Wednesday, December 31, 2008

WISH all my BitCheS...
Happy neW Year!!

p/s - what i want for new year will be next !

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Growing old

well..few symptoms of getting old and "i don't know what"

1) I hate to bathe at night and too lazy to bathe in the day

2) I didn't wear any underwear for the past 3 days

3) I am having insomnia at nite (its already 2.25 a.m.)

4) Everyone think my hairstyle is a big no-no

5) I am thinking too much about the future

6) I don't like to spend my parents money and instead I spend my own money

7) I am thinking how to go through the college life for another 6 months

8) So little time to do lots of stuff

9) I am being plain mean

10) I am so attractive to babies..=.="

what is wrong with me? HELP ME!!!

Friday, December 26, 2008

Tagged

I tag;


1. Edwin

2. Joo Ling

3. Jac

4. Vernn

5. Vimal

6. Jessica

7. Janice

8. Esther

9. Xin Rou

10. Kaavi


How you know 1?(Ed)
How could I not know my so called "bf"..zzz

What would you do if 3&4 dated you?(Jac & Vernn)
We are already friendly dating..LOL

Would 5&6 make a good couple? (Jessicar and Vimal)
Its like water and fire? (Don't ask me who is what)

Do you think 7 is attractive? (Janice)
Of course..who gets to see fish walking on land?

Do you know anything about 8's family? (Esther)
Kinda..she use to tell me about her being an aunty..LOL

Tell me something about 9. (Xin Rou)
A friend in college and very hardworking

What language does 2 speaks? (Ju)
She ar..don't matter what language she speaks..but she talks with me rojak of englis, malay, hokkien and i dunno wat

Who is 3 going out with? (Jac)
Single..(chase after him girls!)

How old is 4?
18 and single too

When was the last time u talk to 5?
MSN chatting..yesterday kut

Who is 6's favourite singer?(J.car)
no idea..(such a bad friend)

Would you date 7?(Janice)
I'm so called going to the same primary, secondary and college with her for like 11 years?

What is 9's last name? (Xin Rou)
Rou-i guess

Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?(Ed)
oopss..wrong question..

Which school does 2 goes to? (Ju)
She is in Aus..to some uni next year

What do you like about 3? (Jac)
He is just pure crazy like everyone..

Friday, December 19, 2008

I HATE EVERYTHING...ARGHSS.....
BITES..
TEARS..
THROWS AWAY..
going to bed now..and lets see whether tomorrow turns out to be a better day not..
If not just zip up and start living in the hell of God's "good" world..

SHoppinG!!

It is very wise to have a shopping list, so I can finish up my shopping in limited time..ho ho ho..merry x'mas..

1) Padini business slacks

2) Levi's Jeans (optional)

3) Topman shorts

4) Edwin's slippers

5) T-shirt (not choosy)

6) Belt

7) Sport shoes

in short..exp items over budget liao..zzz..GO SHOP IN GIANT OR TESCO..= S

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Reducing Stress During Holidays

For some people, the holidays bring unwelcome guests—stress and depression. And it's no wonder. In an effort to pull off a perfect Hallmark holiday, you might find yourself facing a dizzying array of demands—work, parties, shopping, baking, cleaning, caring for elderly parents or kids on school break, and scores of other chores. So much for peace and joy, right?

Actually, with some practical tips, you can minimize the stress and depression that often accompany the holidays. You may even end up enjoying the holidays more than you thought you would.
The trigger points of holiday stress and depression


Holiday stress and depression are often the result of three main trigger points. Understanding these trigger points can help you plan ahead on how to accommodate them.
The three main trigger points of holiday stress or depression:

Relationships. Relationships can cause turmoil, conflict or stress at any time. But tensions are often heightened during the holidays. Family misunderstandings and conflicts can intensify—especially if you're all thrust together for several days. Conflicts are bound to arise with so many different personalities, needs and interests. On the other hand, if you're facing the holidays without a loved one, you may find yourself especially lonely or sad.


