some mosque compound. pfft. Why can't these stupid morons behave like a civilised human? Bring your anger and frustration out of worship places. F you people. First it was the church, then the Sikh temple and now mosque? Who should be blamed? Me or you?

Well, my opinion is everyone who is a fanatic should be blamed. Religion is just something for you to keep yourself spiritual. Everyone has their own faith. When we are out in the world, people! please use your common sense. We only have 1 world. Share or get out! Find your own fking world, where you and your people can destroy each other! Urghh why am I so pissed? Because cars and lives of innocent people like me get destroyed and killed for no reason because of these morons. May you live happily ever after in hell!

btw. 1 Malaysia my ass! if the PM had given a strict warning on demonstration for the Allah issue, all this would at least never happen to a level where the national security is threaten. Put the damn politicians on the road and let them have a feel of the commoners. Too much power and corruption made their skin thicker than ever. Shame on you!

Off to bed. Nites

2010-01-27T19:05:00.005+08:00

Well hey! look who's back? haha..its me anyways.

Urhmm, if you noticed, my blog got a facelift. Well, thanks to the horny kerbau.=D
I made it a point to update the blog frequently after exams. so here I am!

Well, latest tweet on blogspot. I pierced my ears. hahaa...yea, again.LOL..

I don't have proper topic to blog about, so yea. I will be back soon with more fun topics for your reading pleasure.

Till then.

Sergey Spotar

2009-10-20T18:24:00.005+08:00

Meet my fluid mechanics lecturer!

He is a russian and I think he is the most wacko lecturer in my school. He is weird~.

First day, he made joke that everyone laughed but no one understand what he said. zzz

Second class, he did experiment, and he stored all his apparatus in his suitcase. And he took it out 1 by 1 like some magic show.

Third class, he scolded the security guard before class and he came in writing on the projector,

I am calm,

I am absolutely calm,

I am very sure I am absolutely perfectly calm.

Today, he noticed that the wall clock in the lecture hall was not working and he took out his BIG wall clock from his suitcase. =.=

Tell me why I don't find him weird??

He will be talking something and suddenly he will say end of lecture. And he will be keeping his things in his suitcase (I wonder how big is his suitcase), while we will be sitting there with stars above our head..

He is FUN!~~

University

2009-10-15T16:34:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone,

It has been awhile since I blogged here. Well, nothing much to write about even there is a lot of things going around here. It is my 3rd week in university and I'm drown with assignments and course works and tutorials. I'll be having my lab next well, which is gonna be very hectic with the reports. =.-

And few days ago, I did my first assignment. Seriously speaking, it drained my energy stored for 4 years of university life. I can't believe assignment are so time consuming with no detailed question. WTH. Anyways, while I was turning into a sober to few people, I realised my mama didn't send me to university to fail or get 3rd class honours. She would prefer to invest that money in a new beachfront bungalow. -.-"

And since coming here, I gained alot of weight. Mass, mass, mass..gain gain gain...I'M FAT! hahahaha....

Anyways, it is just a random update. Laters.

Jazz Band

2009-06-22T13:47:00.005+08:00

Band

2009-06-21T23:41:00.014+08:00

Hey guys, I've been very very very busy and tired lately and I'm dropping by to update you guys a little. So, I was helping High School for their jazz competition. And do I need to tell how High School rountine is?

1 - not serious, take everything easy
2 - stress builds up
3 - alot of drama and crying
4 - get united and pumped up
5 - put on a blasting performance =D

Anyways, I'm so proud of you members, because (ehem, ehem)

1 - your sight reading was very very very good ( 2 songs in 8 hours is something to be proud of)
2 - you guys managed to attract a good jazz coach (not me ok)..lol
3 - you guys still kicking butts even when you guys are lacking alot of skills.
4 - Red Wolf ROCKS ( and I want your hoodie so badly XD)

okay, no more writing cause it's picture time!

Penang Free School

St George's Girls High School

The Red Wolves, High School Bukit Mertajam

The snares

Diyana, Section Leader

Zhi Wei, The Bass Drumer

With style, The Red Snare

What wolves? They are the Red Wolves!

p/s - I'll upload the jazz pics in another post.
Cheers.

hi

2009-06-18T00:04:00.001+08:00

I'm bored
bored
bored

bored...cause its holiday!

bored...will give you a proper update soon..

bored~~

Ways to describe your erection?

2009-02-25T15:11:00.003+08:00

Found this in the "The Star" today, and I found it quite funny. LOL

“Level one is like TOFU (totally LOL) where the male organ is large but not hard,

level two is similar to a peeled banana where it’s not hard enough for penetration,

level three is like an unpeeled banana where it’s hard enough for penetration but not completely, and

level four is similar to a cucumber (double LOL) where it’s completely hard and fully rigid,”

What level are you?

p/s - Malaysians not so HOT in bedroom

Valentine

2009-02-15T00:06:00.004+08:00

Hey there people...looks like I didn't update this blog for some time already. Well, I'm busy (extra) lately, so forgive me.

Well, today is valentine's and since I'm still single, I celebrate "Single Awareness Day" with my dates? LOL.. It was a threesome date actually. I started my valentine's yesterday night with supper in KFC with Edwin (we purchased McDonalds but ate it in KFC)..how ironic can it be? And we had video conference with Ju in KFC..>.<..(super excited valentine)

In the morning, Ed called me when I was sleeping and woke me up to go to school..=.="..then we went to school and...

MY SCHOOL CHANGED ALOT..including the principle..(hurray)

Met few teachers and friends (and the band of course) and off we go to celebrate our "Freedom Winner's Day" aka valentine for singles..LOL..I even got valentine gifts from my dates..Ju gave me a box of chocolates and Ed treat me lunch and movie. First stop was Sunway Carnival for a movie..hehe..Pink Panther was a funny tho. After that we went shopping (Ju did the shopping, we just followed her..Ed was busy cam whoring cause he said Kampar no big mirrors..)After that met Vernn at Switch, chatted with her awhile and then off to "eat hand" aka makan tangan..LOL..

Thanks Ed for the treat, then I went back home and forced Ed and Ju sit with me giving weird excuses to my mum so that I could go out again..Finally my mum was convienced by Ju's weird reason to bring me out..haha..then we dropped Ed in his house awhile and we went to spy on Debbie's date? It's so fun spying on people..lolx..I and Ju walked up and down Victoria Station just to spy on Debbie and we had to hide behind a car so that Gooi won't see us..(that's really weak)..after had enough of spying, I got Ju a valentine rose..

VALENTINE ROSE!!!

okays..it's my first time giving a rose to a girl on valentine's

BE PROUD JU!!

after that fetched Ed from his house and I drove myself back home in Ju's LANCER...woohoo

in short..best valentine =)

"Spotted" question for SPM

2009-01-13T15:37:00.005+08:00

Why does Malaysian Prime Minister so kepoh about war in Middle East? And seem to be very active in United Nations?

A. He wants to add another few pages about him being active internationally especially in UN and ASEAN in our history textbook.

B. He owns few oil rig and other properties in the Middle East.

C. To show " Kerajaan Pusat Malaysia Prihatin"

D. He ran out of issues to debate in the parliment.

That's what I call a "catwalk"

p/s - I hope I don't get arrested under ISA for posting this up

New Year's update

2009-01-12T20:07:00.003+08:00

Good bye 2008, Hello 2009. Goodbye week 1 of 2009 and hello week 2 of 2009. This shows I did not update my blog quite a long time already. Practically nothing much happened for the past few weeks except “Merry X’mas” and “Happy New Year”. And to much delight, 2009 is quite a good year for me in the beginning (I guess).

So talking about the first week of college, the timetable is awesome except on Wednesday. Disted has put me in Physics Lab 1 which means I will have 2 hours of class on Wednesday and another 2 hours of class for Pure Maths on Thursday. IT IS FREAKING TIRING! I’m so going to beg my lecturer to change my physics lab to be on Thursday so that I won’t have to see that Disted building on Wednesdays. WEEHOOO...

The I ponteng-ed 2 classes in the first week, one was Jun Kee’s class which I hate the most, then was Mr Chuah’s class because I had dental appointment. (Talking about dental)

*points below*.

now you don't see it

now you do..

And the second time I entered Mr Chuah’s class; he gave me the most sarcastic welcome...zzz (as usual).

This week was Chan Joo Ling’s birthday, went to a kampong style house to BBQ and celebrated her birthday. Meet her friends and they were pretty cool especially “peanut”...LOL (I have no idea why Babi calls him peanut but he seems to be a nice guy) then was Vernn’s, Lina’s and Debbie’s friend syada (I guess correct spelling). In short the party was awesome.

Then on Saturday was Thivya’s birthday. I have no idea about her celebration, just chatted over the phone awhile. Other birthday babies were

Sunny (8/1/09)

Veanu (9/1/09)

Chew (9/1/09) (that’s all I guess, sorry if I missed out any)

I should be studying right now, but it’s okay to chill awhile I guess. And important announcement people!

I will not be online so often because I need on concentrate more on my studies this semester. And I’m looking forward for the trial-run of Penang’s Free WIFI programme. My area is chosen to be in the trial list. I hope no idiot will send objection letters to the government to stop the trial-run in my area. If the trial-run is on, I might be online 24/5...=P (but of course away most of the time)

I think I should stop here. I’m pretty tired cause of the parting for the past few days. Need to check on my revision and get to bed.

Nitey Nite.

2009-01-07T23:08:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

p/s - you are 19 now!

2008-12-31T18:37:00.002+08:00

WISH all my BitCheS...

Happy neW Year!!

p/s - what i want for new year will be next !

Growing old

2008-12-28T02:20:00.002+08:00

well..few symptoms of getting old and "i don't know what"

1) I hate to bathe at night and too lazy to bathe in the day

2) I didn't wear any underwear for the past 3 days

3) I am having insomnia at nite (its already 2.25 a.m.)

4) Everyone think my hairstyle is a big no-no

5) I am thinking too much about the future

6) I don't like to spend my parents money and instead I spend my own money

7) I am thinking how to go through the college life for another 6 months

8) So little time to do lots of stuff

9) I am being plain mean

10) I am so attractive to babies..=.="

what is wrong with me? HELP ME!!!

Tagged

2008-12-26T16:19:00.003+08:00

I tag;

1. Edwin

2. Joo Ling

3. Jac

4. Vernn

5. Vimal

6. Jessica

7. Janice

8. Esther

9. Xin Rou

10. Kaavi

How you know 1?(Ed)
How could I not know my so called "bf"..zzz

What would you do if 3&4 dated you?(Jac & Vernn)
We are already friendly dating..LOL

Would 5&6 make a good couple? (Jessicar and Vimal)
Its like water and fire? (Don't ask me who is what)

Do you think 7 is attractive? (Janice)
Of course..who gets to see fish walking on land?

Do you know anything about 8's family? (Esther)
Kinda..she use to tell me about her being an aunty..LOL

Tell me something about 9. (Xin Rou)
A friend in college and very hardworking

What language does 2 speaks? (Ju)
She ar..don't matter what language she speaks..but she talks with me rojak of englis, malay, hokkien and i dunno wat

Who is 3 going out with? (Jac)
Single..(chase after him girls!)

How old is 4?
18 and single too

When was the last time u talk to 5?
MSN chatting..yesterday kut

Who is 6's favourite singer?(J.car)
no idea..(such a bad friend)

Would you date 7?(Janice)
I'm so called going to the same primary, secondary and college with her for like 11 years?

What is 9's last name? (Xin Rou)
Rou-i guess

Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?(Ed)
oopss..wrong question..

Which school does 2 goes to? (Ju)
She is in Aus..to some uni next year

What do you like about 3? (Jac)
He is just pure crazy like everyone..

2008-12-19T22:26:00.002+08:00

I HATE EVERYTHING...ARGHSS.....

BITES..

TEARS..

THROWS AWAY..

going to bed now..and lets see whether tomorrow turns out to be a better day not..

If not just zip up and start living in the hell of God's "good" world..

SHoppinG!!

2008-12-19T14:35:00.002+08:00

It is very wise to have a shopping list, so I can finish up my shopping in limited time..ho ho ho..merry x'mas..

1) Padini business slacks

2) Levi's Jeans (optional)

3) Topman shorts

4) Edwin's slippers

5) T-shirt (not choosy)

6) Belt

7) Sport shoes

in short..exp items over budget liao..zzz..GO SHOP IN GIANT OR TESCO..= S

Reducing Stress During Holidays

2008-12-18T21:44:00.003+08:00

For some people, the holidays bring unwelcome guests—stress and depression. And it's no wonder. In an effort to pull off a perfect Hallmark holiday, you might find yourself facing a dizzying array of demands—work, parties, shopping, baking, cleaning, caring for elderly parents or kids on school break, and scores of other chores. So much for peace and joy, right?

Actually, with some practical tips, you can minimize the stress and depression that often accompany the holidays. You may even end up enjoying the holidays more than you thought you would.
The trigger points of holiday stress and depression

Holiday stress and depression are often the result of three main trigger points. Understanding these trigger points can help you plan ahead on how to accommodate them.
The three main trigger points of holiday stress or depression:

Relationships. Relationships can cause turmoil, conflict or stress at any time. But tensions are often heightened during the holidays. Family misunderstandings and conflicts can intensify—especially if you're all thrust together for several days. Conflicts are bound to arise with so many different personalities, needs and interests. On the other hand, if you're facing the holidays without a loved one, you may find yourself especially lonely or sad.

Finances. Like your relationships, your financial situation can cause stress at any time of the year. But overspending during the holidays on gifts, travel, food and entertainment can increase stress as you try to make ends meet while ensuring that everyone on your gift list is happy. You may find yourself in a financial spiral that leaves you with depression symptoms such as hopelessness, sadness and helplessness.

Physical demands. The strain of shopping, attending social gatherings and preparing holiday meals can wipe you out. Feeling exhausted increases your stress, creating a vicious cycle. Exercise and sleep—good antidotes for stress and fatigue—may take a back seat to chores and errands. High demands, stress, lack of exercise, and overindulgence in food and drink—all are ingredients for holiday illness.

12 tips to prevent holiday stress and depression

1. Acknowledge your feelings. If a loved one has recently died or you aren't able to be with your loved ones, realize that it's normal to feel sadness or grief. It's okay now and then to take time just to cry or express your feelings. You can't force yourself to be happy just because it's the holiday season.

2. Seek support. If you feel isolated or down, seek out family members and friends, or community, religious or social services. They can offer support and companionship. Consider volunteering at a community or religious function. Getting involved and helping others can lift your spirits and broaden your friendships. Also, enlist support for organizing holiday gatherings, as well as meal preparation and cleanup. You don't have to go it alone. Don't be a martyr.

3. Be realistic. As families change and grow, traditions and rituals often change as well. Hold on to those you can and want to. But accept that you may have to let go of others. For example, if your adult children and grandchildren can't all gather at your house as usual, find new ways to celebrate together from afar, such as sharing pictures, e-mails or videotapes.

4. Set differences aside. Try to accept family members and friends as they are, even if they don't live up to all your expectations. Practice forgiveness. Set aside grievances until a more appropriate time for discussion. With stress and activity levels high, the holidays might not be conducive to making quality time for relationships. And be understanding if others get upset or distressed when something goes awry. Chances are they're feeling the effects of holiday stress and depression, too.

5. Stick to a budget. Before you go shopping, decide how much money you can afford to spend on gifts and other items. Then be sure to stick to your budget. If you don't, you could feel anxious and tense for months afterward as you struggle to pay the bills. Don't try to buy happiness with an avalanche of gifts. Donate to a charity in someone's name, give homemade gifts or start a family gift exchange

6. Plan ahead. Set aside specific days for shopping, baking, visiting friends and other activities. Plan your menus and then make one big food-shopping trip. That'll help prevent a last-minute scramble to buy forgotten ingredients—and you'll have time to make another pie, if the first one's a flop. Expect travel delays, especially if you're flying.

7. Learn to say no. Believe it or not, people will understand if you can't do certain projects or activities. If you say yes only to what you really want to do, you'll avoid feeling resentful, bitter and overwhelmed. If it's really not possible to say no when your boss asks you to work overtime, try to remove something else from your agenda to make up for the lost time.

8. Don't abandon healthy habits. Don't let the holidays become a dietary free-for-all. Some indulgence is okay, but overindulgence only adds to your stress and guilt. Have a healthy snack before holiday parties so that you don't go overboard on sweets, cheese or drinks. Continue to get plenty of sleep and schedule time for physical activity.

9. Take a breather. Make some time for yourself. Spending just 15 minutes alone, without distractions, may refresh you enough to handle everything you need to do. Steal away to a quiet place, even if it's to the bathroom for a few moments of solitude. Take a walk at night and stargaze. Listen to soothing music. Find something that reduces stress by clearing your mind, slowing your breathing and restoring inner calm.

10. Rethink resolutions. Resolutions can set you up for failure if they're unrealistic. Don't resolve to change your whole life to make up for past excess. Instead, try to return to basic, healthy lifestyle routines. Set smaller, more specific goals with a reasonable time frame. Choose only those resolutions that help you feel valuable and that provide more than only fleeting moments of happiness.

