Monday, July 28, 2008

Busy Weekend

I am starting with a BIG lolx..haha..okies not funny anyway..I am more pissed off and being happy..so lets see what happen on Thursday..erhmm..yeah I ponteng my maths tutorial to go out with Wei Pin and Allen to Gurney and of course, I pierced again..lolx..then left home alone the entire night..Fri my mum came over to Penang and meet up with all her sister and their children, who I found very noisy and err..annoying? watever you call it..small kids..and drove back to my house at 12 a.m...so WTF..damn sleepy..then the next morning woke up at 7-8 then wanna go to school because of so called "KK DAY", and I went there late cause my mum is a Malaysian, so she follows the Malaysian time..reach school around 10 something..

Spend about an hour plus in school and I got so bored..duh..lame school..called devil to go out and she was still sleeping at 11 something..lazy devil..then she came pick me in school and we went to old town go makan..I took her pics of staring at someone..lolx..shall upload it later..then she send me back to school and I met with the 5 Bs gang..it was kinda Laugh Out Loud session where the teachers have to shhh us down..haha..then after some crappy and boring speech..I took the so called prize..was a lame cert and a pewter kind thingy..no money..sobs sobs..then go back home d..

Nite went to St Anne..and there was lots and lots of people..so swts..(reported figure was 80 000)...so basically that explains why Maxis and Digi line was so sucking at that moment..cannot contact any1..and I lost my parents is the crowd..I practically depend on my sixth sense to find my parents..finally I found them..and I was on my aunt's phone with Tvya..and we had our "new year's resolution" even it is just July now..haha..for more detail go see her blog..then I went back home around 12.30 a.m. and drove back to penang. Reach there around 1.30 a.m. Then I online wanted to blog but then I was so damn tired and I go sleep..

The next day woke up again at 8 something and drive back to St Anne..so freaking tired..went to 10.30 mass then go do charity work, help my uncle give free food to ppl..I was sweating like nobody's business..thanks to college, now I feel so hot nowdays..then went back home...and later drive back to Penang..so damn tired..

Today is such a bad day for me..morning morning, I enter class..the Mechanics lec call me out and kinda scold me..*it seems my marks is damn low and did not score up to his expectation*..my fcuking error lar do the mistake..somemore he ask..'ur calculator took the day off is it?'..I was like no?

i wrote the working all correct.. but then calculated wrongly..
= 2 + 3 cos 30 - 4 cos 30
= 5.99 N..

wtf..because of that mistake, the entire question wrong..lost about 12 marks..WTF..then he continue with his lecture..and I feel asleep..so damn tired and sleepy..

then got chemistry lecture..super sleepy also there..I went down and bought nescafe STRONG and start drinking in class..Janice L. was like ur drinking nescafe..then I was like yeah..swts.. and now, I back home and feel so bored and tired..and currently webcaming with JAzz..watching her cooking for bri..lolx

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Random updates

so lalala...let me see, giving some early warnings..I am gonna use !@#$@% words in the post..so just ignore it..okie?..

I was suppose to fcuking trim my hair a little so I don't look like LION KING..but then the hairstlyist don't understand the english I speak and he cut it very very short..WTF..really got pissed off with that guy..cut until so short..sighs..can't wait for the next few weeks so my hair can grow back..

Then I am so lazy to study lately..which I kinda neglected my homeworks and presentation and other stuff..very lazy..dui..didn't actually study for the Malaysian Studies exam..cause I was practically lazy..then hw also didn't do..presentation also didn't prepare..swts

I did the exam today..and it was quite easy to say..and until the end I didn't study for the exam at all...thanks to that Wei Ping and Allen..keep on talking in the library...end up I enjoy talking more than studying..haha..the during the exam time..we had secret dicussion all...I MEAN COPYING..lolx..but then I know most of the answers so practically no need to copy so much...lol..just short dicussion to make sure the answer is correct..then after that I did my presentation for the Malaysian Studies..I wanted to go LOL..I think my group is the only group that didn't prepare anything for the presentation..I saw other groups got 3-4 A4 paper full with notes and stuff..and they were like reciting some novel infront..Darwin said they better go take their folio and read it to the lecturer..

then it was our turn..since we are the last group, we only had 1 audience..swts..and I started doing my presentation without any references..got 1 part my sentence was like...Akibat Malayan Union, semangat nasionalisme orang Melayu telah sampai ke ........ I totally forgot what is the word to complete the sentence..I got panic and start flipping my folio searching for the word..after lots of flipping, the word struck my mind again...and it was KEMUNCAK..so lame..got panic d because of that lame word..lolx..

then in GP class..I got high blood pressure already..Wei Ping told me that VISHNU told him that I am a GAY...WTF.. IS WRONG WITH THE MOTHER OF ALL GAYS..I didn't do anything to that Vishnu also..duh..fcuk fcuk..U want me to go say out all ur story isit? If I was really mean just now..I sure spit out all his stupid doings in school..but then I remain holy and just smile...WTF...this is the last chance for you..BITCH DON'T GET ON MY NERVES..ARGHH...