Finances. Like your relationships, your financial situation can cause stress at any time of the year. But overspending during the holidays on gifts, travel, food and entertainment can increase stress as you try to make ends meet while ensuring that everyone on your gift list is happy. You may find yourself in a financial spiral that leaves you with depression symptoms such as hopelessness, sadness and helplessness.


Physical demands. The strain of shopping, attending social gatherings and preparing holiday meals can wipe you out. Feeling exhausted increases your stress, creating a vicious cycle. Exercise and sleep—good antidotes for stress and fatigue—may take a back seat to chores and errands. High demands, stress, lack of exercise, and overindulgence in food and drink—all are ingredients for holiday illness.

12 tips to prevent holiday stress and depression


1. Acknowledge your feelings. If a loved one has recently died or you aren't able to be with your loved ones, realize that it's normal to feel sadness or grief. It's okay now and then to take time just to cry or express your feelings. You can't force yourself to be happy just because it's the holiday season.

2. Seek support. If you feel isolated or down, seek out family members and friends, or community, religious or social services. They can offer support and companionship. Consider volunteering at a community or religious function. Getting involved and helping others can lift your spirits and broaden your friendships. Also, enlist support for organizing holiday gatherings, as well as meal preparation and cleanup. You don't have to go it alone. Don't be a martyr.

3. Be realistic. As families change and grow, traditions and rituals often change as well. Hold on to those you can and want to. But accept that you may have to let go of others. For example, if your adult children and grandchildren can't all gather at your house as usual, find new ways to celebrate together from afar, such as sharing pictures, e-mails or videotapes.

4. Set differences aside. Try to accept family members and friends as they are, even if they don't live up to all your expectations. Practice forgiveness. Set aside grievances until a more appropriate time for discussion. With stress and activity levels high, the holidays might not be conducive to making quality time for relationships. And be understanding if others get upset or distressed when something goes awry. Chances are they're feeling the effects of holiday stress and depression, too.

5. Stick to a budget. Before you go shopping, decide how much money you can afford to spend on gifts and other items. Then be sure to stick to your budget. If you don't, you could feel anxious and tense for months afterward as you struggle to pay the bills. Don't try to buy happiness with an avalanche of gifts. Donate to a charity in someone's name, give homemade gifts or start a family gift exchange

6. Plan ahead. Set aside specific days for shopping, baking, visiting friends and other activities. Plan your menus and then make one big food-shopping trip. That'll help prevent a last-minute scramble to buy forgotten ingredients—and you'll have time to make another pie, if the first one's a flop. Expect travel delays, especially if you're flying.


7. Learn to say no. Believe it or not, people will understand if you can't do certain projects or activities. If you say yes only to what you really want to do, you'll avoid feeling resentful, bitter and overwhelmed. If it's really not possible to say no when your boss asks you to work overtime, try to remove something else from your agenda to make up for the lost time.


8. Don't abandon healthy habits. Don't let the holidays become a dietary free-for-all. Some indulgence is okay, but overindulgence only adds to your stress and guilt. Have a healthy snack before holiday parties so that you don't go overboard on sweets, cheese or drinks. Continue to get plenty of sleep and schedule time for physical activity.


9. Take a breather. Make some time for yourself. Spending just 15 minutes alone, without distractions, may refresh you enough to handle everything you need to do. Steal away to a quiet place, even if it's to the bathroom for a few moments of solitude. Take a walk at night and stargaze. Listen to soothing music. Find something that reduces stress by clearing your mind, slowing your breathing and restoring inner calm.


10. Rethink resolutions. Resolutions can set you up for failure if they're unrealistic. Don't resolve to change your whole life to make up for past excess. Instead, try to return to basic, healthy lifestyle routines. Set smaller, more specific goals with a reasonable time frame. Choose only those resolutions that help you feel valuable and that provide more than only fleeting moments of happiness.