11. Forget about perfection. Holiday TV specials are filled with happy endings. But in real life, people don't usually resolve problems within an hour or two. Something always comes up. You may get stuck late at the office and miss your daughter's school play, your sister may dredge up an old argument, your partner may burn the cookies, and your mother may criticize how you're raising the kids. All in the same day. Accept imperfections in yourself and in others.

12. Seek professional help if you need it. Despite your best efforts, you may find yourself feeling persistently sad or anxious, plagued by physical complaints, unable to sleep, irritable and hopeless, and unable to face routine chores. If these feelings last for several weeks, talk to your doctor or a mental health professional. You may have depression.

source : MSN Health

Post War

2008-12-18T20:53:00.004+08:00

Well, today is my second day of getting grounded. Hmm... A day of getting grounded is not really bad though. Especially when you have creative idea of spending your time.

*points below*

I love candle lights and more candles, so I light up my room with those candles. LOL.

I assume my dad read my blog and his attitude was rather cool today (compared to yesterday). Instead there was a shopping invitation, but I decided not to go because, my mum plans to buy clothes for him. I can’t really stand in a place letting them choose his pants; I will be window shopping the entire mall. (and after all they need to go on dating) So, I plan to stay home and watch “The Nanny”. I can spend the whole day watching the show. It’s just super funny.

Staying at home makes me so hungry. Soon as my parents came back home, I brought them to Chai Leng Park to buy food. I bought Wan Tan Mee, Keow Teow Th’Ng and Char Keow Teow. I ate both Keow Teow Th’Ng and Char Keow Teow and still feeling hungry. (I donated the wantan mee to my sis) LOL.

And my point of blogging today is to, hmm... just to say

I

Bored

And

Need

Someone

Talk

p/s – I need the person ASAP

Parenting

2008-12-16T12:19:00.003+08:00

Well, here I am blogging again. So called been grounded few minutes ago for some apparent reason of getting low marks for the exam. Somehow, I’m against this idea of getting grounded and so on. It is being partially unfair to teenagers for some specific reasons. (This is 100% my POV). Want to add in your POV? Just drop your POV in the comment area.

First, have you ever heard of someone saying that they want to fail in their exams or doing badly in their studies? As far as I’m aware, I never heard about people like that. So what is the point of constant nagging and punishment for not doing well in exams? Because the results are below the parents expectations? Give me a break! Why don’t they just sit for the exams? My POV is, why there is no encouragement given to teenagers to perform well?

- My case: - Trial results were bad. Well, I have to admit that I did not give my best during trials. Is it right for my parents to blame my other activities for the bad results? Is the internet or TV is the main cause of it? My father doesn’t care what my problem of getting bad result is. What he cares the most is all beautiful A’s on the result slip. That is so inconsiderate! I’m not a robot to produce the best of out the best. Somehow I have to admit that this is the mentality of most Asian parents.

What is the mentality of our parents?

My childhood experience was unpleasant. I strive to give the best for my children.

· My question, do you strive to give what you think is the best for your children or do you strive to give what is best for your children?
Many think that what they do is always the best. “I never had proper tuition so I shall pack my child with all the tuition available in my area.” Or “I never had a chance to attend music lessons or swimming lessons, so I will send my children for both the lessons”. To me, what they think is the best for their children is a way for them to satisfy their lust of their childhood dreams. You may ask is it wrong for parents to behave in this manner? But to me, it is always best to ask your children what they prefer the most. Is it too difficult?

During my time, there was no entertainment. No plasma TV, PS3, or even internet. I even provide you this advantage but you misuse it.

· My POV, time has changed. We have cutting edge technologies. So are you telling us that we should stay at home and read books 24/7 and ignore all the entertainment? Let’s talk about misusing it. Well, it’s a very subjective topic. To make things easier, let’s just talk about me. I use the internet more than other electronic gadgets found in my house. My mobile phone usage is very small. I only use about 30 ringgit per month and sometimes it can be lesser than that (at times I have balanced about 15 ringgit or so). So it is called misusing the advantage that has been provided to me? Sad to say, my father thinks so. Well, the entire paternal family thinks so. That I am spending my life in it. In my opinion, just because they do not use the internet often or does not use the internet at all, they feel that I am wasting time, money and electricity. (Your POV is much appreciated in this section)

That boy/ girl can score so well. Why not you? Since you both sat for the same exams.

· My POV, is the boy/girl my duplicated twin? Common sense-lah. Everyone is different, if everyone is identical and have the same thought and same mentality, world would be boring and life would be much easier. Everyone uses the same brand; watch the same TV show, goes for the same ambition. Is it so hard to understand that all of us are different?

· My second POV, if he can do it, why not me? It’s most probably because his parents have flexible mentality of understanding their child. So parents, the problem lies within you. Every baby is born with the same maximum level of IQ and EQ. It really matters how the parents does to make their children a better person. How are you spending time with your children? Buying food and sending them to tuition not the so called correct way of spending time with your children and understanding them. Is it so difficult to spend about an hour with your child in his/her room reading book or just do some simple family bonding?

· My third POV, since you are comparing me with this/girl, should I compare you with other better parents? Should I compare you with other parents that give their child freedom which allows them to hang out, smoke, drink and go clubbing? Or should I compare you with parents that spend time with their kids listening to the child’s story and experience? Sad to say, many parents thinks that their responsibility is totally over when they buy food and give money for education. “My work is to earn money and spend for my son’s education. Other than that I have no idea what my son is doing”. (This is a reply from a doctor when my aunty asked the doctor what is his son’s UPSR result and the doctor does not know what his son got for UPSR.)
Okay, maybe I went out of topic a little bit, but my point is: I am totally unhappy with what my dad is trying to convey on me. Being a genius and scoring strings of As is nothing compared how you are going to spend your life in the next few decades.

“Your bank won’t ask for your report card, but will ask for your financial statement”,
Smart kid, Rich kid

Duit Bintang

2008-12-12T15:17:00.003+08:00

Here, I'm again posting another post in less than 5 hours and this time in starbucks. Well, I'm here suppose to meet thiv, jo and the gang but I need some peaceful time in starbucks..so here sitting and blogging..wee I just have the best mood to blog here..(paying 20 bucks for starbucks works) but it is rather an expensive amount..I could eat a good 3 meal outside in those not so clean hawkers food..but every guy needs his indulgence..whatever crap.

Beautiful disaster..

(1) Wakes up earlier, buff up those muscles and prepare a healthy breakfast. Too bad, I couldn't find time to eat it..

(2) Bathe and went to get clothes to wear, but beautiful disaster..couldn't find any underwear in the drawer..

*ring ring* call my mum

ME: ma...my underwear..

MUM : oh..I think it is all in the laundry basket.

ME: zzzzz

p/s- I'm in Starbucks with underwear okay..found a long lost underwear of mine in the box..sighs

(3) Have to get back home and entertaint my relatives who is back home...wee...I get to go out again..

okays..this is total craps..

__________________________________

I'm a total good person lately since God came to me (literally) so since then..I'm an angel..will stop cursing people..(trying my best) and be a little angel..but some people just know the trick to get me pissed off..so what shall I do?

1) can't ignore them cause they are super annoying

2) I call them humans.

3) arghhs...can't give anymore reasons..

total craps again

_________________________________

I actually had something in my mind to blog about but this place is so distracting

ah peks in starbucks talking...and weird slang by the waiter and waiteress...urghss..total distraction...why the hell on earth they have to yell to customers that their drinks are ready..why can't they come and serve it..not as if there is hundreds of customers here..damn these malaysians..arghss..

i shall end my post with a vain pic of mine..

Break

2008-12-12T12:50:00.003+08:00

Irwin Needs a

BreaK

Arghss bites

2008-12-11T16:10:00.003+08:00

Damn you... * # % ^ ! *

I totally hate people like you. Like puke on your face. Use at least 0.0000001% of your brain before saying anything..You and your stupid face and hairstyle..disgrace to the mankind..I mean man-KIND..

You know only how to critique about others, just look at yourself. Worst than others. "He not good lar..***** face...always make people pissed off"...like duh..you are the same f**cker face...and you are WORST...I SAID WORST...

Make no difference with the other jerks outside there, yeah..one jerk will call the other jerk to jerk around and annoy others with your attitude..USELESS DONKEY ASS...arghhs..I'm so done with you. Forget about me helping you in anyway and anyhow and anywhere..That communist is better than you. I shall repent my mistakes mixing with you..such a sinner am I...duix..

p/s - releasing stress and anger..[phews]

Irwin needs a hair cut

2008-12-09T20:38:00.007+08:00

Since my hairstylist keeps on choosing my hair style..it's time for me to choose mine..what should I choose???

An emo hair cut..

o.O"?

*faints*

kinda hot..but short..=.="

gud enough?

super Hot...weeee

hot also..

do I have to comment on this?

looks like I have to grow my hair and no need to cut it..

makes me feel so old

weee???

speechless...

p/s- I did this out of boredom..sighs

When a boy gets bored

2008-12-05T00:31:00.007+08:00

this is wat happens when a boy gets bored at 1 am..zzz

evil smile..

o.O huh? O.o

uncivilized suprise..no idea what is a webcam

gets hyper for no reason

scary movie the tenth

pika boo..=.="..so girlish

as usual...WEEEEE

getting bored with camwhoring

this is not my stuff...BOYS WE ARE

camera - a device for taking photographs or making films or television programmes

whore - a female prostitute or a woman whose behaviour in her sexual relationships is considered immoral

cam + whore = camwhore (definitely nt my thing)

p/s - i shall update more..=)

o.O?

2008-11-16T11:55:00.005+08:00

err..another short post for someone,

On a hot sunny day,

You came like a huge cloud,

Cover me with your comfort,

I know you can be the best in the world

Best happy moments,

Was always with you,

Distance makes my heart fonder,

Overcaring that's what you call

What you said,

Nothing bothers me,

I am who I am,

I still care about you

Hope you will understand....

Okies, I suck at poem, but at least I managed to convey what is needed to be said. Things between us is not so good at the moment. I hope things will get better soon. I don't wish to be like that but I'm like that. Give me time to correct myself. I'm not PERFECT.

update upon request

2008-11-15T22:19:00.002+08:00

Write an essay about what you did today.

I sleep at 2 am. Because I was sleepy. If sleepy must sleep. If not can get sick. If sick then not good. So I sleep when I am sleepy. Then I wake up at 9 am. But I want to sleep again because I got nice dream. Nice dream must not waste like wet dream. So I sleep again. Then I wake up at 10.30 a.m. then switch on the computer and date the computer for another 10 hours. Super siens? Welcome to my life. I can't wait to break the daily routine. Wait till the bloody exam finish and I'm free. I wanna fly away. So I don't have people telling me what is wrong with me, I'm so done with people like err...make my day feel wrong? Well, who cares..I don't bother cause I left 1 week, (7 days), (168 hours), (10080 mins)..woo..wee..again..I'm so dissapointed with people judging me. I am who I am. Don't feel good with me..walk away..arghhs..I'm evil..no bad heart but fact of life, you are just someone I know, you are not my gf, not my brother or sister, not my son or daughter..okies that is extreme..but nvm lar..I don't care..so lets see what will happen soons...haha..

okies this is a jandom update ni cause janlan call me to update..so I decided to crap over here..muahahaha

Boredness

2008-11-11T15:32:00.005+08:00

So hey..ho..I'm bored..lolx..Seriously hate exam not because of the exams are hard..but the gap between 1 exam and another is killing...1 or 2 papers a week..like duh..anyways..recently Beyonce came out with her track called "If I were a boy". And I found it quite degrading the boys..so I decided to reply her back with my HIT...Manizer...muahaha..

Manizer

Performed By, I-spears

Superwoman

Where you from, how's it going?

I know you

Got a clue, what you doing?

You can play brand new to

All the other dudes out here

But I know what you are

What you are, lady

Look at you

Gettin' more than just a re-up

Lady you

Got all the boys with their c**k up

Fakin' like a good one

But I call 'em like I see 'em

I know what you are

What you are, lady

Manizer, Man-Manizer

You're a Manizer

Oh, Manizer, oh

You're a Manizer, lady

You, you, you are

Manizer, Manizer

Manizer

Girl don't try to fake, uh, I

Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah

Girl don't try to fake, uh, I

Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah

You got me going

You're oh so bitchy

But I can't tame you

You Manizer

Girl don't try to fake, uh, I

Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah

Girl don't try to fake, uh, I

Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah

You say I'm sexy

I got you notty

You're nothing but a

Manizer

Mummy-O

You are the bitch of a champion

Too bad for you

You just can't find the right companion

I guess when you have one too many

Makes it hard, it could be easy

Who you are

That's just who you are, lady

Icepop

Must mistake me, you're the sucker

To think that I

Would be a victim, not another

Say it, play it, how you wanna?

But no way I'm ever gonna

Fall for you

Never you, lady

Manizer, Man-Manizer

You're a Manizer

Oh, Manizer, oh

You're a Manizer, lady

You, you, you are

Manizer, Manizer

Manizer

Girl don't try to fake, uh, I

Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah

Girl don't try to fake, uh, I

Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah

You got me going

You're oh so bitchy

But I can't do it

You Manizer

Girl don't try to fake, uh, I

Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah

Girl don't try to fake, uh, I

Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah

You say I'm crazy

I got you notty

You're nothing but a

Manizer

Maybe if

We both lived in a

Different universe

It would be all sexy

And maybe I could be your boy

But I can't

'Cause we don't

Manizer, Man-Manizer

You're a Manizer

Oh, Manizer, oh

You're a Manizer, lady

You, you, you are

Manizer, Manizer

Manizer

Girl don't try to fake, uh, I

Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah

Girl don't try to fake, uh, I

Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah

You got me going

You're oh so bitchy

But I can't do it

You Manizer

Girl don't try to fake, uh, I

Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah

Girl don't try to fake, uh, I

Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah

You say I'm crazy

I got you notty

You're nothing but a

Manizer

Girl don't try to fake, uh, I

Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah

Girl don't try to fake, uh, I

Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah

Manizer, Man-Manizer

You're a Manizer

Oh, Manizer, oh

You're a Manizer, lady

so..see what I am capable of doing when I get bored..I DO THIS..swtness..

Randomness

2008-11-03T19:18:00.007+08:00

hey ppl...just drop by to update u guys a little..swts..

1) Hi, I'm fine for now..but might breakdown any minute cause of exams..arghhss

2) Hi, I'm still S & A..(swtness)

3) Hi, I'm looking for a part time job during dec until CNY..I SAID PART TIME..max of 4 hours ni..

4) Hi, I'm excited cause I got 6 papers left b4 I officially call it holiday

5) Hi, I just came back holiday in KayL..pic down there..

6) Hi, I'm busy nowdays..so dun merajuk if I don't reply ur msg...

7) Hi, I got a new didi..world meet my didi..><

8) Hi, I still didn't wear my braces yet cause of technical problem

8) Hi, I'm looking like retard nowdays

9) Hi, I'm happy cause something is soon to come

10) Bye, I'm going off..=.="

My chem's crap..lolx..

~Take 1~

~Take 2~

~Take 3~

>>>this practically shows how boring was my holiday<<<

If you can't read that..it says Kedai Serbaneka MR SOTONG..

I find it very funny..pahang ppl..=.=

>>>finally<<<

my di...best di in the world...wooohoooo...di rocks..ahhaks..

~okies that was just random~

Whatcha Think About That PCD

SHort UpdaTe

2008-10-21T16:50:00.002+08:00

lalala...exam period..updating it because people said the blog is dying..so well..apa mau update ar...

1) I think I need to retake maths paper..[chem, phy and GP>> I will do it full force]
2) I'm S & A...so hurry up...grab your chance
3) Went to dentist today and spend 3.8 K..yor allah..i'm so need in cash for the holidays..
4) Wearing my braces next fri
5) Officially count-down-ED my "G-ness" mission with the maniac culture..but then the mission failed teribbly..
6) Can't wait for holidays to start..wait holidays already started..so I'm waiting for exam to over
7) Need to buff up during the holidays..skinny is so 2007..trend for 2009 is having nice built abs..=)
8) Need to find a job during the holidays so I won't be bored at home and I got cash to spend during christmas!! (I luv to be independent and stop spending my parents' money)
9) Going down to KL this weekend..gonna be a boring trip...unless I get to meet Mr and Mrs Superman..swtness..they both bully me...
10) Got alot of serious studying to do!!!

I DON'T NEED A MAN by PCD [rawks]

Updates before ExAm

2008-10-10T18:24:00.004+08:00

Very well, things are getting spiced up lately. Goes complicated too. Since it is the exam season, I too have exam, I got my Cambridge A'Levels AS Level Exam. And ehhem..I sat for trials and I don't know my marks for chemistry yet and the semester ended today..WTF? well..I got 2B's for G.P and Maths..iayucks..Physics was Donkey..(laugh out louds)..and Chemistry, I have no idea cause the lecturers lost my practical paper..so I'm markless..[tahniah diucapkan kepada Disted Stamford Kolej]..well, the marks was above my expectations..ahhaks cause I didn't study at all..I kinda totally gave up during trials cause I had no idea what were the lecturers teaching in class and it was too late for me to study on my own.