I AIN'T A FUCKING GAY..STUPID ASSHOLE..ARGHHHHHH....ish...geramnya....

then my ehrmm life is kinda blooming..lolx..not gonna update on that..just wait lar..tsk tsk..

till then..

Thursday, July 17, 2008

What goes around comes around

It is always true that what goes around comes around, I kinda agree with it..and feeling it again? lol..it is just plain karma..I really don't want myself to get dumped again by some people. It is very tough to go through all the crying, emo-ings and bla bla. I practically and literally tried my very best to move on..yeah you heard me MOVE IT BITCH..haha..

In-officially, I think I like someone right now, LISTEN I said I THINK ONLY..not sure of the feelings and bla bla..crappy feelings. But coming back to the main point, I came here for a new life and to fcuking STUDY the shit out..yeah so practically, I am suppose to study and also after the "nonsense" of going after someone. I mean it is not wrong if you go after someone if the person knows that you like him/ her, but in my case, she don't really know me and I don't really know her..so what's the point? Simply end it there? I really don't know. HATE HATE HATE this kind of situation..sighs..

Exams are in just few days and yet I don't feel like studying at all..I am kind of silly to keep on thinking about that someone. It really spoils my day. And college is ain't that cheap ok? For my AS exam I gotta pay 960 bucks..fcuk this really add the pressure for me to give the best just for my parents..sighs..

I seriously need to cheer up very badly and stop this emo nonsense..HELP ME!!!..haix

I'm Lovin It..

Monday, July 14, 2008

Clumsy

Oh dear..I am getting so clumsy nowdays..=)..clumsy clumsy clumsy..

First time
That I saw your eyes
Girl you looked right through me, mmmhmm
Play it cool
But I knew you knew
That cupid hit me, mmm mmm
You got me trippin', stumbling, flippin', fumbling
Clumsy cuz I'm fallin' in love
You got me slippin', tumbling, sinking, fumbling
Clumsy cuz I'm fallin in love
So in love with you
Can't help it
The boy can't help it
Can't breath
When you touch my sleeve
Butterflies so crazy, mmm mmm
Whoa now, think I'm goin' down
Friends don't know whats with me, mmm mmm
You got me trippin', stumbling, flippin', fumbling
Clumsy cuz I'm fallin' in love
You got me slippin', tumbling, sinking, fumbling
Clumsy cuz I'm fallin in love
So in love with you
You know, this isn't the first time this has happened to me
This love sick thing
I like serious relationships and a
A boy like me don't stay single for long
Cuz everytime a girlfriend and I break up (only few times)
My world is crushed and I'm all alone
The love bug crawls right back up and bites me and I'm back
You got me trippin', stumbling, flippin', fumbling
Clumsy cuz I'm fallin' in love
You got me slippin', tumbling, sinking, fumbling
Clumsy cuz I'm fallin' in love
So in love with you
So in love with you
So in love with you

tell me I am not falling in Love..muahaha..

today was okie okie...not that fun cause didn't get to see someone..aiks..but then I spend 2 solid hours studying in the library..woo hoo..haha..can't wait for tomorrow..aiks..I'm loving Disted..

muacks

Friday, July 11, 2008

3rd week in college

so I offcially end my 3rd week of college few mins ago..muahaha..hooray...it is already 3 week and I still kinda kekok in college..lolx..STUPID DISTED..but then the number of friends is increasing day by day...gud thing....

whoever is reading this blog..pls don't let ur malaysian corrupt brain mis-interpret my post..I am not crushing on someone..my status = SINGLE...blueks...i just wanna make friends with ppl k..lolx..so not gonna blog about any "new friends"...lolx..

later got vernn party..I still didn't get her anything yet..sighs..maybe next time ni I go out buy for her..damn busy lar nowdays..

BLAME COLLEGE FOR THAT..(AGAIN)..
till then,
bye bye

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

got tagged by the lady x meaning..=.=

1. Each blogger must post these rules first.
2. Each blogger starts with 8 random facts/habits about themselves.
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their 8 things.
4. At the end of your blog, you need to choose 8 people to get tagged and list their names.
5. Don’t forget to leave them a comment, telling them that they’ve been tagged, and to read your blog nothing interesting bout me..