11. Forget about perfection. Holiday TV specials are filled with happy endings. But in real life, people don't usually resolve problems within an hour or two. Something always comes up. You may get stuck late at the office and miss your daughter's school play, your sister may dredge up an old argument, your partner may burn the cookies, and your mother may criticize how you're raising the kids. All in the same day. Accept imperfections in yourself and in others.


12. Seek professional help if you need it. Despite your best efforts, you may find yourself feeling persistently sad or anxious, plagued by physical complaints, unable to sleep, irritable and hopeless, and unable to face routine chores. If these feelings last for several weeks, talk to your doctor or a mental health professional. You may have depression.



source : MSN Health

Post War

Well, today is my second day of getting grounded. Hmm... A day of getting grounded is not really bad though. Especially when you have creative idea of spending your time.


*points below*

I love candle lights and more candles, so I light up my room with those candles. LOL.

I assume my dad read my blog and his attitude was rather cool today (compared to yesterday). Instead there was a shopping invitation, but I decided not to go because, my mum plans to buy clothes for him. I can’t really stand in a place letting them choose his pants; I will be window shopping the entire mall. (and after all they need to go on dating) So, I plan to stay home and watch “The Nanny”. I can spend the whole day watching the show. It’s just super funny.

Staying at home makes me so hungry. Soon as my parents came back home, I brought them to Chai Leng Park to buy food. I bought Wan Tan Mee, Keow Teow Th’Ng and Char Keow Teow. I ate both Keow Teow Th’Ng and Char Keow Teow and still feeling hungry. (I donated the wantan mee to my sis) LOL.


And my point of blogging today is to, hmm... just to say


I
Am
Bored






And




Need

Someone



To




Talk



To

p/s – I need the person ASAP

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Parenting

Well, here I am blogging again. So called been grounded few minutes ago for some apparent reason of getting low marks for the exam. Somehow, I’m against this idea of getting grounded and so on. It is being partially unfair to teenagers for some specific reasons. (This is 100% my POV). Want to add in your POV? Just drop your POV in the comment area.

First, have you ever heard of someone saying that they want to fail in their exams or doing badly in their studies? As far as I’m aware, I never heard about people like that. So what is the point of constant nagging and punishment for not doing well in exams? Because the results are below the parents expectations? Give me a break! Why don’t they just sit for the exams? My POV is, why there is no encouragement given to teenagers to perform well?

- My case: - Trial results were bad. Well, I have to admit that I did not give my best during trials. Is it right for my parents to blame my other activities for the bad results? Is the internet or TV is the main cause of it? My father doesn’t care what my problem of getting bad result is. What he cares the most is all beautiful A’s on the result slip. That is so inconsiderate! I’m not a robot to produce the best of out the best. Somehow I have to admit that this is the mentality of most Asian parents.

What is the mentality of our parents?

My childhood experience was unpleasant. I strive to give the best for my children.

· My question, do you strive to give what you think is the best for your children or do you strive to give what is best for your children?
Many think that what they do is always the best. “I never had proper tuition so I shall pack my child with all the tuition available in my area.” Or “I never had a chance to attend music lessons or swimming lessons, so I will send my children for both the lessons”. To me, what they think is the best for their children is a way for them to satisfy their lust of their childhood dreams. You may ask is it wrong for parents to behave in this manner? But to me, it is always best to ask your children what they prefer the most. Is it too difficult?


During my time, there was no entertainment. No plasma TV, PS3, or even internet. I even provide you this advantage but you misuse it.

· My POV, time has changed. We have cutting edge technologies. So are you telling us that we should stay at home and read books 24/7 and ignore all the entertainment? Let’s talk about misusing it. Well, it’s a very subjective topic. To make things easier, let’s just talk about me. I use the internet more than other electronic gadgets found in my house. My mobile phone usage is very small. I only use about 30 ringgit per month and sometimes it can be lesser than that (at times I have balanced about 15 ringgit or so). So it is called misusing the advantage that has been provided to me? Sad to say, my father thinks so. Well, the entire paternal family thinks so. That I am spending my life in it. In my opinion, just because they do not use the internet often or does not use the internet at all, they feel that I am wasting time, money and electricity. (Your POV is much appreciated in this section)


That boy/ girl can score so well. Why not you? Since you both sat for the same exams.