So after trials and I did skip alot of class to take good rest so that my mind can understand what the lecturers are trying to teach..Alas..it worked..my brain inproved after the "overslept treatment"..weirdo..and I'm kinda home colleg-ing currently cause it works better for me..and maths exam is coming wednesday and wish me luck..well no need lar..cause I asked God already..but humans do bless me..

_ end of education crap_

Classic Love? Well that is what Ah Joo said when I told her the story..Wondering what is classic love? it means triangle love..simply classic with style..Okies don't give me that look people! I'm not in any hot soup, it is clinically and technically proven that I am at the very best condition when I'm single..so no gossips behind my back eh..[jxxx only knows how I do my best when I'm single]

And the emo-nami once again striked me and this time is really bad..the aftermath is so imagineable that it can be my worst nightmare..wait!!!! No nightmares for me cause I can't sleep at night..sighs..So many issues are untold, not dicussed, never talked about it, unsolved, and remains undecided..well, I tried to apply some moral theories into real life situation..Pencairan..Hirarki...and another 1 I forgot what it is..but moral remains theory and never helped me at all..so blame the moral teachers!!!!

o.o? wait!! she is blaming me..

She is Ms.Lee..Disted's Moral Lecturer

so..I'm having my sem break for 3 months (theory) tetapi dalam pratikal..hanya 1 1/2 bulan saja..Inilah cara Malaysia and Masa menipu kita beramai-ramai..sobs..anyways I'm not gonna waste my time doing nothing during the holidays..I'll be in working somewhere in Gurney and will be in Celebrity Fitness!!! yay**

so yeah..I will stop here and off to do my maths past years ..sighs..having major bad time..I hope you will be by my side..wait.. I have no1 by my side..I'll console myself then..

tata..

JaZz's TaG

2008-10-10T18:07:00.003+08:00

State 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.The 1 person I tag are to then follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts and so, here it goes.
15 weird things/habits/little known facts about myself are :

1. I hate getting dark..

2. I can sleep up to 14 hours per day

3. Has a very weak heart..(never suprise me or i'll get heart attack)

4.Never said the word fuck in public until I was 17..=.=

5. Has bad hair day everyday..cause I think my hair is bad..zzz

6. I hate reptiles

7. Football?? not a big fan of it

8. I bake and cook..muahaha
9.I talk to myself when I get bored..(I'm not mad k)

10. Always imagine things that never happens

11.I hate mornings and luvs nites

12. I often go lala for no reason..its more like a habit..zzz

13. Easily get addicted to things

15. I HAVE BIG UNTOLD WILD DREAMS..

erhmm..I tag...Patty lar...

When I Grow Up

2008-10-08T00:00:00.002+08:00

when I grow up....I wanna be....

age 2-6 > a vet..was my passion towards dogs..(I told everyone that I will treat dogs only..and will kill cats and snakes)

age 6-12 > a doctor...it is the coolest job during that period..

age 12 -14 > a teacher...just because I hate to see those miserable teachers who don't know how to teach

age 14 - 16 > a music coach / band instructor..just because it was fun

age 16 - 17 > hotel manager..got inspired by my aunty..and I look smart in business suits..><"

age 17 - 17 > a supermodel / designer...was so into ANTM that time..zzz

age 17 - 17 > a porn star ..dun give me that look..I was left with no options (blame Ash)

age 17 - 18 > a doctor.."easiest" way to earn money

age 18 - 18 (march-june) > chemical engineer...desprate and last option for me to go to A-Levels

age 18 - 18 (june-sep)> pilot..just wanted to fly around

age 18 -18 (sep-current) > part-time lecturer..I want to spend my time at home

Now u tell me why I hate making decisions?...16 years with 8 different jobs..

I love my life..do I?

Patty's Bday

2008-09-27T10:28:00.005+08:00

So it was Patrick's Birthday on thursday so we went out celebrate it...well kinda celebration..met up with him around 3.3o like that go eat secret recipe..Jessica came along too..well..Secret recipe sucks!!! I repeat SUCKS..hee jac I think I know a shop which got better cakes..will buy you that..lolx..Whatever I order also dun have..and that waiter pronounced brownies as browsies..zzz...then makan makan ..we drove over to the BEACH!!!

Beach was kinda empty..very few people only..Jazz was busying dating on the phone..Patrick was eating his cake alone and I was doing nothing? Lolx...well that is not what is the purpose of going out..zzz..so I made the balling rolling..hehe..and we had super fun on the beach..Then we met a dog..First we called him Patrick..(I mean the dog)..soon after we found out that is a female dog..we named it Jessica..I think the dog likes the name Jessica..zzz..but somehow..we changed the name again to Bitch..well it is true that it is a bitch..the real bitch..lolx

Sorry guys I got alot of nice photos of the dog and jessica..both jessica(S) I mean..but then my handphone dunno where d..so pray that I find back my phone..lolx..then we balik gurney go hawker food..and the char kuey teow sucked..haha..then balik d..

had a fun day with patty n jessica...more to come..=)