About Me-----------------------------------------------
1. super duper fcuked up
2. mixed feeling?? ahhaks
3. bad hair..
4. turning paranoid...
5. getting extra lame
6. wanna win a girl's heart..=)
7. hate the so happening now..
8. i miss myself

Tag; you're it.-----------------------------------------------
1. who
2. ever
3. feel
4. like
5. doing
6. it...
7. DO
8. IT

tension + stress = pressure

Practically, I am so fcuked up this whole day..no no..the whole week...no no..the whole month...nah...the whole year lar...so conclusion I am FCUKED UP...



PRESSURE + TENSION = STRESS


and who ever calls college life FUN..I am sure going to whip your ass real hard..stress lar..ahhaks..but then this week physics like got improvement like that..I can understand 3/4 of the lessons..yaay...gud thing..and I noticed that sir is keep on looking at me..*eye contact*..hehe..so I also give good respons to him lor..nod my head (even if I don't understand what he says)..


but then chemistry lec is dancing on my nerves..I don't understand a single sub-topic he teach..he goes extremely super duper fast..and I am like the steam engine train so hard to catch up with the electric train..haix..I don't blame myself cause it is his fault..but then I get upset when I think about chemistry..


Malaysian STudies..I tell u that fellow is .... he is rubbishing alot..I really knocked out in class today..even he was directly infront of me..but then I really cannot stand / sit in his class d...then he dropped few atom and nuclear bombs..EXAM IS IN 2 WEEKS..YOUR PRESENTATION IS RIGHT AFTER THE EXAM..WTF..fcuk fcuk fcuk.. I mean it is sej afterall, I always get 80 above rite...why am I so worried?..but then seriously..my blood pressure rose when he annouced that..something like aftermath of SPM..haha


my fav class in college is can say GP...(can say fav lar since other classes are so super boring)..the lessons are nice and fun, so does the dicussion, even some of them ask stupid silly questions..I mean "get mature guys", you are in college..but then I don't really voice out my opinion or other on the topic cause if I start debating in class..it will turn me into some super nerd in the class..so I just shut up and act cool..but then I ask my friends to ask question lar..haha..I don't stand out from the guys to impress girls..(WTF) is none of my intention to impress any girl in the college..okie maybe only 1..back to topic about GP, the lec is also nice and neat..full with information and interesting way of learning english grammar with her..not like uncle Selva's english lessons..but then TENSION part of GP is the marked essay sheet that I get back from the lec..DAMN..it is like C and D+..the + I think is like more like compliment..damn..Is my english that bad or I am getting worse..no clue..but then in the comment part, she keeps on writing..need more evidence and facts, give more factual reason..okie..she got my weak point..I am something like 'katak dibawah Disted"..she can't expect me to have the whole wikipedia in my brain..HELLO!!!! oh dear..tension sungguh...


okie...most of u r starting to complain about me writing essays in the blog.. okie okie I shall add more pictures k?

haha..but then not in this post kut..cause I can't find my connector around..and I am writing the post in a rush..I don't have the patience to post pictures now..
BLAME COLLEGE FOR THAT!!!
____________________

so this week, this ALleN got really bored during GP class and started camwhoring..everytime time he takes a pic..his comment will be SO GAY..ish..he took pic with me and Wei Ping and the moment after snap he says SO GAY..then he will say okie lets take another..so adui..and lately I realize I keep on day dreaming in the class..and find the tinest possible way to look at her..I mean what is wrong with me..TELL ME I'M NOT TURNING INTO A STALKER..god bless..but then erhmm..mixed feelings about her..TELL ME AGAIN I'M NOT TURNING PARANOID..haha..


friday maybe going to CY Vernn's party..okie not maybe..have to go..haha...sunset bistro..haha..any ideas what should I get for her?..tell me something easy to find cause I am not so free to shop around..


till then..

PRESSURE - STRESS = TENSION (its pure mathematics)

Friday, July 4, 2008

Weiyu

erhmm..just a special post for her..today is her birthday..so Happy Birthday Weiyu..^@^ miss ^@^... haha..thanks for being in my life, even for not a long period of time, I appreciate everyday you spent with me..can never find someone like you..You were always there for me no matter morning, noon or nite..You stay awake until midnight just to talk to me, you got more nervous than I was during my SPM time..U were still there for me when I neglected you.. you gave me a second, third and more chances, but I was a fool..on a fool day..I still remember everything we chat and everything we laughed for and everything that I wanted to do with you..I wanted to tell all this on the phone but you seemed busy...

Thanks for being in my life..