· My POV, is the boy/girl my duplicated twin? Common sense-lah. Everyone is different, if everyone is identical and have the same thought and same mentality, world would be boring and life would be much easier. Everyone uses the same brand; watch the same TV show, goes for the same ambition. Is it so hard to understand that all of us are different?

· My second POV, if he can do it, why not me? It’s most probably because his parents have flexible mentality of understanding their child. So parents, the problem lies within you. Every baby is born with the same maximum level of IQ and EQ. It really matters how the parents does to make their children a better person. How are you spending time with your children? Buying food and sending them to tuition not the so called correct way of spending time with your children and understanding them. Is it so difficult to spend about an hour with your child in his/her room reading book or just do some simple family bonding?

· My third POV, since you are comparing me with this/girl, should I compare you with other better parents? Should I compare you with other parents that give their child freedom which allows them to hang out, smoke, drink and go clubbing? Or should I compare you with parents that spend time with their kids listening to the child’s story and experience? Sad to say, many parents thinks that their responsibility is totally over when they buy food and give money for education. “My work is to earn money and spend for my son’s education. Other than that I have no idea what my son is doing”. (This is a reply from a doctor when my aunty asked the doctor what is his son’s UPSR result and the doctor does not know what his son got for UPSR.)
Okay, maybe I went out of topic a little bit, but my point is: I am totally unhappy with what my dad is trying to convey on me. Being a genius and scoring strings of As is nothing compared how you are going to spend your life in the next few decades.


Your bank won’t ask for your report card, but will ask for your financial statement”,
Smart kid, Rich kid

Friday, December 12, 2008

Duit Bintang

Here, I'm again posting another post in less than 5 hours and this time in starbucks. Well, I'm here suppose to meet thiv, jo and the gang but I need some peaceful time in starbucks..so here sitting and blogging..wee I just have the best mood to blog here..(paying 20 bucks for starbucks works) but it is rather an expensive amount..I could eat a good 3 meal outside in those not so clean hawkers food..but every guy needs his indulgence..whatever crap.

Beautiful disaster..

(1) Wakes up earlier, buff up those muscles and prepare a healthy breakfast. Too bad, I couldn't find time to eat it..

(2) Bathe and went to get clothes to wear, but beautiful disaster..couldn't find any underwear in the drawer..
*ring ring* call my mum

ME: ma...my underwear..

MUM : oh..I think it is all in the laundry basket.

ME: zzzzz


p/s- I'm in Starbucks with underwear okay..found a long lost underwear of mine in the box..sighs


(3) Have to get back home and entertaint my relatives who is back home...wee...I get to go out again..


okays..this is total craps..


__________________________________


I'm a total good person lately since God came to me (literally) so since then..I'm an angel..will stop cursing people..(trying my best) and be a little angel..but some people just know the trick to get me pissed off..so what shall I do?


1) can't ignore them cause they are super annoying

2) I call them humans.

3) arghhs...can't give anymore reasons..


total craps again

_________________________________

I actually had something in my mind to blog about but this place is so distracting


ah peks in starbucks talking...and weird slang by the waiter and waiteress...urghss..total distraction...why the hell on earth they have to yell to customers that their drinks are ready..why can't they come and serve it..not as if there is hundreds of customers here..damn these malaysians..arghss..


i shall end my post with a vain pic of mine..


o

Break

Irwin Needs a

BreaK
More posts to come..hang in there..

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Arghss *bites*

Damn you... * # % ^ ! *

I totally hate people like you. Like puke on your face. Use at least 0.0000001% of your brain before saying anything..You and your stupid face and hairstyle..disgrace to the mankind..I mean man-KIND..

You know only how to critique about others, just look at yourself. Worst than others. "He not good lar..***** face...always make people pissed off"...like duh..you are the same f**cker face...and you are WORST...I SAID WORST...