~~pop corn bitch~~

pat and jess

~~~preview of when jess gets retard~~~

lastly wishing patty pitty petty putty potty a happy birthday..old donkey..

Lala-ness

2008-09-22T17:23:00.002+08:00

Okies..pure random update

1) feel sick
2) no money
3) never study
4) skipped classes
5) met new friend..wendeeeeeee!!!! lolx..
6) look fatter but then lost weight..(I dunno how it happens)
7) consumed a high amount of nescafe
8) not ready for exams
9) results for trial was so so..with Bs
10) I hate the ding dong bell in the temple opposite my house
11) Currently trying to enjoy life..
12) Chui Seng came back today to penang!!! *hop hop hop, jump jump jump. say hurray*
13) Fri can meet my old friends in AC..plans by debbie n me =)
14) Sat got college..clueless how to go back home
15) Going into isolation and nerdy mood
16 ) It's about the time..

that is so random-ness..will be back in full force after exam

mwaxx

A New Post..

2008-09-14T18:17:00.005+08:00

okies...started back crapping in blogspot like I use to do last time..Practically coming back to blogspot.com reminds me how I have changed compared to the past 3 months? Erhmm..yeah..since I started college..

Seriously speaking, I don't really like this kind of lifestlye which I am living for the past 3 months, It is like something in jail? College, back home, eat, online, curse the book a few times and to bed...the next morning and it starts back..Feel like so duh..(Not as if I am a party guy before this, but school life and staying in your parents house is totally different), now staying alone is kinda very lonely when your only source to meet your friends is ONline?..

But I am not gonna bitch about it, I think I gotta do some reformation to my daily schedule, last time I will be dying to go to Penang so I can go hiking and jogging, but now I am staying right at the hill foot, and yet I feel extra lazy to go there..I need to change..

Slept at 3 something last nite, and was kinda mad at myself, I did something that I promised I would not do for sometime, and yet I did it..and promise to replace another 3 days for that mistake? Dei macha, no such thing as replacing for mistakes done..*I'm sorry*.. I will do something good for the coming weeks..and the first good thing I need to do is get my ass to church..I ponteng church for sometime already..keke..*unholy*

And last week trial was a total disaster.. I would have burst into flames.. but thanks to Vimal, Thivya and my gdbro..kept me in sanity..phew..It was a total last minute thing *I swear* even for SpM, I was kinda ready for it..more like ready with the tips rather than studying the book..*lucky enough*..I just "can't wait" for the results..OM gosh ppl are gonna like look down on me..failing most of the subjects..*i think*...cause most people in college see me as an anti-social, and super geek..(hey ppl!! I'm not geek), but who cares what they think, as if they talk to me and like close to me..nah..I will be off in few months time, not need to waste torturing my soul to feel guilty over what you guys think about me..(but then at least a get good name lar..keke)

I am practically looking forward for the sem break this coming oct, nov and dec. It is like season of joy to me. Can't wait to get back home but then my mum is like ey why don't u stay in Penang, help out both your gparents (she mean her mother and father and dad's mother and father)..and help out is more like becoming a Personal Assistant and Driver.. I mean..hey I need a break oki? anyway, that is not gonna be a big problem for me..If I ter-paksa stay there..I will be out for some part time job..as I already becoming papa kedana..and if I'm back in Perai, we can go kai kai the whole month..

I think I will just cut my crap here.. and important announcement, since I am free during sem break.. anyone interested to be my full time date? Make sure you are free 24/7 to spend time with me..and not lazy to reply my sms and call..and most important thing, be nice to me..cause I am really gonna be nice to you since I am lonely..

Benefits..
i. have me as your full time date to almost anywhere
ii. worth you time being with me compared group gathering cause it is freaking hard to get a group to be to together
iii. I will be a top class gentleman..(sometimes not) but seriously I won't piss you off as long you don't piss me off (mutual understanding k)
iv. your holidays is not wasted doing something stupid
v. your are just simply lucky to have me [okay cut this..over the limit =)]

5 reasons not to have a girlfriend

2008-09-12T22:06:00.010+08:00

lolx..just coming up with some post so this blog won't be that dead..so not gonna crap..

1st- privacy? no more..
> yeah..it is true when you have a girlfriend, your private time to yourself is either reduced or completely.. every single moment there will be a soul bugging and nagging you.."what are you doing?", "i miss you", "have you eaten?", "sayang, bathe already ar?"..but the difference is when our parents tell the same, we call it crap or old people nagging, but when your girlfriend does it, wow..it make me go wooo..

2nd - u spend your money? no!!! its your parent's money
> easiest way to waste your parents money... send sms as u like
bf: ey gf, I'm gonna eat, have you eaten?
gf: hey bf, not gonna eat for 2 days..u said I look fat remember
bf: no lar sayang...u look hot..
gf: isit?
bf: yeah..

3rd - You will become anti-social
> you will either neglect your friend just to be with your gf or you gotta mix with the friends of your gf and kiss goodbye to your friends whom you gf hates..man..wat is the point of having your own space and social circle when u give up just to be with a person? to me..not worth it

4th- you are no longer lonely, but there is a love"parasite"sticking on ur body 24/7

> you get a gf cause you are lonely, and when you are "in love" your gf will be watching over you like an eagle and put you under her wing..not to say gf r bad..but hey..it is our human nature and gesture, we will be protective over our closed ones..and not forgetting jealousy..have u ever seen a guy who has a gf and dare to touch another girl in front of his gf? 95% don't but some itchy human does..but when u are single..who care if you are gonna touch 2 girls at once..(maybe your mother will)..but in some case..like the 1 main kayu tiga..haha..i got something to share..(this was live on fly.fm)

DJ- hey man, how ya doing..bla bla..

guy- hey ___, i fine lo..i watch movie called ______ veli funi lor..must watch..bla bla

DJ- okay, wat song u want and whom you wanna dedicate this too..

guy - I want this song and dedicated this to my friend who I am dating now..

DJ- o.o your gf-lah..haha

guy- yeah..my gf of 20 years

DJ- that means your wife lar..

guy- no..she is another man's wife...(laugh out so loud)

DJ-zzz..and here we go to the song..(cut him away)

-man..malaysian going public? or shud I say open minded? they seriously do it in the wrong way..malaysianization..

5th- having a gf is a trend? (maybe..)

well ppl, just be diff..break the trend and enjoy ur life like a legendary diva..till then muacks....

Tag by VimalDev

2008-09-12T19:32:00.002+08:00

1.The last person to tag you is?
Vimala Devi..lolx..remove the last a and i ..u get his name rite..

2.What relationship of you with him/her?
i. My "twin elder brother"
ii. My school mate of 5 years
iii. My band sec and P.A
iv. My baby bitch
v. Not forgetting..he is my very good friend..

3.Your 5 impression towards him/her?
i. bitch
ii. naughty
iii. good
iv. bad
v. emo (he self proclaim it)

4.The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you.
i. P.A do everthing for me
ii. One of my pillars so I stay stable..lolx

5.The most memorable words that he/she has say to you
i. he never forgets to call me bitch..even when I am not..duh

6.If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
That will never happen..but then if the world goes ding dong..I will
i. teach him how to pole dance
ii. buy him sexy clothes
iii. burn his fat 100%..

7.If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
well..if that happens i will never forget to piss him off every single day and bug his soul every single moment..

8.If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on..
never happens..lolx

9.If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is
i. I have no reason to hate him unless he pisses me off..

10.The most desirable things to do for him/her is?
i. talk?
ii. talk again?
iii. talk again and again?

11.The overall impression to he/her is..
he is a baby bitch..and no comments

12.How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
some kind of physco on the run.. annoying? i dunno i never heard any1 said good things about me?

13.The character for you for yourself is?
Very super duper quiet, moments of silence is always me (but don't mind me cause I happen to be noise when my friends are around

14.On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
I don't like being a bitch..just because I am straight forward and dun care what others say doesn't mean I am super duper bastard who is not very nice..

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
physical like Nate..lolx (Nate is my idol)..lolx..
mentally..just be myself...

16.For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
Thank you alot..=)

17.Ten people to tag:
1) Thivya Lakshmy
2) Patty
3) Jessica
4) Ah Joo (Jolene)
5) Ann Marie
6) FIshY (blup blup)
7) Vern
8) Jac
9) Ash
10) Vimal (he is the 1 who tagged me)

18.Who is number 2 having relationship with?
Someone old = older woman..*no offence*

19.Is number 3 a female or male?
I have no idea..must go for gender examination

20.If number 7 and 10 be together would it be a good thing?
They were "together" in the EXCO board..can't imagine if they were real life couple *close eyes*

21.How about number 5 and 8?
It's A BIG NO..both from different planet

22.What is number 1 studying about?
Studying about SPM..

23.When was the last time you had a chat with them?
1) Yesterday
2) Few hours ago
3) Few days ago
4) Yesterday?
5) Century ago
6) After the exam when I send her to the ferry
7) Few days ago
8) Last fri?
9) Quite sometime already
10) Few hours ago

24.Is number 4 a single?
Desprately single..

25.Say something about number 2.
Patty Petty Pitty Potty Putty..he is Patrick..lolx

Tagged by Horny Vimal & Kerbau Miang

2008-08-26T15:09:00.003+08:00

Starting time: 3.09 pm
Name: Irwin
Sisters: One (evil)
Brothers: One
Shoe size: 8
Height: 172 cm
Where do you live: Currently in Penang Island
Favourite drinks: Anything drinkable liquid
Favourite breakfast: McD =)

Have you ever been on a plane: Yup but rarely..excited to be on the plane (practically watch the small screen ni)
Swam in the ocean: Yeah!
Fallen asleep in school: Oops..always do
Broken someone's heart: sighs..
Fell off your chair: Alot..
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Kinda..but since they don't care to call..I don't wait..
Saved e-mails: Alot..1000 ++
What is your room like: Kinda clean for now..cause I clean it today morning..
What's right beside you: The whole dekstop set and house phone?
What is the last thing you ate: My lunch

Ever had chicken pox: Yeah, but forget when
Sore throat: Rarely
Stitches: Head, hand, leg and got many place somemore..lolx..
Broken nose: Got gua..
Do you believe in love at first sight: Yeah..Once..
Like picnics: Yups with my friends..and family (my parents n siblings)
Who was the last person you danced with: No idea
Last made you smile: no idea..practically no1
You last yelled at: No1 too..

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: Not yet?
Kissed anyone: no chance for today..
Get sick: No lar..won't fall sick that easy
Talked to an ex: Nope
Miss someone: Maybe..but my workload overcome my feeling for the time being
Best feeling in the world: When I feel happy =)
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: I throw them away..=..=
What's under your bed: some unwanted stuff
Who do you really hate: I don't really hate ppl..just dislike their freaking attitude
What time is it now: 3.21 p.m.

RandomsQ:
Is there a person who is on your mind right now: err..yeah?
Q: Do you have any siblings: yeah..
Q: Do you want children: yups. not necessary should be mine..adopted will do =)
Q: Do you smile often: err..yeah?
Q: Do you like your hand-writing: Kinda..my father "rotan" me when I was young beside of my writing..WTF
Q: Are your toenails painted: nah..
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: any bed..as long comfortable and not smelly
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing: red?
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday: doing something on the comp..or maybe studying..forget d
Q: I can't wait till: Semester break..so I can go out..
Q: When did you cry last: Few months ago
Q: Are you a friendly person: Most probably..but college peeps say I am fierce..
Q: Do you have any pets: Rusty, Ong Bak, and those fishies who r nameless..lolx

Where is the person you have feelings for right now? erhm..studying, most probably..no idea..
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? I forget whose hand I hold..no idea..=S
Do you sleep with the TV on? Nah..my mum will scream her lungs out if she see me.
What are you doing right now?Completing the tag?
Have you ever crawled through a window? Many times..
Can you handle the truth? Obviously
Are you closer to your mother or father? Mum lor..
Who was the last person you cried in front of? No idea?
How many people can you say you've really loved? Less than 5
Do you eat healthy? yeah? for now..need to build body
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex? Yups..
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? yeah? my father?..lolx
How often do you go to church? Every week..
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? my close peeps..muacks
Are you loud or quiet most of the time? Quiet..but can get extremely loud when my gang is around..lolx
Do u get it? huh?
Are you confident?Depends.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago..(1998)
1- was in standard 2?
2- doing some crappy hw
3- sleep between my mum n dad..and often kick my dad down?
4- world is all about TV!!
5- no idea? eating and shitting perhaps..

5 things on my to-do list today
1- Revision
2- Online
3- Chemistry
4- Homework
5- Talk

5 snacks I enjoy
1- D
2- U
3- N
4- N
5- O

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1- give my parents money
2- super big big house and more pets
3- charity
4- don't wanna work for the rest of my life
5- shop till I drop

5 of my bad habits
1- malas gila
2- gossiper? not so often nowdays
3- jealous?
4- tak tau lar
5- Spend toooo much time online and music

5 places I have lived in
1- Penang Island
2- Inderawasih
3 -Inderawasih again
4- Back to Penang Island
5- next dunno go where d

5 jobs I've had
1- part-time promoter for D'Urban
2- part-time promoter for Smalto
3- BAND PRESIDENT
4- CONDUCTOR
5- mummy's boy =)

The Lucky Five
- D
- U
- N
- N
- O

Politic Take 2

2008-08-19T19:27:00.017+08:00

I would like to present the "Malaysia Boleh Spirit"

The Malaysian Rowing Team

To prove that Malaysia Boleh, an annual boat rowing competition was organized against the Japanese Rowing Team. It was agreed that each team be made up of 8 members and the two nations would alternately host the race.

After months of intensive training,the maiden race was finally flagged off!

Result: The Japanese won by 1 km!

The Malaysian team felt deeply humiliated by the result. The Management was furious and vowed to win the following year’s race at ANY cost. A special think-tank, comprising so-called experts from various fields, was set up to analyze the situation and to unearth the root cause of the problem.

Upon in-depth analysis, the experts observed that the Japanese had seven rowers and one captain.

Whilst the Malaysian team had SEVEN CAPTAINS and only ONE ROWER!

After much deliberations, a bright idea hit upon the Management and they decided to hire a consultant firm to salvage the Malaysian Team.

After months of tinkering and much hoo-ha…

The consultants finally submitted their recommendation:
They concluded that there were indeed too many captains and too few rowers on the Malaysian team. A solution was proposed to the Management, basing upon this supposedly BRILLIANT finding:

“The structure of the Malaysian rowing team must be re-engineered immediately.”

Thenceforth the new set-up would be:
•1 manager
•2 supervisors
•4 captains
•1 rower

Other recommendations:
•To shorten the working time of team members so as to allow them to take their families for holidays
• A pay-hike of 150%

Came the following year, the Japanese won by 2 km!

The Malaysian team immediately sacked the rower, blaming him for the latest disastrous result.

Whereas a bonus reward plus extra perks like fancier car and luxurious housing, were doled out to the officials for their outstanding display of showmanship during the preparation phase.

Meanwhile the consultant firm released yet another new set of findings, one which opinioned that the strategy had been good, the motivation satisfactory, but that the tools needed improvement.

They also recommended that the competition rules be rewritten (deemed to be grossly unfair to the Malaysian team). It was further recommended that the NEP be incorporated into the new rules. The new rules shall remain in force until 2056, with an option to further extend until 3030.

Meantime a sure-win formulae has been hatched up
by the Management.

The winning strategies of the Malaysia-Boleh team:

• That the race shall be held in Malaysia perpetually.
• Members of the Japanese rowing team shall make up of not less than 51% indigenous Malaysians.
• A handicap be imposed on the Japanese team. As such they shall be competing in a less sophisticated boat – one built with an 25-year-old technology to be supplied by Proton.
• It is also mandatory that the Japanese team commence the race 3 km. behind the starting line. The Malaysian team, by virtue of being the sons of the Malaysian water, will get to start 1 km. ahead of the starting line.

Currently, the Malaysian Team is designing a NEW DREAM BOAT!

And the Management is seeking out a foreign partner to partake in this new venture.

A plan is also in place to set up a RM5 billions sampan-rowing academy in Switzerland.

MALAYSIA MANA BOLEH?

Ever wondered why the Malaysian’s sport teams, police force, armies, GLCs, etc., in short the whole government machineries, are all faring so poorly?

Politic Take 1

2008-08-15T20:02:00.002+08:00

Hey ppl, another crappy politic joke from me

How much would it cost to (telephone) call Malaysia from Hell? You'd be
surprised!

Queen Elizabeth, Bill Clinton and Ahmad Badawi die and go to hell. But
the devil has only one phone there. Queen says, I miss my England , can
I use your phone and hear how my people are doing down there.

She calls and talks about five minutes. Then she asks: Well devil, how
much do I owe you for the call? The devil says: Five million pounds.
She writes him a cheque and goes back to her chair .

Clinton wants to make a call too. He says I wanna call the US . He talks
about ten minutes, then asks how much do I owe you devil? The devil
says Ten million dollars. He also writes a cheque and goes back to his
seat.

Badawi is jealous. He says I want to call Malaysia . He calls and talks
for about an hour to his son-in-law who is busy trying to find
Mr.Petronas. Then he asks the devil how much do I owe you?

The devil replies: only one dollar. Badawi is shocked and asks 'why so
little?'.

The devils says: if you make a call from one hell to another, IT'S LOCAL
CALL.

Into Politics?

2008-08-14T22:44:00.003+08:00

Hey guys, I am finding jokes about our Malaysian Politics and I happen to come across this drama kinda script, with the title

The Candidate

PM: Okay people, you all know we have to face Anwar in Permatang Pauh and that is not exactly kacang puteh, so we must get the best candidate or we will be eaten alive.

Najib: Actually there is only one candidate here who can fight him there and he hails from a nearby constituency.

PM: Who, who? Call him now.

Najib: Its you Pak Lah. Only you can win there. I suggest you resign your seat and take on Anwar in Permatang Pauh. As for Kepala Batas, it is a safe seat.

PM: Wow, what a good idea. When he trashed me real good, I will be without a seat in government and an easy target in our own elections in December. Very clever ha you. Why not you go there?

Najib: Cannot la. I am not from the North and the people are blaming me for that sodomy case so they won't take too kindly to me. I still believe you are the best candidate la.

PM: I know you la Najib. Okay, I could do it but when I resign, Khairy will act as the PM. You agree?

Najib: Er, er, it was just an idea la, and I can see that it is a bad one. Forget it la.

Samy: Er, Pak Lah. I also can. I have no seat now so I am free.

PM: Samy why don't you stop joking? We are serious you know.

Samy: I am serious la. Why you think I Indian, I cannot win in Permatang Pauh ka?

Najib: Hey Samy you can't even beat a Muslim fundamentalist if you were to contest in Mumbai la.

Annuar: Like this la. Lets accept facts, we know we are going to lose. Last I heard, punters are willing to kuyu BN about 5000 votes, its a lost cause la. Why not we say we are fed-up with them playing a fool with the elections and boycott the by elections.

PM: You mean run away?

Annuar: If we lose with a smaller majority, Anwar will still get in but if we lose with a bigger majority, malu and mampoih la.