Never forget you...

you were once this blog owner..haha..

miss you alots..^@^ ...

irwin (follow format)

WTF accident

How can this FCUK HAPPEN???

was on the way back from college and I was driving like normal..then got a junction, I waited for the front KELISA to go..that buta fcuking car go infront n suddenly come back n BOOM..fcuk fcuk fcuk....she stop and start shouting I knocked her car!!!! I was like WTF...I did nothing...she keep on doing her dramatic scene that I knock her car until hancur like that...WHAT THE FUCK LADY..then I call her not to block the traffic and move aside..FUCK..I GOT IN TROUBLE BECAUSE OF NOTHING..WTF...if my mum know she gonna KILL AND PUT ME INTO R.I.P..

then I got down from the car to see where I "hancurkan" her car..and FCUK HER AGAIN..I cannot find where I knock her also..that is what she says..U KNOCKED ME BOY..=.=...and I turn and look at my car...got nothing also..not even a single scratch...and I was like WHERE DID I KNOCK YOU?...then she keep on showing the bumper and I can only a tiny little strips of scratch..I was like WTF..how can I even knock u so professionally..I was not directly behind u..(the scratch was in the middle of the bumper) and I was on her left..the back part..If I knock also must knock at the corner of the bumper not in the middle..FCUK HER LAR..then she go search for other injuries to her car..somehow she manage to find the corner of her bumper got come down abit by less than 1 cm..i was really WTF there..IF I HAD THE CHANCE AGAIN..I SURELY KNOCK HER CAR AT 210 KM/H..she was really wtfcuking there..then I was like..stop it lady..I pay for the injury can not? since she claims that however that accident happened..it is my fault..(according to the malaysian law..kereta yang dibelakang adalah selalu salah)..WTF MAN...then I ask how much to pay for the injury..and she was like no no..u r gonna do the whole bumper for me..really fcuked up d..I straight call my mum and tell her..my mum was like WTF..

then my mum call my uncle to come and see..he came and see..and again he was like..where you knock the lady?...I mean u can't really see the accident happened there...my uncle ask me whether I really hit her car or wat..and I told him..that is wat is she claiming..then my uncle said fine..go to the workshop and do ur fcuking car lar..and my uncle inspect the injury and he say polish the car can d..and she was like no no..u gotta repaint the car..and I bet u..my uncle really got WTF there..and he was like you show me where is the accident proof on my nephew car? practically she can't show anything cause there was none on the car..If I were to hit her car..definately my car also got atleast abit of scratch...DAMN lar the lady..must be my bad day...then my uncle say no need to argue so much..we go workshop n see what the man say..but then the evil plan was..the workshop owner is my uncle friend..so practically he is not gonna do much to the car except polishing the back part and carry her fcuking bumper up..and damn that is gonna cost me $$...FCUK FUCK FUCK..I did nothing wrong and yet I have to spent for that damn car..ish...

SURELY IT IS MY BAD DAY..LATER I UPDATE THE PIC GIVE U SEE THE INJURIES ON THAT FCUKING CAR..

ISH df@#rvbeg^$utsg%t$g%$y$w
GERAMNYA

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

A small post in a busy day

haha..find some time to blog today..I am teribbly busy..Now I can feel the "pinch" of A'lvl..it is just the 3rd week and I got tons of homework to do..and WTF..the hw is not so easy, 5-6 questions take about 1 hour to do..and I got more than 40 questions to do...(that is just mechanics)..then got chemistry somemore got about 15 questions with cabang cabang..then need to revise the past chapters..and fcuk fcuk fcuk...4 more weeks to my trial and 9 more weeks to my exam!! I feel so doomed..haha..

anyways..my piggie is back from australia..haha..so happy..can't wait to talk to her..lols..she called me today morning and I just woke up and had my shower...and she was like I'm back!!!..i was speechless..haha..and sounded emo..(according to her)..haha..watever...can't wait to see joo again..

then today I get to know the girl's name..I found out in the lamest way..haha..I waited for the teacher to read out the name loud loud..but then this dongkoi teacher was mumbling all the name..then he call her name...something something ABU..I was like she is a malay??? then my friend said yeah u dunno meh..i was like swt..she looked like a eurasian erhmm something like heidy lar..but then heidy can know he is a malay but then u cannot know she is a malay..haha..then I ask about her to my friend lor..he said she is not pure malay and she don't practice Islam..and she is gonna change her religion to non-muslim...err..something like that lar..watever she is...she is still beautiful..=)..not only I think like that k..my friend also said she looks beautiful...

anyways..gonna get back to my homework..sighs..terlampau banyak..sob sobs

till then,
sayonara