Make no difference with the other jerks outside there, yeah..one jerk will call the other jerk to jerk around and annoy others with your attitude..USELESS DONKEY ASS...arghhs..I'm so done with you. Forget about me helping you in anyway and anyhow and anywhere..That communist is better than you. I shall repent my mistakes mixing with you..such a sinner am I...duix..

p/s - releasing stress and anger..[phews]

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Irwin needs a hair cut

Since my hairstylist keeps on choosing my hair style..it's time for me to choose mine..what should I choose???

An emo hair cut..
o.O"?



*faints*


kinda hot..but short..=.="


gud enough?


super Hot...weeee


hot also..


do I have to comment on this?

looks like I have to grow my hair and no need to cut it..


makes me feel so old

weee???



speechless...

p/s- I did this out of boredom..sighs

Friday, December 5, 2008

When a boy gets bored

this is wat happens when a boy gets bored at 1 am..zzz


evil smile..


o.O huh? O.o


uncivilized suprise..no idea what is a webcam

gets hyper for no reason


scary movie the tenth

pika boo..=.="..so girlish


as usual...WEEEEE

getting bored with camwhoring


this is not my stuff...BOYS WE ARE


camera - a device for taking photographs or making films or television programmes

whore - a female prostitute or a woman whose behaviour in her sexual relationships is considered immoral


cam + whore = camwhore (definitely nt my thing)


p/s - i shall update more..=)

Sunday, November 16, 2008

o.O?

err..another short post for someone,

On a hot sunny day,
You came like a huge cloud,
Cover me with your comfort,
I know you can be the best in the world


Best happy moments,
Was always with you,
Distance makes my heart fonder,
Overcaring that's what you call


What you said,
Nothing bothers me,
I am who I am,
I still care about you


Hope you will understand....


Okies, I suck at poem, but at least I managed to convey what is needed to be said. Things between us is not so good at the moment. I hope things will get better soon. I don't wish to be like that but I'm like that. Give me time to correct myself. I'm not PERFECT.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

update upon request

Write an essay about what you did today.

I sleep at 2 am. Because I was sleepy. If sleepy must sleep. If not can get sick. If sick then not good. So I sleep when I am sleepy. Then I wake up at 9 am. But I want to sleep again because I got nice dream. Nice dream must not waste like wet dream. So I sleep again. Then I wake up at 10.30 a.m. then switch on the computer and date the computer for another 10 hours. Super siens? Welcome to my life. I can't wait to break the daily routine. Wait till the bloody exam finish and I'm free. I wanna fly away. So I don't have people telling me what is wrong with me, I'm so done with people like err...make my day feel wrong? Well, who cares..I don't bother cause I left 1 week, (7 days), (168 hours), (10080 mins)..woo..wee..again..I'm so dissapointed with people judging me. I am who I am. Don't feel good with me..walk away..arghhs..I'm evil..no bad heart but fact of life, you are just someone I know, you are not my gf, not my brother or sister, not my son or daughter..okies that is extreme..but nvm lar..I don't care..so lets see what will happen soons...haha..

okies this is a jandom update ni cause janlan call me to update..so I decided to crap over here..muahahaha

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Boredness

So hey..ho..I'm bored..lolx..Seriously hate exam not because of the exams are hard..but the gap between 1 exam and another is killing...1 or 2 papers a week..like duh..anyways..recently Beyonce came out with her track called "If I were a boy". And I found it quite degrading the boys..so I decided to reply her back with my HIT...Manizer...muahaha..