Samy: Why must lose with bigger majority?

Annuar: In March no sodomy case also we lost by nearly 14K votes, now got sodomy charges and everyone don't believe it, so what happen?

Muhyidin: I think we put Ezam la. If anybody is going to get slaughtered let it be him.

Nazri: Why not the last candidate, Uz Firdaus?

PM: I heard he is afraid that if he loses, his chances for Ketua Bahagian would be lost.

Samy: I know, I know. We put that Sepol fellow. In our posters we put a picture of his arsehole. Surely can get sympathy one.

Kayveas: Hey Samy, you go play outside with the Puteri UMNO la, kacau only. Talk like retarded boy only. Chit.

Samy: Aiyo, I pe-ning kepala with this Kayveas, what you say? I cannot tahan you already la, come la if you are brave.

PM: Shut up you two. Go to the corner there and turn towards the wall. Go now.

Nazri: What did Tan Sri Rashid say?

PM: Not enough time to bring the Nepalese, Tibetans and Eskimos here. We have run out of ICs to issue.

Samy: Hey Najib, what about your wife? Nowadays everybody is afraid of her what. Put her la. Surely very explosive affair one.

Najib: Shut up la you. What my wife did to you that you want to talk about her like that? You want me to call her here ka?

Samy: Haiyo, no la. Joking only la. I want to die in one piece.

PM: We still do not have a candidate.

Najib: Hmmm..No matter who the candidate is we will still lose so why bother with a strong one? Lets just put in someone insignificant and let him be slaughtered.

PM: Yes I agree. Aaaa, Samy! Samy! Are you really interested in Permatang Pauh?

(but somehow uncle samy was clever enough to escape, at last Arif Shah was the choosen candidate to be slaughtered)

cheers,

irwin

FCUKING MALAYSIANS WITH FCUKING PUNCTUALITY

2008-08-13T22:13:00.004+08:00

phew, that was seriously a harsh title, but I just can't stand this malaysian attitude of not being punctual..u go late because you think the other person will be late and the other person will go late thinking u will be there late..WTF attitude is that?

U FCUKING MALAYSIAN need to learn how u manage ur FCUKING DAMN TIME and be PUNCTUAL lah..ish geramnya..

_____________________________________

anyways put it aside,but I am really pissed off now..

I got a kinda joke on how malaysian behave and their fcuking attitude...have fun reading..

Legend has it that George Washington, America's first president, chopped down a cherry tree in his youth. George gives the tree a good swing and chops it down with an axe . His father sees the damaged tree and asks his son if he knows who did the deed. George is quoted bravely admitting the truth :- "I can't tell a lie, Pa; you know I can't tell a lie. I did cut it with my axe."

This is a satire of how some Malaysian politicians circa 2008 may have reacted to the question :-

>> PM Badawi - I did not cut down the tree, I was just taking a nap underneath it.

> > Najib - I swear that I have never MET that tree.

> > Hishamuddin- ... but I only own a keris, not axe, how to cut down the tree.

> > Dr.M - Apa nama cherry tree, I chopped it down because, I don't like the idea of Pak lah sleeping under it.

> > Chua Soi Lek - Yes it was me, I resign as caretaker of this orchard.

> > VK Lingam - It could be me, it might have been me but I don't think its me.

>> Saiful - It could not be me, Anwar was fcuking me hard!!

> > Anwar Ibrahim - I DID NOT do it, and I am not giving any DNA samples for you to plant on the axe handle.

> > Khir Toyo - the new state government should just trim the grass and not waste time asking who cut the tree.

> > Ahmad Said (Terrenganu MB)- I chopped it because cherry trees are more expensive to maintain than durian trees.

> > Azalina Othman - The cherry tree is not included under my tourism MOU so I cut it down. Besides there were unauthorized signboards put up around the tree.

> > Shabery Cheek - I challenge you to a debate on tree cutting.

> > Samy Velu - I chopped it because HINDRAF members were using it as a meeting point

> > Wira Ali Rustam - We have planted Durian trees for 50 years and we will plant them for another 50 years, we do not need cheery trees, apple trees, pear trees and all these other foreign trees.

> > Rais Yatim - you must see the bigger picture, Ahmad said cherry trees are expensive to maintain, Ali Rustan said that are against our national identity and I needed to test my new axe, so you see- its a WIN-WIN situation all around.

> > Sharir Samad - I cut the tree because we could no longer afford to subsidize it.

> > Karpal Singh - The bigfoot creature did it.

> > Bung Mokhtar - The big monkey did it

> > Pandikar Amin Mulia - There is nothing in the standing orders against chopping cherry trees, Kinabatangan duduk, Bukit Gelugor duduk.sit down.

> > Khairy Jamaluddin - I did not do it, neither did the mat rempits. By the way, what's a cherry tree ?

> > Lim Kit Siang - In response to Khairy - cherry tree also you don't know, you are an insult to Oxford.

> > Nazri Aziz - racist, racist, racist, when we cut down durian trees nobody made a fuss.

> > Malaysian Citizens - oh for heavens sake! Somebody plant something before we all starve to death. (still malaysians answer the LAST CAUSE THEY R NOT PUNCTUAL TO THE MEETING!!!!)

>>Irwin - the moral of the story is, MALAYSIANS don't have the attitude of admiting their mistake, they ALWAYS..i repeat ALWAYS blame others or anything that struck their mind at that very moment..to avoid further confusion..I CHOPPED DOWN THE FCUKING CHERRY TREE..any problem with it?

cheers and pissed off,

irwin

In State Of EMO-ness

2008-08-07T15:47:00.002+08:00

Posting something here for the sake of updating it ok? Nothing much lately, just busy with college, college and more college..
Thanks to Mr Tan (my physics lec) keep on reminding us every time in class..this is the 6th week, 7th week...u left _ weeks to your exam..and that certainly gives me hypertension and high blood pressure.
Classes are going like usual, kinda really put effort in writing this week's GP essay. If I get another C or D..I swear I will go super crazy in the class.
And Jun Kee remain dancing on my nerves every monday and thursdays..why the fcuk can't he just follow the damn syllabus, keep on jumping here and there..HOW MANY FCUKING THINGS AM I SUPPOSE TO READ UP JUST BECAUSE U TEACH AS U WISH...fcuk lar..for the past few days, I burnt midnight oil by drinking cups and more cups of INDOCAFE until my blood taste like INDOCAFE and fcuk my pee smells like INDOCAFE..=.=..don't ask how.

SUPER DAMN STRESS K..

I'm not enjoying life as it suppose to be..WTF is going with me..I am writing this out of emo-ness and pain..(okie the pain is physically not visible)..

Let me cut this short

1) I need something that I can't explain to you guys

2) I need break from all this FCUKING THINGS like college

3) I can't wait for next week sem break

4) Stop annoying me..U r getting on my nerves..Stop acting as if u r my fcuking bitch..I am not related to you..=.=

That's all..FCUKING POST..

p/s- I won't be that hyper fcuking emo just because of college k..it is..FCUK OFF..U NO NEED TO KNOW

Busy Weekend

2008-07-28T17:31:00.004+08:00

I am starting with a BIG lolx..haha..okies not funny anyway..I am more pissed off and being happy..so lets see what happen on Thursday..erhmm..yeah I ponteng my maths tutorial to go out with Wei Pin and Allen to Gurney and of course, I pierced again..lolx..then left home alone the entire night..Fri my mum came over to Penang and meet up with all her sister and their children, who I found very noisy and err..annoying? watever you call it..small kids..and drove back to my house at 12 a.m...so WTF..damn sleepy..then the next morning woke up at 7-8 then wanna go to school because of so called "KK DAY", and I went there late cause my mum is a Malaysian, so she follows the Malaysian time..reach school around 10 something..

Spend about an hour plus in school and I got so bored..duh..lame school..called devil to go out and she was still sleeping at 11 something..lazy devil..then she came pick me in school and we went to old town go makan..I took her pics of staring at someone..lolx..shall upload it later..then she send me back to school and I met with the 5 Bs gang..it was kinda Laugh Out Loud session where the teachers have to shhh us down..haha..then after some crappy and boring speech..I took the so called prize..was a lame cert and a pewter kind thingy..no money..sobs sobs..then go back home d..

Nite went to St Anne..and there was lots and lots of people..so swts..(reported figure was 80 000)...so basically that explains why Maxis and Digi line was so sucking at that moment..cannot contact any1..and I lost my parents is the crowd..I practically depend on my sixth sense to find my parents..finally I found them..and I was on my aunt's phone with Tvya..and we had our "new year's resolution" even it is just July now..haha..for more detail go see her blog..then I went back home around 12.30 a.m. and drove back to penang. Reach there around 1.30 a.m. Then I online wanted to blog but then I was so damn tired and I go sleep..

The next day woke up again at 8 something and drive back to St Anne..so freaking tired..went to 10.30 mass then go do charity work, help my uncle give free food to ppl..I was sweating like nobody's business..thanks to college, now I feel so hot nowdays..then went back home...and later drive back to Penang..so damn tired..

Today is such a bad day for me..morning morning, I enter class..the Mechanics lec call me out and kinda scold me..*it seems my marks is damn low and did not score up to his expectation*..my fcuking error lar do the mistake..somemore he ask..'ur calculator took the day off is it?'..I was like no?

i wrote the working all correct.. but then calculated wrongly..
= 2 + 3 cos 30 - 4 cos 30
= 5.99 N..

wtf..because of that mistake, the entire question wrong..lost about 12 marks..WTF..then he continue with his lecture..and I feel asleep..so damn tired and sleepy..

then got chemistry lecture..super sleepy also there..I went down and bought nescafe STRONG and start drinking in class..Janice L. was like ur drinking nescafe..then I was like yeah..swts.. and now, I back home and feel so bored and tired..and currently webcaming with JAzz..watching her cooking for bri..lolx

Random updates

2008-07-22T20:08:00.003+08:00

so lalala...let me see, giving some early warnings..I am gonna use !@#$@% words in the post..so just ignore it..okie?..

I was suppose to fcuking trim my hair a little so I don't look like LION KING..but then the hairstlyist don't understand the english I speak and he cut it very very short..WTF..really got pissed off with that guy..cut until so short..sighs..can't wait for the next few weeks so my hair can grow back..

Then I am so lazy to study lately..which I kinda neglected my homeworks and presentation and other stuff..very lazy..dui..didn't actually study for the Malaysian Studies exam..cause I was practically lazy..then hw also didn't do..presentation also didn't prepare..swts

I did the exam today..and it was quite easy to say..and until the end I didn't study for the exam at all...thanks to that Wei Ping and Allen..keep on talking in the library...end up I enjoy talking more than studying..haha..the during the exam time..we had secret dicussion all...I MEAN COPYING..lolx..but then I know most of the answers so practically no need to copy so much...lol..just short dicussion to make sure the answer is correct..then after that I did my presentation for the Malaysian Studies..I wanted to go LOL..I think my group is the only group that didn't prepare anything for the presentation..I saw other groups got 3-4 A4 paper full with notes and stuff..and they were like reciting some novel infront..Darwin said they better go take their folio and read it to the lecturer..

then it was our turn..since we are the last group, we only had 1 audience..swts..and I started doing my presentation without any references..got 1 part my sentence was like...Akibat Malayan Union, semangat nasionalisme orang Melayu telah sampai ke ........ I totally forgot what is the word to complete the sentence..I got panic and start flipping my folio searching for the word..after lots of flipping, the word struck my mind again...and it was KEMUNCAK..so lame..got panic d because of that lame word..lolx..

then in GP class..I got high blood pressure already..Wei Ping told me that VISHNU told him that I am a GAY...WTF.. IS WRONG WITH THE MOTHER OF ALL GAYS..I didn't do anything to that Vishnu also..duh..fcuk fcuk..U want me to go say out all ur story isit? If I was really mean just now..I sure spit out all his stupid doings in school..but then I remain holy and just smile...WTF...this is the last chance for you..BITCH DON'T GET ON MY NERVES..ARGHH...

I AIN'T A FUCKING GAY..STUPID ASSHOLE..ARGHHHHHH....ish...geramnya....

then my ehrmm life is kinda blooming..lolx..not gonna update on that..just wait lar..tsk tsk..

till then..

What goes around comes around

2008-07-17T17:06:00.003+08:00

It is always true that what goes around comes around, I kinda agree with it..and feeling it again? lol..it is just plain karma..I really don't want myself to get dumped again by some people. It is very tough to go through all the crying, emo-ings and bla bla. I practically and literally tried my very best to move on..yeah you heard me MOVE IT BITCH..haha..

In-officially, I think I like someone right now, LISTEN I said I THINK ONLY..not sure of the feelings and bla bla..crappy feelings. But coming back to the main point, I came here for a new life and to fcuking STUDY the shit out..yeah so practically, I am suppose to study and also after the "nonsense" of going after someone. I mean it is not wrong if you go after someone if the person knows that you like him/ her, but in my case, she don't really know me and I don't really know her..so what's the point? Simply end it there? I really don't know. HATE HATE HATE this kind of situation..sighs..

Exams are in just few days and yet I don't feel like studying at all..I am kind of silly to keep on thinking about that someone. It really spoils my day. And college is ain't that cheap ok? For my AS exam I gotta pay 960 bucks..fcuk this really add the pressure for me to give the best just for my parents..sighs..

I seriously need to cheer up very badly and stop this emo nonsense..HELP ME!!!..haix

I'm Lovin It..

Clumsy

2008-07-14T21:45:00.004+08:00

Oh dear..I am getting so clumsy nowdays..=)..clumsy clumsy clumsy..

First time

That I saw your eyes

Girl you looked right through me, mmmhmm

Play it cool

But I knew you knew

That cupid hit me, mmm mmm

You got me trippin', stumbling, flippin', fumbling

Clumsy cuz I'm fallin' in love

You got me slippin', tumbling, sinking, fumbling

Clumsy cuz I'm fallin in love

So in love with you

Can't help it

The boy can't help it

Can't breath

When you touch my sleeve

Butterflies so crazy, mmm mmm

Whoa now, think I'm goin' down

Friends don't know whats with me, mmm mmm

You got me trippin', stumbling, flippin', fumbling

Clumsy cuz I'm fallin' in love

You got me slippin', tumbling, sinking, fumbling

Clumsy cuz I'm fallin in love

So in love with you

You know, this isn't the first time this has happened to me

This love sick thing

I like serious relationships and a

A boy like me don't stay single for long

Cuz everytime a girlfriend and I break up (only few times)

My world is crushed and I'm all alone

The love bug crawls right back up and bites me and I'm back

You got me trippin', stumbling, flippin', fumbling

Clumsy cuz I'm fallin' in love

You got me slippin', tumbling, sinking, fumbling

Clumsy cuz I'm fallin' in love

So in love with you

tell me I am not falling in Love..muahaha..

today was okie okie...not that fun cause didn't get to see someone..aiks..but then I spend 2 solid hours studying in the library..woo hoo..haha..can't wait for tomorrow..aiks..I'm loving Disted..

muacks

3rd week in college

2008-07-11T17:08:00.002+08:00

so I offcially end my 3rd week of college few mins ago..muahaha..hooray...it is already 3 week and I still kinda kekok in college..lolx..STUPID DISTED..but then the number of friends is increasing day by day...gud thing....

whoever is reading this blog..pls don't let ur malaysian corrupt brain mis-interpret my post..I am not crushing on someone..my status = SINGLE...blueks...i just wanna make friends with ppl k..lolx..so not gonna blog about any "new friends"...lolx..

later got vernn party..I still didn't get her anything yet..sighs..maybe next time ni I go out buy for her..damn busy lar nowdays..

BLAME COLLEGE FOR THAT..(AGAIN)..

till then,

bye bye

got tagged by the lady x meaning..=.=

2008-07-09T20:39:00.002+08:00

1. Each blogger must post these rules first.
2. Each blogger starts with 8 random facts/habits about themselves.
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their 8 things.
4. At the end of your blog, you need to choose 8 people to get tagged and list their names.
5. Don’t forget to leave them a comment, telling them that they’ve been tagged, and to read your blog nothing interesting bout me..

About Me-----------------------------------------------
1. super duper fcuked up
2. mixed feeling?? ahhaks
3. bad hair..
4. turning paranoid...
5. getting extra lame
6. wanna win a girl's heart..=)
7. hate the so happening now..
8. i miss myself

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tension + stress = pressure

2008-07-09T19:00:00.005+08:00

Practically, I am so fcuked up this whole day..no no..the whole week...no no..the whole month...nah...the whole year lar...so conclusion I am FCUKED UP...

PRESSURE + TENSION = STRESS

and who ever calls college life FUN..I am sure going to whip your ass real hard..stress lar..ahhaks..but then this week physics like got improvement like that..I can understand 3/4 of the lessons..yaay...gud thing..and I noticed that sir is keep on looking at me..*eye contact*..hehe..so I also give good respons to him lor..nod my head (even if I don't understand what he says)..

but then chemistry lec is dancing on my nerves..I don't understand a single sub-topic he teach..he goes extremely super duper fast..and I am like the steam engine train so hard to catch up with the electric train..haix..I don't blame myself cause it is his fault..but then I get upset when I think about chemistry..

Malaysian STudies..I tell u that fellow is .... he is rubbishing alot..I really knocked out in class today..even he was directly infront of me..but then I really cannot stand / sit in his class d...then he dropped few atom and nuclear bombs..EXAM IS IN 2 WEEKS..YOUR PRESENTATION IS RIGHT AFTER THE EXAM..WTF..fcuk fcuk fcuk.. I mean it is sej afterall, I always get 80 above rite...why am I so worried?..but then seriously..my blood pressure rose when he annouced that..something like aftermath of SPM..haha

my fav class in college is can say GP...(can say fav lar since other classes are so super boring)..the lessons are nice and fun, so does the dicussion, even some of them ask stupid silly questions..I mean "get mature guys", you are in college..but then I don't really voice out my opinion or other on the topic cause if I start debating in class..it will turn me into some super nerd in the class..so I just shut up and act cool..but then I ask my friends to ask question lar..haha..I don't stand out from the guys to impress girls..(WTF) is none of my intention to impress any girl in the college..okie maybe only 1..back to topic about GP, the lec is also nice and neat..full with information and interesting way of learning english grammar with her..not like uncle Selva's english lessons..but then TENSION part of GP is the marked essay sheet that I get back from the lec..DAMN..it is like C and D+..the + I think is like more like compliment..damn..Is my english that bad or I am getting worse..no clue..but then in the comment part, she keeps on writing..need more evidence and facts, give more factual reason..okie..she got my weak point..I am something like 'katak dibawah Disted"..she can't expect me to have the whole wikipedia in my brain..HELLO!!!! oh dear..tension sungguh...

okie...most of u r starting to complain about me writing essays in the blog.. okie okie I shall add more pictures k?

haha..but then not in this post kut..cause I can't find my connector around..and I am writing the post in a rush..I don't have the patience to post pictures now..

BLAME COLLEGE FOR THAT!!!

____________________

so this week, this ALleN got really bored during GP class and started camwhoring..everytime time he takes a pic..his comment will be SO GAY..ish..he took pic with me and Wei Ping and the moment after snap he says SO GAY..then he will say okie lets take another..so adui..and lately I realize I keep on day dreaming in the class..and find the tinest possible way to look at her..I mean what is wrong with me..TELL ME I'M NOT TURNING INTO A STALKER..god bless..but then erhmm..mixed feelings about her..TELL ME AGAIN I'M NOT TURNING PARANOID..haha..

friday maybe going to CY Vernn's party..okie not maybe..have to go..haha...sunset bistro..haha..any ideas what should I get for her?..tell me something easy to find cause I am not so free to shop around..

till then..

PRESSURE - STRESS = TENSION (its pure mathematics)

Weiyu

2008-07-04T22:47:00.005+08:00