Manizer
Performed By, I-spears



Superwoman
Where you from, how's it going?
I know you
Got a clue, what you doing?
You can play brand new to
All the other dudes out here
But I know what you are
What you are, lady
Look at you
Gettin' more than just a re-up
Lady you
Got all the boys with their c**k up
Fakin' like a good one
But I call 'em like I see 'em
I know what you are
What you are, lady
Manizer, Man-Manizer
You're a Manizer
Oh, Manizer, oh
You're a Manizer, lady
You, you, you are
You, you, you are
Manizer, Manizer
Manizer
Girl don't try to fake, uh, I
Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah
Girl don't try to fake, uh, I
Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah
You got me going
You're oh so bitchy
But I can't tame you
You Manizer
Girl don't try to fake, uh, I
Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah
Girl don't try to fake, uh, I
Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah
You say I'm sexy
I got you notty
You're nothing but a
Manizer
Mummy-O
You are the bitch of a champion
Too bad for you
You just can't find the right companion
I guess when you have one too many
Makes it hard, it could be easy
Who you are
That's just who you are, lady
Icepop
Must mistake me, you're the sucker
To think that I
Would be a victim, not another
Say it, play it, how you wanna?
But no way I'm ever gonna
Fall for you
Never you, lady
Manizer, Man-Manizer
You're a Manizer
Oh, Manizer, oh
You're a Manizer, lady
You, you, you are
You, you, you are
Manizer, Manizer
Manizer
Girl don't try to fake, uh, I
Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah
Girl don't try to fake, uh, I
Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah
You got me going
You're oh so bitchy
But I can't do it
You Manizer
Girl don't try to fake, uh, I
Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah
Girl don't try to fake, uh, I
Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah
You say I'm crazy
I got you notty
You're nothing but a
Manizer
Maybe if
We both lived in a
Different universe
It would be all sexy
And maybe I could be your boy
But I can't
'Cause we don't
Manizer, Man-Manizer
You're a Manizer
Oh, Manizer, oh
You're a Manizer, lady
You, you, you are
You, you, you are
Manizer, Manizer
Manizer
Girl don't try to fake, uh, I
Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah
Girl don't try to fake, uh, I
Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah
You got me going
You're oh so bitchy
But I can't do it
You Manizer
Girl don't try to fake, uh, I
Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah
Girl don't try to fake, uh, I
Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah
You say I'm crazy
I got you notty
You're nothing but a
Manizer
Girl don't try to fake, uh, I
Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah
Girl don't try to fake, uh, I
Know just, just, what you are, ah, ah
Manizer, Man-Manizer
You're a Manizer
Oh, Manizer, oh
You're a Manizer, lady





so..see what I am capable of doing when I get bored..I DO THIS..swtness..

Monday, November 3, 2008

Randomness

hey ppl...just drop by to update u guys a little..swts..

1) Hi, I'm fine for now..but might breakdown any minute cause of exams..arghhss

2) Hi, I'm still S & A..(swtness)

3) Hi, I'm looking for a part time job during dec until CNY..I SAID PART TIME..max of 4 hours ni..

4) Hi, I'm excited cause I got 6 papers left b4 I officially call it holiday

5) Hi, I just came back holiday in KayL..pic down there..

6) Hi, I'm busy nowdays..so dun merajuk if I don't reply ur msg...

7) Hi, I got a new didi..world meet my didi..><

8) Hi, I still didn't wear my braces yet cause of technical problem

8) Hi, I'm looking like retard nowdays

9) Hi, I'm happy cause something is soon to come

10) Bye, I'm going off..=.="

My chem's crap..lolx..



~Take 1~

~Take 2~

~Take 3~

>>>this practically shows how boring was my holiday<<<


If you can't read that..it says Kedai Serbaneka MR SOTONG..

I find it very funny..pahang ppl..=.=


>>>finally<<<

my di...best di in the world...wooohoooo...di rocks..ahhaks..

~okies that was just random~

Whatcha Think About That PCD

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

SHort UpdaTe

lalala...exam period..updating it because people said the blog is dying..so well..apa mau update ar...