erhmm..just a special post for her..today is her birthday..so Happy Birthday Weiyu..^@^ miss ^@^... haha..thanks for being in my life, even for not a long period of time, I appreciate everyday you spent with me..can never find someone like you..You were always there for me no matter morning, noon or nite..You stay awake until midnight just to talk to me, you got more nervous than I was during my SPM time..U were still there for me when I neglected you.. you gave me a second, third and more chances, but I was a fool..on a fool day..I still remember everything we chat and everything we laughed for and everything that I wanted to do with you..I wanted to tell all this on the phone but you seemed busy...

Thanks for being in my life..

Never forget you...

you were once this blog owner..haha..

miss you alots..^@^ ...

irwin (follow format)

WTF accident

2008-07-04T17:31:00.002+08:00

How can this FCUK HAPPEN???

was on the way back from college and I was driving like normal..then got a junction, I waited for the front KELISA to go..that buta fcuking car go infront n suddenly come back n BOOM..fcuk fcuk fcuk....she stop and start shouting I knocked her car!!!! I was like WTF...I did nothing...she keep on doing her dramatic scene that I knock her car until hancur like that...WHAT THE FUCK LADY..then I call her not to block the traffic and move aside..FUCK..I GOT IN TROUBLE BECAUSE OF NOTHING..WTF...if my mum know she gonna KILL AND PUT ME INTO R.I.P..

then I got down from the car to see where I "hancurkan" her car..and FCUK HER AGAIN..I cannot find where I knock her also..that is what she says..U KNOCKED ME BOY..=.=...and I turn and look at my car...got nothing also..not even a single scratch...and I was like WHERE DID I KNOCK YOU?...then she keep on showing the bumper and I can only a tiny little strips of scratch..I was like WTF..how can I even knock u so professionally..I was not directly behind u..(the scratch was in the middle of the bumper) and I was on her left..the back part..If I knock also must knock at the corner of the bumper not in the middle..FCUK HER LAR..then she go search for other injuries to her car..somehow she manage to find the corner of her bumper got come down abit by less than 1 cm..i was really WTF there..IF I HAD THE CHANCE AGAIN..I SURELY KNOCK HER CAR AT 210 KM/H..she was really wtfcuking there..then I was like..stop it lady..I pay for the injury can not? since she claims that however that accident happened..it is my fault..(according to the malaysian law..kereta yang dibelakang adalah selalu salah)..WTF MAN...then I ask how much to pay for the injury..and she was like no no..u r gonna do the whole bumper for me..really fcuked up d..I straight call my mum and tell her..my mum was like WTF..

then my mum call my uncle to come and see..he came and see..and again he was like..where you knock the lady?...I mean u can't really see the accident happened there...my uncle ask me whether I really hit her car or wat..and I told him..that is wat is she claiming..then my uncle said fine..go to the workshop and do ur fcuking car lar..and my uncle inspect the injury and he say polish the car can d..and she was like no no..u gotta repaint the car..and I bet u..my uncle really got WTF there..and he was like you show me where is the accident proof on my nephew car? practically she can't show anything cause there was none on the car..If I were to hit her car..definately my car also got atleast abit of scratch...DAMN lar the lady..must be my bad day...then my uncle say no need to argue so much..we go workshop n see what the man say..but then the evil plan was..the workshop owner is my uncle friend..so practically he is not gonna do much to the car except polishing the back part and carry her fcuking bumper up..and damn that is gonna cost me $$...FCUK FUCK FUCK..I did nothing wrong and yet I have to spent for that damn car..ish...

SURELY IT IS MY BAD DAY..LATER I UPDATE THE PIC GIVE U SEE THE INJURIES ON THAT FCUKING CAR..

ISH df@#rvbeg^$utsg%t$g%$y$w
GERAMNYA

A small post in a busy day

2008-07-01T22:13:00.003+08:00

haha..find some time to blog today..I am teribbly busy..Now I can feel the "pinch" of A'lvl..it is just the 3rd week and I got tons of homework to do..and WTF..the hw is not so easy, 5-6 questions take about 1 hour to do..and I got more than 40 questions to do...(that is just mechanics)..then got chemistry somemore got about 15 questions with cabang cabang..then need to revise the past chapters..and fcuk fcuk fcuk...4 more weeks to my trial and 9 more weeks to my exam!! I feel so doomed..haha..

anyways..my piggie is back from australia..haha..so happy..can't wait to talk to her..lols..she called me today morning and I just woke up and had my shower...and she was like I'm back!!!..i was speechless..haha..and sounded emo..(according to her)..haha..watever...can't wait to see joo again..

then today I get to know the girl's name..I found out in the lamest way..haha..I waited for the teacher to read out the name loud loud..but then this dongkoi teacher was mumbling all the name..then he call her name...something something ABU..I was like she is a malay??? then my friend said yeah u dunno meh..i was like swt..she looked like a eurasian erhmm something like heidy lar..but then heidy can know he is a malay but then u cannot know she is a malay..haha..then I ask about her to my friend lor..he said she is not pure malay and she don't practice Islam..and she is gonna change her religion to non-muslim...err..something like that lar..watever she is...she is still beautiful..=)..not only I think like that k..my friend also said she looks beautiful...

anyways..gonna get back to my homework..sighs..terlampau banyak..sob sobs

till then,
sayonara

Pierced..

2008-06-28T22:36:00.004+08:00

lol..I pierce my ear today..haha..it is so fun..I mean it is FUN..haha..just 2 weeks in college n I am turning to a fun person..anyway college has got nothing to do with piercing..Piercing is my bday present from Jazz..thanks jazz..I'm tired of the normal presents I get..so something different this year..haha..went to sunway around 4.30 p.m. like that..met with jess..then I was like aiya no need to pierce lar..later look so weird and bla bla and she kept on torturing me to pierce..then we just walk up n down the mall again and again..we enter the piercing shop..then come out again..we enter then come out again..I was like cannot make up my mind..then we walk walk saw jaaidev in popular..well.. jay and popular never match..haha..

then we walk walk..and this jess and jay keep on asking me to pierce..lol..I was like do it in dec lar..lol..then at last we came to an agreement around 5.30 like that, if jess pierce then i pierce..lol..then we bought the ear stud and she use 1 and I use the other..so lame..when I pierce that time..I thought it is gonna be freaking pain..(jay scared me with blood n stuff)..lame..then finally *shot*..n my ear was pierced..haha..

it was cool to walk around with the ear stud..it looks great on me..haha..*self praising k*..then I n Jess went to pacific to go buy the lidi thing..then we went to McD..change my ear stud to lidi..n wanted to take out but then cannot come out..I was like fuck...is this permanent or wat..then Jess help me pull out..no pain but then go blood come out lar..bleeding abit..cause I removed it too fast..lol..

then we sit in McD..and start crapping about our lives n bla bla..had a great time with Jess..after a busy week..haha..then 7 sumthing I go back..when I reach home..my mum didn't realize I pierced until I show my ears to her and she was like REMOVE IT..HAAAAA..lol..she calls piercing kalut thing..so I just keep the lidi thing a little while then later ni remove it..sayang betul...but then I am gonna piece again around nov/dec like that..and jess..u r coming with me..u r suppose to give me confidence..lol =)

till then..
mwaxx

Busy..dang

2008-06-27T23:14:00.003+08:00

I rarely online nowdays..yeah I know it is weird..but then very very busy this week..sorry lor..so practically my time table is very very pack..the free time I usually top-up my sleeping time..

So basically my daily time table is like

7.00- wake up

8.00 - 6.00 - college

7.00 - dinner

8.00 - 12.30 - study again..

12.30 - sleep terus..

and there it goes daily..but then got 1 or 2 days college finish earlier lor..but it makes no big difference..

so I come to the highlight of the week..

on wed I go out jalan-jalan alone to komtar near there..actually not jalan-jalan lar..I was suppose to fax something to some office lar..so since I dunno Penang very well..I had to like walk around..asking for direction n stuff..n there was so many "mat salleh" walking around also..haha..Penang life rocks..I mean the traveller life..not our normal routine..haha

then on thursday, I got my first fcuking "parking fine"..I should write back "thanks for the compliment" and stick it on the meter reader..lolx..I park car wanna go popular buy graph paper and writing pad..then I tersaw so many nice clothes and cheap somemore..DAMN..I terspend a lit bit more time seeing the clothes..I got back to the car..got parking fine d..FCUK lar..waste 15 bucks...shit shit shit

then fri I'm here lor..like that ni lar my week..

I finally get to settle down my things in Penang and my college also ok ok d..found new friends..his name his allen..nice guy..from chung ling penang..and the funny thing is I found back the 5BS attitude in my college class also..got 1 guy like wei keat..he keeps on asking nonsense and practically..ask alot..he wasted 30 mins during physics asking about errors in measurment..i guess even the lecturer also felt slept with his questions..he keeps on debating..lol

then got "yi sheng"..and yeah..he is best friend to the "wei keat"..n u know yi sheng's attitude kut..no need to cerita panjang..then got 1 playboy in the class..but then 5Bs I cannot think of any playboy...he only talks to the girls..duh..and I am as I am..

then the teachers..my physic lecturer is like LOw LAi TenG..then my chemistry lecturer..I duno what he is..he makes the simple things go complicated.."i teach u ar now..this is so complicated..u sure won't understand 1...bla bla bla..this is called titration.." I bet Pn.Yap so laugh till die..haha..then my chemistry practical teacher sound like Pn.Teh..and she definately looks like Pn Teh..the hair, the dressing, the height, the body..so like Pn.Teh..haha..then my mechanics lecturer is maybe a twin of Mr. Ooi Hooi Chear..he behaves exactly like Ooi..lol..then the maths lecturer is a dead body i shud say..my friends say he only produce 1 frequency ni..and that sounds like zzzzzz...he talk also like orang mati ni..can make u sleep the minute he starts talking..haha..

so basically I'm running my life here..so happy for me lor..don't ask anything about fcuking thing called L-O-V-E..anyway..got 1 girl in a'level same intake as me...she looks beautiful..but then she is in the arts stream..ngek ngek..only meet her during maths, malaysian studies and GP..(i dunno her name k)..but then we smile whenever we see each other..lol..just wanna make friends here k..I'm not fcuking crushing on someone for now...fcuk me..

sayonara..

a pocket full of sunshine..just to brighten my day..

18??

2008-06-22T23:06:00.006+08:00

So here I go again blogging..so today is my B'day, but I don't feel like it. Anyways so B'day was "fun"..Started with fun birthday wishing..and fun emoing moment..I can't believe I made my emo show online with webcam..ish..

Because of the fun, I didn't sleep the whole night. Actually slept but then was not as peaceful as the normal days.In the morning pula, wake up quite early to church. Went to a different church today. A church where the old sick people will stay there. It was a peaceful and very quiet to attend a mass there..=)

Then in the afternoon, I didn't do anything already, just online and chat with TvYa and others..so basically it was my B'day..haha..but then after all this funny happenings around me, it is time for me to go spend my time alone..so I go to the beach..and I didn't tell any1 where I am going..I said I'm going to popular in Gurney, where I wore t-shirt n shorts and beach slippers and yet no one asked me anything..so I had a great time at the beach alone..

some of the beautiful sea shells..

me emoing again..duh

a reflection of me..

emoing again..-.-"

let me tell you about these shells, I found them together in a pair, a quite distance leh..so I took them together..and suddenly 1 of it fell into the sea..so I throw the partner together in the sea..live and die as couple =)

thinking**

lol?

me again..headless

maafkan kaki saya yang nampak gemuk tetapi tidak..lol

again..lol..

I think I'm done blogging today..At the age of 18, I finally learnt something in life..learn to let go..hopefully more lessons to come..

Till then, muacks..

CountDown?

2008-06-21T23:42:00.002+08:00

so..countdowning?? not really lar..some exciting year I had..age of 17..something important..my "twin brother" is so excited about countdowning our birthday..haha..funny and sexy fellow..haha..

at the stroke of 12 midnight, when I turned 17 I was chatting with the same people, Hee Jac, Vimal, Thivya and once again I am chatting with them.As the historians said History shall repeat. But when I turned 17, I confessed my love to someone and I was dumped on the same night. Interesting rite? I find it special to have a dramatic people, I remember what Jac told me before I confessed, u can expect 100 knives is been stabbed into ur heart. Damn I really felt that way. I cried all night and yet I smiled and laugh like normal during school the next day.

How did I really managed to put up a show for 1 whole year? I'm a good actor rite..3 mins more to 22nd june 2008..and this time I turn 18, but then my feeling for you didn't change and I have been waiting for more than a year just to be with you. You know how freaking sad it is? When you just ignore me at times..

Ha..it is 12 midnight, everyone is wishing me..I should be happy? Yeah I do for them..but not for me..Vimal, Tvya, jo, others lar..

So back to the topic, am I crazy to wait for you that long? cause ppl do say that, at this time when people change lovers like clothes, I wait for the same cloth for years? I'm crazy.. Should I confess my love again to you this year at this moment? I really don't know.. My hearts says do it..but thinking it rationally..I'm sure I will make you unhappy..I am more concern about your feelings than mine..sighs..

To tell the truth, yesterday I dreamt about you again, this time I dream something from my heart, I'm not gonna say out wat I dream..it is just personal..but I know u r the one..maybe I'm not the one for you? I dunno..

Anyway, I'm 18 now..it time for me to entertain my friends out there waiting for me to celebrate it with them? Hell yeah.."celebrating it"..muahaha..haiz..

Age of 18..I seriously need to make some adjustment in my life..I'm learning..

~Happy Birthday Irwin, Vimal, JY and Say Thing..muacks

till then..muacks

College Again

2008-06-20T23:28:00.002+08:00

Somehow, I found college is not so exciting like school..erhmm not as if I can't really find my type of friends here but the this college life is so tiring..classes are from 8- 5 almost everyday..and that is so tiring..once I come back home also 6 something d..then dinner..almost 8 something d..tak mungkin I'm gonna go study again..so damn tiring..I online also nowdays is limited time liao..then my sleep is about 5-6 hours per day ni..sungguh malang sekali..

Then comes the so called friends in college..nice people to mix around..okies I do mix with them outside classes but not during classes..cause they will be studying the entire time in class..and I prefer to day dream and the best is sleep..I mean for the first few weeks..haha cause the class r quite boring and thanks to my SPM teacher who taught more than enough..kept my brain running so I tend to get so bored during lectures..haiz..

Then come staying in Penang..it is not bad afterall..I can go out anytime (even until late night) as long I inform someone in the house..haha...then I got car to travel around..free gym membership and lots more..so it is not bad afterall..but then thing I had about Penang is..U call it food paradise..but I can't hardly good food during lunch break..and the food is damn expensive...like my first day go out eat..I bought the food..then the man said 3.60 so I wanted to pay up..then the his wife was like aiya empat linggit lar..n I went WAT????? then gud thing her husband said 3.60 back..if not I would stick the rice on her face..ish...stupid island people..(I'm from mainland k)..haha..

Then the whole week was like that..puff..and so many thing happening around and bla bla..but then I miss her the most..everynite I think / dream about her..and the funny thing was I dream about her turning into some house maid..
WTF>.< my brain must be so damn tired that the tayangan all not in order..yor allah..

I hit the gym on thursday..and now I feel the pain..cannot move my arms also..sighs..need to buff up..jia you..haha..

till then..mwaxx
p/s- i love you
*this post is suppose to be emoing around but then I'm hyper in sadness now..sighs

First Day Of College

2008-06-16T20:48:00.003+08:00

I am like WTF now..see it is my first day of college..WTF again..sorry it is that bad..duh..So it was like yesterday ni I prepare for the damn college thing..Around 11.30 a.m. I am suppose to shift to penang and I only start packing at 10 something, this actually shows how "excited" am I for college..lols..then yesterday was like bla bla ni until night..my parents was super duper sad to leave me in Penang..lols..that was the first time my dad looked so sad..*mengharukan* but then staying is not really bad for the first day kut..except for food..kinda hard to eat at home and I'm extra lazy to go out and eat..so practically I think by the time I finish my college here I'm gonna loose about 30 KG d..and the remaining would be around 17KG of Irwin ni..yor allah..so lets see what happened the first day..

Woke up at 7.45 a.m. but decided to close my eyes for 5 mins but then it shoot up to 8 something d..so sighs..rushing again..bathe, brush, and bla bla already 8.40 d..the my mission is not to miss breakfast so eat breakfast until 8.50 like that d..but I reached college at 8.55 a.m. I made record by going early for college, but then you know lar Malaysians. They were suppose to start at 9 but then they only started at 9.30 or more..haha..I was like so bored in the class..good thing fishy came and sit beside me..then I found a new cool retard friend which I don't even know what is his name..but he looks handsome and cool..*i mean it* but he smokes..so girls any1 wanna know him, don't ask me cause I don't know his name..haha..I call him my retard friend cause he was alone in the whole class..so do we..muahaha..after all the boring introduction to the library, computer lab and other shit..it was finally time for lunch...so I and fishy met Ash..she just came out from her test or something. Then we met others also like Teegena and her friends whose name I can't recall..then Ash's friend named Gloria or Glory or something lar..then got meet Satish and GUESS WHO I saw today in Disted..it is Vishnu Kumar..yor allah..I and fishy was like err...dot dot dot..

After that got watever taklimat all..I was extra bored there..so my class is gonna start tomorrow..*can't wait* (assume it is the joke of the day)..today the orientation suppose to end at 3 but then end at 2 pula..so I called my mum and ask whether I can go back home not..since she miss me so much then she also say come lar come lar..adui..then I went back to my gparents place then change pants and stuff then I drive to that ferry terminal..WTF no place to park..then got place must pay parking..since I very kedukut 1 person I go park the car in the church..and that is so fcuking far from the ferry terminal is like from St.Xavier to ferry terminal..fcuk..nvm I walked and took the ferry..and fcuk I got sea sick so bad..I got headache d..then reach the other end, my mum come fetch me then go home..pack pack the left over things and go help my mum buy drinking water and fetch ppl..so farking tired man..is like no rest at all..then after finish all, my dad sent me back to the ferry terminal at 6..then take ferry come back lor..then on the way that celebrity fitness ppl keep on calling go there..so I straight drive go there..

39th entry

2008-06-11T23:07:00.003+08:00

So I reached my 39th post..*yay*, but then I'm not in the mood of celebrating it. Don't ask me why. Can cry until banjir. Okies, it is not as serious as you think.duh. Things don't come easy as we really wish. They come with pain, suffer and little bit of tears and duh not forgetting emo. So practically we all wish for things to get, to come true and bla bla. Tell me more about your dream come through so easily like cinderella or snow white? or maybe shrek? haha.. keep on dreaming. Looking back, I didn't really get what I actually wished for.. Let's see I wish for 11 A1s, instead I got 10 As? duh.. I wish I was given a scholarship?? duh again..Good thing at least I can get the merit scholarship..And let's see what more I asked? Well it is my dirty little secret.

So as you can see, what we dream is different from what we actually get..I'm not blaming God for make things go hard and wild, but then my question is why do we get what we want but in a small version? or sometimes something different but it has the same value or importance with the things we wish for. (You have to do some reflection of yourself and God rite). Okie fine..I'm not here to debate about God. I don't get to religious cause I have my personal belief, even I'm a christian and goes to church almost all sundays except for some Sundays which I keep aside for my evil-doings..duh..okie cut the crap..I don't even know why am I writing this post.

The truth is I really don't know that whether you can accept me or not..(obviously I'm refering to someone here)..lols..I know you know that I like you, but then you are not giving me any respons? That is making me go crazy..well I don't expect you to suddenly come and scare me by saying all those loving words..but then I think there should be at least some positive or negative feedback rite..I don't mind if you give me negative feedback but then say something..please? I really wanna bring you out but then..always get rejected for some reasonable reasons or maybe you are just making it up? I really don't know..swts..I have waited for a year and maybe more. I think its finally time to make some decision. Or should I wait somemore..Many are asking me to move on..but then I insist on moving on with other girls cause I know what I really want, and what I really want is you. So I shall just waited for your answer? I dunno..Let God and time decide..but you somehow have to say something..Waiting..

till then, waiting
mwaxx

Malaysian?? Duh

2008-06-09T19:36:00.002+08:00

I fcuking hate bumiputera Malaysians..u know why? cause they can turn you off..duh..this morning I was suppose to pay the electricity bill and the astro bill in the post office. So the time I went there was about 11 something. Since I got no car to travel around, so I decided to cycle there. Somehow, I do care about environment. So cut the story short, the time I went there got alot of people waiting but then there was only 2 counter operating when there was about 5 staffs. Only 3 were kinda working, while the other 2, I don't know what the heck they were doing. So my number was 1128, or something like that. So came my turn, but then the guy before me, he accidentally went to my counter. So the stupid lady go press the next number, and fcuk I was counter-less..damn it..so I go stand near the counter so they could "layan" me. While I was waiting near the counter, that lazy staff ask me"kamu berdiri sini buat apa? nombor apa kamu?". To be fcuking polite to her, I just answered "nombor saya 1128, tapi saya datang tak ada kaunter kosong pun, sekarang 1129 pula.." fcuk my malay..like was so professional SPM's bahasa Malaysia.. let her stare at me like shit ni. Then, that working staff "layan" the other customer d, she fcuking din't entertain me, instead she stare at me and nodd her head in a strange way ordering me to go to her like a dog like tat..WTF..I go give the bill and explain to her what to pay and stuff and again fcuking moment, she didn't tell me how much to pay. I waited awhile for her to tell how much but she din't, then I gave up and just paid the money. Since I paid her with 50 ringgit notes,it is their rules or something to put the notes in the machine to see whether it is fake or not. After she put that notes in the machine, and of course it is proven ori, what she did really pissed me off, she did her own manual checking as if her eyes is better than that machine like scanner ni, she was like keep on flipping that money over and over again. Then she took out the other notes from the drawer and started counting it 1 by 1. That fcuking lady really got me pissed off. She was not even giving me back the change which is suppose to be 20 something ni, instead she start counting all the 50 ringgit note in the drawer. WTF..public sector worker like that 1 ar..fcuk..after taking her own time, she gave the change and the receipt, and fcuk her really bad, she didn't say anything and the way she gave back the change and receipt was like throwing food to stray dog like that. WTF..then she keep on counting the fcuking notes again..

The bad thing I did was when I leave that counter, I kinda curse her, hope she losses at least 500 ringgit from her drawer so she need to replace it with her own money. WTF is wrong with this woman..having PMS or wat.. So practically she spoilt my mood for the whole day..Thanks to her I lost mood wanna go cut hair..Suppose to go cut hair after paying the bills but then no mood d lar..go back and online lagi WTF..so many not online..i forgot today got school..lols..my bad..so the whole day didn't do anything d..

so many things left undone..

need to
1) buy clothes
2) go take ATM card
3) go cut hair
4) pack up my stuff
5) fill in my scholarship form
6) use my 1 week to the fullest..

LIFE nowdays is so WTF...

anyways, cutting that crap..

I hit the gym yesterday with my cousin..even he is such a noob case in my world..good thing he gave me free membership for the gym. That gym also not bad lar cause got steam bath all..so I save my money which I was suppose to use for celebrity fitness..lols..save 90 bucks per month..can use that money to buy clothes..So basically my things in Penang kinda settle already, but then again I really don't know I should go or not. Every night I keep on thinking about the same thing ni..Haiz..Anyways I stay in my gparents house also got problem k..

1) no extra bathing time..
2) no freedom on the net..limited time and got people look at me all the time..scare I watch porn isit?? noob case ppl
3) limited tv time
4) food is so duh..but then shouldn't have any problem cause I got car to go out and eat or I could just walk to the food court..
5) friends..it is so sigh case..for now is like i got very few friends in penang island..for the first week..I can go find fishy or rachel ni..rachel said.."Give me a beep anytime"...haha very funny..but then not same college also..duh
6) moneyless...I need to find any part time job near Gurney there k..any1 can intro me?? kesian me k..no money d..price all increase like nobody's business like that..

Hmm.. I miss the voice and real face (I can see the photo lar), I feel like talking but then erhmm..I don't think it will happen..lols..just want you to know I'm extra sincere here..although I might be creepy or overwhelming at times..is just because I'm afraid of the situation..hope you can understand..haiz..I got no words to describe my feeling whenever I think about this..feel like laughing?? crying?? shouting out loud?? I really don't know

anyways I think I'm done blogging today..

till then,
mwaxx

p/s- I love you. >.<

Boring

2008-06-05T20:36:00.002+08:00

Okies, I'm back here for the sack of updating it with something..Let me see..*thinking and few bangs on the wall*, I've got nothing interesting now, sad case..but then I sense that love is in the air..muahaha..okie u guys must be wondering why??

OKie..expectations are high, but It's not my call yet for the love bell..haha

Recently, I found that the devil of my own version is getting her love life blooming again, lols..the guy is Mr.D..he is kinda handsome looking too..not like the devil..anyways good luck, remember my advice about protection and pregnancy..don't act the way ur mum did to anyone else..they might die cause of heart attack..lols..gud luck, my dear devil..muahaha...

Somemore who was kinda falling in love ar..I also dunno lei..I not CNN or BBC world k..anyway, mine sucks a big time, no comments as I suck a big time too..skipping that,

Tomorrow is outing day, I tell you ppl..the outing is painful to arrange until I can cry d..but then I'm looking for a great time with them..who them?? I also dunno..can confirm 1 is me, mc, vimal, mok, sya..then I dunno d...sorrie..

I'm kinda doing my prep to pindah to Penang d..but then sometimes I really wanna go form 6 because of..erhmm..I also dunno..I just have my second heart here..Is it too late to change as I already register for the college??..I really dunno leh...*hope God helps me*

Erhmm, I dunno wat to say d..wait till the next post lor..

till then, sayonara..

mwaxx

It's Happening Again

2008-06-04T13:20:00.002+08:00

Yeah, it is happening again, but then this time, the impact is kinda hard on me. Is not that I'm not strong to accept what is going to happen. But is just happens rite, rejection after rejection. Staying strong and keep the sprits high is the only hope..muahaha..haiz..no mood to write d..

How bout a round of applause?

Standin ovation...

Ooooh

Yeah yeah yeah yeah

You look so dumb right now

Standin' outside my house

Tryin' to apologize

You're so ugly when you cry (Please)

Just cut it out

Don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not

Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show

You really had me goin'

But now it's time to go

Curtains finally closin'

That was quite a show

Very entertainin'

But it's over now

Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone (You better hurry up)

Before the sprinklers come on

Talkin' bout "Girl, I love you you're the one..."

This just looks like a re-run (Please)

What else is on?

And don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not

Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show

You really had me goin'

But now it's time to go

Curtains finally closin'

That was quite a show

Very entertainin'

But it's over now

Go on and take a bow

And the award for the best liar goes to you

For makin' me believe

That you could be

Faithful to me

Let's hear your speech oh...

How bout a round of applause?

Standin' ovation...

But you put on quite a show

You really had me goin'

But now it's time to go

Curtains finally closin'

That was quite a show

Very entertainin'

But it's over now

Go on and take a bow

ut it's over now...

Way Back Into Love

2008-06-02T12:48:00.005+08:00

lalala...the title has got nothing to do with my post here..just an expression kut..anyways..I cried cried and cried more puas then ever for past two days..I'm so gonna be okie...(think so). Passionate De Musique was few days ago, but then I din't really write a review about it. I'm so gonna fcuk alot in this post..

1) I enjoyed the concert to the fullest..cause I practically work the concert out with my fellow slaves Dev and CY vernn..
2) The hall was only about 1/4 full with audience..sungguh saddening case but then fuck you HIGH SCHOOL PPL..dun support ur own school..this goes especially to the FCUKING PENGETUA, PK'S AND LAZY TEACHERS...FCUK U ALL UPSIDE DOWN...thanks..
3) The music was ok ok nia..the rehersal in school was better..
4) The entire performance, I got no comment since I was busy running back stage..
5) Emcee..I'm really sorry to say..U SUCK A BIG TIME..
6) I din't get to sit and enjoy the performance as what I planned..sighs
7) Overall = avarage nia (survey done by me on most of the audience present there)
_______________________

okie, that part is done, next comes to my part. I'm kinda addicted to the song " Way Back Into Love" saw from someone's profile..somemore in youtube format..lols.
Talking about my personal stuff is not an option in this blog..save it gossip readers.
Recently I drove alot and went under hot sun so so much..and this cause my hands, legs and face to be over baked/ tanned..My hands and body look like chess board ni..geramnya..gonna stay indoor until the sun burn hilang at least 50%.. and since busy running around, I kinda miss meals at various time so I kinda lost weight about 0.6 kg..and fcuking, it is such a big deal for me since I'm suppose to gain weight..milk protein is kinda helping abit..no noticeable results until now...just wait lor..

I NEED TO BUFF

saturday leh, I went to Sunway, walk there again and again..go few shop wanna buy pants..but then the price was so blood sucking..that fucking cargo pants cost about 299.99 after discount, I was like wat??? I can buy 2 cargo pants in Jusco k..kesian me, telah menjadi sangat miskin d..can't really afford so expensive clothes..at last I lost my mood to buy clothes and finally din't buy anything d..went to body shop..so packed since it was Saturday..din buy things there also..(gud thing also, I can save money to buy things in queensbay)..muahaha..

then Sunday went to Disted go register, then the lady said the intake is on 16th June and not 9th June..I almost shout..WAT??? but then I just gave a humble okay look..don't wanna scare her off..who knows her might be my lecturer..then I had practically a boring day driving to my aunt's house..they have that makan kinda thing for her being pregnant, her baby might be jumping in her stomach..(sorry the baby is suppose to be in another place in the body, but then I forget the biology term of it) oh no..I'm getting stupid..and the baby (not the correct term for an unborn living thing) might be coming out on 9th June..haha..

this week, I think need to do lots of cleaning up my mess before I leave to Penang..again and once again, I really hate to stay with my gparents..sighs but what to do..shall find a part time job in gurney or somewhere around..so most of the time I can be out of the house..and my second house will be that fishy's house..haha..I'm so gonna pity her housemate/roomate..I shall rock and roll in that house..muahaha..but then I will find my evil way to drive back to my house at least 2 -3 times a week..*irwin is going insane*

and this week I can't wait for something, hope it happens..pls my dear friends, do help me..I think DEV understand what is it..haha..if he don't I'm gonna cut his salary.

till then, emo-ing

mwaxx

p/s- i love you

me just going insane..picture by cha cha diva benjamin..

...

2008-05-30T23:59:00.005+08:00

I am so officially sad and so fucked up emoing, I really don't know why is this happening now to me. I thought I will stop being emo. I did stop being emo, I was so happy till 10 pm, but then the fucking emo tsunami just attacked me in a sudden. Maybe just because I'm actually leaving the band for real, and the most thing I miss in band is Pn Tan. Don't get me wrong but then I just love that woman, she is so special to me. The best mother, teacher and friend goes to her.

She was not only my band teacher but then something more than that, she was my friend and losing a friend because I'm leaving the school is so fucking thing. I just can't stand it..I cried in the car while driving back home just now. Is so not me k..I waited for everyone to leave and it was so hard to leave behind the things I love the most. I waited for her to leave and finally I drove back. I really wanted to go to school and help things out but I was scare that I will burst out in tears. So I just drive back home and I really din't want to go back home.

And I wanted to do something before I go back but then...haiz, is just not happening. Why is it so hard for you to understand me? I really want a chance to be with you.(definately not refering to Pn Tan)..is just someone whom I know, I really wanted to go out alone but then there is just disturbtion everywhere. You just make me cry now cause I really want you. Hmm, I think I had enough of talking. I really hope some angels could just help me..

till then, crying

p/s- I love you..

Posting

2008-05-29T21:05:00.003+08:00

okie, I posting something today cause people needs update from me. So lets start the posting, so on monday I can't remember what I did..went to jit sin ind kut..well who cares, then on Tuesday...muahaha, I bought the protein milk already, muahaha..it's so damn expensive k..such a bomb fell in my wallet, anyways I had to for the sake of my body..(I'm listening to "touch my body" now), haha...
I started my so called new diet since wednesday
- no missing breakfast
- drink protein milk everyday
- no missing meals
- no junk food..fine, I ate alot of chocolate for the past two days..my father's fault buy so many chocolate from Thailand.
- no eating late meals
- drink lots of water
- and finally no late meals..
(GOD BLESS)

went for so called shopping on tuesday, but then steven kor was not working..berpeluhnya..he is so dongkoi..then I go reject shop wanna buy clothes..name ni Reject Shop..but then the price is blood sucking..and my bad cannot find any nice clothes that fits me..all also so big like giant wear ni..

then wed nite I wanted to overnite in school so badly..thanks to that c y vernn and vimal..ngek ngek..cannot stay d..not their fault also..
that c y vernn dunno to drive manual car, vimal..err..i inform him late..lolx, but then at least I was there at nite time..hurray..

then come back home also so damn tired...straight go sleep d..that devil sms me at 12.46 a.m...ppl sleeping lar wei..so I din reply her until now..sorry k..reply u next time..then today morning wake up so early somemore, menderakan badan dan minda saja..but then no complaints cause I'm happy to help Mdm Tan and not the band..haha..

and the biggest happening today was I was given the honour to become the Master, so practically when I am a master, I certainly do have slaves, so I have my slave list somewhere...my first slave is VIMALDEV>.<..he is such a notty slave, I think I have to chain him up like the old time slaves..but then I'm not a horrible vegetable master, I let him bitch around (socialize), so who ever interested in becoming my slaves, pls do call me. I currently cannot find any photos of my slaves since my hp is dying..lolx..aiya I lazy wanna type d..

till then, mwaxx..

and p/s:- ppl out there, who ever wants to please my heart, pls do come for hsbmbb concert, remember to pls ur master's heart, if not I sure torture you..beware..

Feel like doing it

2008-05-28T19:19:00.002+08:00

ola..I'm here lazying around doing nothing..okie, I got alot of work to do but then just pure lazy to do something..and I just drop by to say

Feel

Blogging

But

Then

I'm

Just

Pure

Lazy

till then, mwaxx

Month Of May

2008-05-26T17:27:00.007+08:00

okie it is a weird title again, but it's okay..since I'm doing a short post(maybe).

So basically my life is running in a normal boredom routine, nothing can be done about it, unless, someone who is kind enough to help me change it. Thanks anyway..not interested to change it..

Ermm, friday, saturday and sunday was most probably EVILNESS DAY, cause I practically fought with my mom like World War 3..mums are really big fighters, suck my life for 3 days..but worst to say, I don't remember what we were fighting for..anyways..

Irwin says :- The more you fight, the more you fall in love..(remember that)

In the ever happy-ending, I and mum got together and started fighting with my sister, we certainly got something in common, we make up a good team..muahaha..

Went to band on friday, in the very beginning it was so pain in my ass to watch them, but then after bitching (which actually means 'correct them' in the band term), I was very happy that finally things were going on the right track..

Saturday, I decide to skip band cause I was practically tired the whole day, I spend time day dreaming and sleeping..and there comes Sunday..

Sunday = my rest day..but then in my life I got 7 days rest..so I'm not gonna waste my Sunday doing nothing..So I went for jogging and hiking, I freaking relaxed after I did that..my stress-free drugs, and sad thing was when I jog, I didn't felt tired, I hiked, and was not tired at all, but when I came down, it was like "yor allah", my ass and legs were killing me, cause the muscles where pumped up to the max..and hiking up the hill was not bad either cause I hiked to the top in 21 mins, but my best time was 15 mins..you gays can't beat that..I was more like running up the hill..muahaha..

and there comes monday, when to band, everything was set in place and people are doing their work. It is good to see them work and give a break to teacher, and talking about teacher, I'm currently chatting with my teacher, isn't that xxx-tra cool to have your teacher on the internet to chat with you..(Pn Tan rocks)..

currently- Irwin is so damn tired cause I drove from BM to my house in a hot weather, days are getting hotter, so does Irwin *winks*.. and missing someone cause my day-dreaming session was cut short, anyways I'm not gonna bitch about it..

- irwin wants money to buy protein bars and milk..so he can get sexy and freaking hot..and needs a fine tanning..(my beach body dream), he needs money to buy shoes, clothes and instruments, and of course high-tech gadgets, conclusion = irwin needs to get richer by 1 million dollars

so it is month of may, so many ppl birthday..wish everyone happy bday..

edwin (21 may) & fara (22 may)

jac (24 may)

then got somemore,

miss savi (28 may)..others r..if i forget..sorry lor..i will check friendster again..happy birthday may babies..

till then..mwaxx

I got tagged

2008-05-26T16:58:00.003+08:00

so practically i got tagged..so I will do it..muahaha

TagTag 8 people in your links list at the end of the post.Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.
* * * * *
1.What do you want the most now?

let me see..all the things which i dream for?? can't think of any rite now..but I want something so badly which I can't really tell out..God knows wat I want..=)

2. What do you want to be when you grow up?

settle down somewhere in my hometown (australia of course) and a happy family and of course I want to be bloody rich..muahaha

3. What would you do if you've lose everything in one shot?

err..get back everything in the next shot..lols..

4. What are you afraid to lose now?

Currently nothing..since I got nothing to lose now..except my precious life...dun take it..

5. Do you believe in being in love forever?

well yes for being in love forever..but then with the same person..i got no comment..

6. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?

actually I did..and the side effects are not so good..so better know them first..

7. What would you do when you're feeling down and depressed?

eat and talk with someone..and more eating and more sleeping..so I can forget wat happened

8. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

erhmm..I don't set requirements..just be who you are..but then must be hot and sexy..that is for sure..haha

9. Which type of person do you hate the most?

erhm..I normally don't hate ppl..even I do, only for short period nia..luv everyone..

10. Do you cherish every single of your friendships?

of course..they run half of my life..haha

11. Do you believe in God?

I pray to Him always..and of course I believe Him..

12. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

errhmm..practically everything is important..but there are certain things which are very important..God, family and friends..(not to forget the technology)

13. Do you find it necessary for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?

maybe for now..but I dunno wat I want in future..I will leave it to the time

14. What do you want your friends to be like?

behave like a friend..and of course some behave like bitches..very they are bitches whom I call friend..bitching rocks with you guys..haha

15. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes?

erhmm..up to them to decide..but I will be there for you guys..call me anytime..0174504758..lol

16. If you can have a change, which part of your character would you like to change?

erhmm..alot..cannot actually tell in public..

17. If you're feeling low one day, who will you go to?

errhmm..I prefer to be alone..I'm not that person who cry out loud..haha

18. Would you die in order to save the ones you love?

erhmm..depends on how I die..but I will surely save them..no doubts

19. Would you kill in order to save the ones you love?

Killing is never easy for me..but to save..I might consider to push them into coma..better than killing

20. If you have a chance to change the past, what would you change?

alot..and alot and of course alot..

* * * * *Here's the list of people I'd like to tag:
1. dave
2. jac
3. fishy
4. devil
5. vern
6. aemus
7. daphne
8. ash

Updating

2008-05-19T20:42:00.004+08:00

okie..my titles nowdays are just getting xtra weird..it is so hard to squeeze out a title...duh..*bang my head on the wall*..actually I did not wanted to update the blog cause I felt pure lazy typing it out..*irwin wish that was voice blogging* I could talk the whole day to the computer..muahaha...wat happened few days ago??

I can't really remember..but I know I cancelled my outing with chui seng on sat..I watched what happened in vegas...n of course I remember eating lots n lots of food..Last week kut was bro ash's bday..so went out to sunway to eat and of course keep ourselves updated..

at least I can pose some pics here..muahaha...

sick in the ass..

In Vain..

Oh no.....

SWtS....

~looking at this pictures..I look damn old lar wei..or just ash is a bad photographer...

fast forward to yesterday...I went for jogging..kinda lame to jog around after so long..it was so fcuk..my bloody hell stamina was like sotong ni..kecewa sungguh..I can't really run 2 full rounds..was so damn tired after the first round..

I NEED TO WORKOUT

and so sad case is my sport shoes is getting smaller..err...the other way round..my foot is getting bigger..haha..so add another item in my *things to buy* list..haha.

> a new adidas/ nike sport shoes..actually running shoes..haha

and guess wat..I felt like LAUGHING OUT LOUD seeing our fellow MALAYSIANS doing their evening exercise..

1) lame handsome guys in ugly sports outfit walking around like miss J Alexander..so GAYiss..

2) so hot old woman in sexy sport outfit gossiping while jogging..cannot tahan lar..they voice so loud that almost everyone can listen wat they r gossip about..

3) lame ass wanita bumiputera coming to the park to have their sesi dating dan perkelahan..at least they shud come in t-shirt n jeans is acceptable..they come in those glamouress baju kurung n high heels..it is extra shittening..to have them walking around the park cause they end up blocking the joggers path..they walk as if their bf or husband own the park..n me being a fashion living legend icon n bla bla..they do the "catwalk" on the path..like lembu nyanyuk searching the way back home

LISTEN LADIES..my grandmother walk the runway better than you do with ur high heels..duh..

4) malaysians actually are real idiots cause..I actually noticed a guy n his friends who r not in great shape happen to run around the park sampai berpeluh peluh..then they go out of the park..n eat laksa n other crap..

WAT IS THE FCUKING POINT YOU ARE RUNNING FOR???

I actually just can't help telling this cause you fcuking lazy ass malaysians..work your body out pls..including me cause before I started my run..I realize from 4 packs..i tinggal 3 packs ni..

2 LARGE BREAST

1 ROUND TUMMY

this shows I got abit fatter in the tummy area but then my fcuking weight still remains the same which is 48.5 kg..=.=..I'm seriously getting the milk protein even it creates a big fire hole in my wallet..gosh I need to have those beach-body..

*drools**

till then..mwaxxx

Title-less

2008-05-14T13:25:00.005+08:00

okies..my title sounds extra weird..but it's okie...nothing here going so perfectly...muahaha..So my last post was a day before Mother's Day..so baked the cake and it turn out less perfect..but still edible..lols..everyone was like "irwin u bake cake so nice..wow..bake for my birthday also.."I was like..DUH..SHOO...can't really upload pic nowdays cause of my handphone..cannot connect to the computer..lost the connecting wire..duh..have about 30++ pics in it..new 1..=.=..will get a bluetooth device soon..till then wait lar..
so catching up the latest events which is so "happening" in my life..=.= got kicked out from the goverment scholarship...

LISTEN MALAYSIAN GOVERNMENT!!!

I'M SO GONNA BE AUSTRALIA CITIZEN..

MALAYSIA = BIGGEST BRAIN DRAIN IN THE WORLD

at least..vimaldev got through this..happy for him..

so final decision..doing that a'lvl n flying to australia a.s.a.p..ah joo wait for me there..muahaha..and yeah..i had a pimple on my back..near the shoulder there..but then i din't know it was a pimple until I complaint it is so painful to my mum..and she was "U GOT A PIMPLE!!!" as if I won jackpot or something..duh..okla..I kinda have limited pimples on my face or body..cause my face u know lar..extra clean n smooth..lols..so when my mum started pressing that digusting thing..i began to shout as if I had an orgasm..yor allah..the last thing I shout was..I wanna go see doctor..operate that thing out..and my maid burst out laughing like gila babi..people.. that thing was painful..I can't even sit straight the whole day..cannot sleep properly also..kesian me..

last but not least I need few important things to be bought this year..

1) a new handphone

2) an alto sax (not so urgent)

3) a new lappie

4) a violin

5) lots n lots of clothes..i kekurangan clothes now..lalala

and today is 14th May 2008..so it is BROTHER ASHWINEE'S BIRTHDAY

so let's sing her a birthday song

Happy Birthday to Brother..

Happy Birthday to Ashivinee...

Happy Birthday to Manivel..

Happy Birthday to you...

-irwin-

Random

2008-05-09T19:21:00.002+08:00

Yea..it's just a random post today..felt so bored..I had so many plans today but then I shud say all tak jadi..okie except 1..I worked on the internet stuff again..and ooyeah..I finally got it connected..but then I still need some kind of telecom card to make it work on normal TVs..leceh betul..I plan to get it connected since I already got internet in the computer..(waste money sia)

So basically I had my normal routine..and I plan to change it abit..

1) exercise in the morning - din't happen cause I woke up late and was late for my drama..so cancel the morning exercise..=.=

2) have my breakfast - din't happen too cause I bathe n brush teeth at 11 sumthing..It was already time for lunch..duh..

3) to watch a movie - din happen too cause I was chatting with an unknown person..waste time ni..most probably that person dun even know english..haiz..

4) to go for evening walk or exercise - tak jadi also cause I was too lazy to go out..instead I plan to cycle around..well..lazy ass like me very hard to go out..end up I played bubbles until now..duh..so addicted to the bubbles..I played until lvl 3 d know..so freaking hard to go through the dragon..dalah the dragon so long..some shoot out fire balls..always kena tembak mati..

5) i hate to teach tuition for small kids..especially my neighbour's kids..ish geram betul..(shoo)..I Plan to go out at nite so no need to teach the freaking free tuition..but then no1 teman me go out..sighs..

throwing all aside..well mother's day is coming like in 1 day time..and oh dear..I dunno wat to do or get for my mum..maklumlah I'm jobless now..so not much of money..muahaha..cheapest thing to do will be hug my mum n wish her Happy Mom's Day..but then cannot..I did that last year d..
well maybe cook her dinner..err...not good idea cause sunday = rest day..well I'm taking rest the whole week..anyway..final plan..going to bake a cake..and write on the cake happy mother's day..if the cake turn out horrible..gonna let her cut it..sing n bla bla..then the cake goes to the cats and dogs outside..let them celebrate mother cats and dog day..muahaha..such a evil me..

till then I lapar d..I guess I have to go prepare dinner and think of a evil plan to escape out of the house..

BORED

2008-05-08T17:33:00.004+08:00

extremly bored..so I end up blogging crap now..U heard me

C-R-A-P...

miss the movie yesterday with MC and the gang because of communication problem..I mean MAXIS line was not functioning at its best..duh..she send sms at 12 sumthing..but I receive it at 4.30 p.m...so duh..then nite I din do anything except watching Gossip Girl and CSI Miami..I wonder why they dun have Gossip Guy..=.=..cause GUYS dun gossip..lols..make sense but it is so untrue..actually guys gossip more than girls..

anyway..I'm proud to say I got an offer to continue my tertiary study..U guys will be shocked cause I GOT...

tawaran ke TINGKATAN 6..got the rainbowed TAHNIAH somemore..I dunno want to cry or laugh my ass off..cannot tahan stay at home d..

I'm terribly bored..~~~

till then..

Fun Tuesday

2008-05-06T19:12:00.002+08:00

haha..fun tuesday??? not really fun..but was nice..hmm..wat I did??

woke up around 8 sumthing..to see the time was 8..then sleep back =.=

up at 10.20 and was like wtf..i miss 20 mins of my drama time..run down like shit to on the TV..saw Devil's sms..then wanna reply it..mana tau got no line..i was like swt...the network coverage today was super low..haiz..(devil's mum is in hospital and she will be okies..)

then around 11 sumthing..my mum call me to be the driver for my gparents to sunway..i was like haiyo yo..i so tired lar..haha..but then I still drive my lazy ass all over to sunway..then they finish up their stuff...wait for them quite long also..

the stupid thing was..I din put kupon for the car where I park..somehow when I was seeing outside..mana tau got the MPSP ppl writing summon for the car which din put coupon..I run like shit ni go find shop to buy that coupon..

SO LAME>.<..ish

then later send them home d..hehe

Devil said the plan was on..so again had to bring my LAZY ASS to pacific...she sms say faster lar..then I reply say raining..mana tau she shoot me back say U R DRIVING..*berpeluh* then reach pacific..go micky wonderland straight..the shop was like kekurangan barang..so LAME..not many choice..I wanted to buy the piggie stuff for Devil..but then my wallet said OUCH..so I bought the small piggie for her..

the go starbucks see devil n bri sit like pengemis...=.=...later bri went with her bf..then DEVIL belanja me STARBUCKS..hehe..we talk talk and talk..near us got 2 indian guys keep on staring at us..the otherside pula got 2 chinese lady stare at us..i was like *peluh again..but then the devil was so busy talking..i dun think she realize it..we started talking about gay, pondan and bla bla..not forgetting bangla and stuff..haha..somemore talk so loud..ish ish..then talk talk so long..wanted to go back d..

I follow devil go to taman mariksa..or watever it is..mana tau I know that taman..it was debbie 1 taman..lols..but the worst thing is..devil lead the way..man I tell u..she is 1 slow driver..she drive like aunty like that..the car infront press break..and she will press brake also..(the funny thing is the car is like 100m infront...)*berpeluh..I can sleep follow her..then she keep on changing the lane..left right left right..lolx..

after taman mariksa..she drive back to her place..I ronda ronda the taman then wanted to go back..mana tau I saw the aunty driving so slow..she went about 5 mins earlier than me but then I get to drive behind her again..later follow her till Sungai Rambai there then I drive back home..

WAT A DRIVER U R DEVIL..nyanyuk..

the go back n want to on the internet..again no line..swts..later call my father to check the line..suddenly got pula..haha..so here I am blogging..keke..

Later gonna watch

~Ugly Betty

~Desprate Housewives

~Las Vegas

~Terminator, the Sarah Connor 1

till then muaxx..

next outing will be the PAINTBALL..hehe..devil faster find ppl and the place..haha

speechless

2008-05-05T21:15:00.003+08:00

err..I actually dunno wat to write here..so just updating it so it won't be DEAD..haha..

so practically nothing is so happening around me or with me..just an important memo..

I AM SICK!~!~!~

okie..trying not to be so dramatic..but then heck..I'm like so sick for about a week..

U HEARD ME..

A WEEK!!!

so let's see wat I did since last monday.

NOTHING..(great)

but then on friday I worked on the processor..which is a good thing..but bad thing to work on while I'm sick..well who cares..so work on it for about 30 mins like that..but then nothing happen also..I was like WTF..went n charge it again..then work on it for another 30 mins..the result was...WTF..sighs..nvm I shall work on it other days..if not throw that into the bin..

well on Saturday..I was too sick that I forgot wat I did..Interesting huh??

Sunday was like sunday..some TV and talking..err.I did my hair..it was like..lalala..no comments on it..

Today = Monday..wat I did..= nothing..

Tomorrow is Tuesday..wat I'm gonna do..well..maybe go out with the DEVIL..since she needs to belanja me STARBUCKS..

anyway so many of my friend are going to study..far far away..leaving me..ngek ngek

Chui Seng is going to Kampar..(so so so gonna miss him)..good thing Kampar is developed..I thought Kampar was an estet with forest surrounding it..phew..Chui Seng won't come back like orang hutan..

Devil is going to PJ..(cannot bully her d)

Ee Theng is going to Gopeng

Nair, Syadisy, Hasbullah, Izwan are going to matriks..somewhere

ME??? oh dear..I dunno where I'm going also..

I will be in Penang ni lar..no worries..phew

till then bye bye..

Bitchy Ladies and Gentle-ladies

2008-04-12T14:10:00.011+08:00

Just rotting at home makes me wanna watch all the shows on youtube..[impact of boredom staying at home]..anyway I was watching

AMERICA NEXT TOP MODEL..ANTM..

(devil calls it ATM)..x life..

(anyway she is back from VIETNAM with an official working permit[ last time she had an illegal 1].. so any1 interested in hiring her as a house maid..pls do call me..wakaka)

I call it

back to topic..I just realise those model on the show are really

BITCHES

that i don't wanna relationship with..blueks..

I think I have lots of time to list down why I don't really like those models..

1. Tyra Banks is singing using her weird accents throughout the show..yucks..and her stupid accents just turn me off..XD

2. There comes Ms. J Alexander, runway coach, extraordinae..somehow I can figure why he has this extraordinae in his name..cause he/ she (he self proclaim that he was a she) walks like this...

and take photo's like this

(I bet no1 in my school takes such a fine graduation photo)..lol

3) NIgel BaKer..gud photographer but then he like drag queens..ehww..such a handsome fellow, (pity manly gay guys)..

anyway the PROOF >>

aww..too bad

4) then comes a nice guy, Mr J..nice man but you r still in my rejected list..too bad

another drastic secret of Tyra Banks

>>she USED to take pictures like this..

but then she is actually like this..

okie no more..painfull truth of AMERICA NEXT TOP BITCHES>.<

>>>>picture time<<<<

ting tong tiang

2008-04-08T20:02:00.003+08:00

Let me start off with my day..anyway today is tuesday..let me see wat happened the entire day...woke up at 8 am but then sleep again cause I had a nice dream..the wake up then on the tv..watched LOBSTER WAR...then I had my shower and breakfast..(leftover pizza and roti canai)..=.=..then on the internet and sat there like a zombie the whole morning and afternoon..had my lunch..then back to the internet again..then watch tv..and bla bla..

important things I did today

~ helped ash with her assignments..(she agreed to belanja me)
~ drive the car around the taman..since i had nothing to do..wasted petrol..and suddenly i mati engine infront of my dad..he was driving the opposite direction..stupid gear box..i started the car..and the car was like..(unimaginable)..and there was a freaking old lady passing by the road..she got scared that I will knock her down or wat...(memalukan) my dad was laughing from the other car.. - lesson learnt..never gonna drive in taman like a maniac..haha..

later gonna watch DESPERATE HOUSEWIFE and other shows lar on tv..too bored these days..

-irwin-

2008-04-08T18:10:00.005+08:00

For my beloved bandies...creative is our speciality..

I feel like conducting back in the band after watching this clip..haha..enjoy..

-irwin-

Penang World Music Festival

2008-04-08T16:17:00.004+08:00

Open air on a breezy evening under the romantic night skies, the Botanic Gardens will play venue to the three scintillating evenings of the “World Music Festival 2008• Penang” that will start on

2 – 4 May 2008.

List of performers:-

LO COR DE LA PLANA (France)
SALEM TRADITION (Reunion Islands)
MONO BLANCO (Mexico)
TECHUNG (Tibet)
BALFA TOUJOURS (USA)
GALANTS, TU PERDS TON TEMPS (Canada)
KRIES (Croatia)
BADILA (Iran , India , France)
AFENGINN (Denmark)
KENGE KENGE (Kenya)
DIPLOMATS OF DRUM (Malaysia)
TEADA (Ireland)
DYA SINGH (Penang / Australia)
KUMPULAN KINABALU MERDU SOUND (Sabah, Malaysia)
KUMPULAN DENDANG ANAK (Terengganu)

- Tickets can be purchased online from http://www.penangmusicfestival.com.my/

(15th March -29th April 2008)

~have fun~( I'm not going ...)

-irwin-

HmM

2008-04-01T13:17:00.002+08:00

I felt kinda bored and moodless after wat happened today..~no comment~ days are crawling so slow..that Im starting to get beard...haaaa...DID I MENTION BEARD??..oh no..haha..i hate getting facial hair..makes me look so so so old..anyway gonna get rid of those tiny little hair down the chin soons~~

talked with _____..it was pretty refreshing..and suddenly that certain topic popped out..i had no choice but to face the topic with a open heart because I want the past not the present...Past is past but then if ada hati and liver..boleh lar bring that to future..

~yor allah~

*I will keep the promise locked in my small chamber of the heart even I broke it once*

-irwin-

St George's Musical

2008-04-01T12:51:00.004+08:00

AN ORIGINAL MUSICAL

PRODUCED BY THE STUDENTS OF

ST. GEORGE'S GIRLS' SCHOOL

FEATURING : TEAM EXPLODE FROM

'MY SCHOOL ROCKS' & THE SCHOOL BAND

DATE : 18 & 20 APRIL 2008

TIME : 18TH [8.00 - 10.00 PM]

20TH [3.00 - 5.00 PM]

TICKETS : RM 30 - ADULTS

RM 20 - STUDENTS

RM 10 - CHILDREN

(BELOW 12)

VENUE : DEWAN SRI PINANG

WHILE YOU ARE BEING ENTERTAINED,

PART OF THE PROCEEDS WILL BE

DONATED TO THE CHARITY. SO

DO NOT MISS OUT & COME WATCH THE SHOW

For more details, call : 019-4448636

...

2008-03-27T14:31:00.006+08:00

As you can already see, my title is ... =.= of course, Im just posting this cause I don't want this bloggie to be dead..(like me)..hehe..My days are getting really bored now days..I can't even drive around my own..WTF..it is all because of one of my father's relative (or maybe not relative)...I don't care who ever he is..got killed in a motorbike accident..he is extra "clever" to ride the motorbike with a licence and bang himself to somewhere...so the impact on me is.. I can't drive the car on my own..my mum or dad will be sitting beside me whenever I am gonna drive..that is xxxtra lame cause WHY DON'T THEY DRIVE??? WHEN THEY NEED TO SIT BESIDE ME....it is a big sighs..**sighs**

Okies, now putting that beside..I saw a twister infront of my house today..actually not really a twister..but can call it a twister cause it was twisting around..pity my neighbours clothes..were sacrifice to the so called TORNADO..haha..

As for myself..I look like a zombie nowdays since I got no life...(that's wat jessica always tell me) even I got better LIFE than her...God Bless that devil.. well this is my daily routine..i guess

how boring could my life turn out to be..okies gonna cut the crap here..hmm.. I din see 07/06/22 for quite sometime..wonder where that _____ went..got my hair done..at least it don't look that crappy like last time..haha..(edwin calls it bush)..bush ur head..that's all for this blog gua..

signing off,

-irwin-

WAt A MAnSioN!!!

2008-03-18T15:01:00.002+08:00

hey ppl see wat I found in Malaysia!! A cool mansion..lolx..in KlanG

nice eh?? wish n pray hard so i can earn this house..n everyone can come n P-A-R-T-Y!!! lolx

-irwin-

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Ways to describe your erection?

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Irwin needs a hair cut

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