1) I think I need to retake maths paper..[chem, phy and GP>> I will do it full force]
2) I'm S & A...so hurry up...grab your chance
3) Went to dentist today and spend 3.8 K..yor allah..i'm so need in cash for the holidays..
4) Wearing my braces next fri
5) Officially count-down-ED my "G-ness" mission with the maniac culture..but then the mission failed teribbly..
6) Can't wait for holidays to start..wait holidays already started..so I'm waiting for exam to over
7) Need to buff up during the holidays..skinny is so 2007..trend for 2009 is having nice built abs..=)
8) Need to find a job during the holidays so I won't be bored at home and I got cash to spend during christmas!! (I luv to be independent and stop spending my parents' money)
9) Going down to KL this weekend..gonna be a boring trip...unless I get to meet Mr and Mrs Superman..swtness..they both bully me...
10) Got alot of serious studying to do!!!


I DON'T NEED A MAN by PCD [rawks]

Friday, October 10, 2008

Updates before ExAm

Very well, things are getting spiced up lately. Goes complicated too. Since it is the exam season, I too have exam, I got my Cambridge A'Levels AS Level Exam. And ehhem..I sat for trials and I don't know my marks for chemistry yet and the semester ended today..WTF? well..I got 2B's for G.P and Maths..iayucks..Physics was Donkey..(laugh out louds)..and Chemistry, I have no idea cause the lecturers lost my practical paper..so I'm markless..[tahniah diucapkan kepada Disted Stamford Kolej]..well, the marks was above my expectations..ahhaks cause I didn't study at all..I kinda totally gave up during trials cause I had no idea what were the lecturers teaching in class and it was too late for me to study on my own.


So after trials and I did skip alot of class to take good rest so that my mind can understand what the lecturers are trying to teach..Alas..it worked..my brain inproved after the "overslept treatment"..weirdo..and I'm kinda home colleg-ing currently cause it works better for me..and maths exam is coming wednesday and wish me luck..well no need lar..cause I asked God already..but humans do bless me..


_ end of education crap_

Classic Love? Well that is what Ah Joo said when I told her the story..Wondering what is classic love? it means triangle love..simply classic with style..Okies don't give me that look people! I'm not in any hot soup, it is clinically and technically proven that I am at the very best condition when I'm single..so no gossips behind my back eh..[jxxx only knows how I do my best when I'm single]

And the emo-nami once again striked me and this time is really bad..the aftermath is so imagineable that it can be my worst nightmare..wait!!!! No nightmares for me cause I can't sleep at night..sighs..So many issues are untold, not dicussed, never talked about it, unsolved, and remains undecided..well, I tried to apply some moral theories into real life situation..Pencairan..Hirarki...and another 1 I forgot what it is..but moral remains theory and never helped me at all..so blame the moral teachers!!!!

o.o? wait!! she is blaming me..

She is Ms.Lee..Disted's Moral Lecturer

so..I'm having my sem break for 3 months (theory) tetapi dalam pratikal..hanya 1 1/2 bulan saja..Inilah cara Malaysia and Masa menipu kita beramai-ramai..sobs..anyways I'm not gonna waste my time doing nothing during the holidays..I'll be in working somewhere in Gurney and will be in Celebrity Fitness!!! yay**

so yeah..I will stop here and off to do my maths past years ..sighs..having major bad time..I hope you will be by my side..wait.. I have no1 by my side..I'll console myself then..

tata..

JaZz's TaG

State 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.The 1 person I tag are to then follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts and so, here it goes.
15 weird things/habits/little known facts about myself are :

1. I hate getting dark..
2. I can sleep up to 14 hours per day
3. Has a very weak heart..(never suprise me or i'll get heart attack)
4.Never said the word fuck in public until I was 17..=.=
5. Has bad hair day everyday..cause I think my hair is bad..zzz
6. I hate reptiles
7. Football?? not a big fan of it
8. I bake and cook..muahaha
9.I talk to myself when I get bored..(I'm not mad k)
10. Always imagine things that never happens
11.I hate mornings and luvs nites
12. I often go lala for no reason..its more like a habit..zzz
13. Easily get addicted to things
15. I HAVE BIG UNTOLD WILD DREAMS..
erhmm..I tag...Patty lar...

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

When I Grow Up

when I grow up....I wanna be....

age 2-6 > a vet..was my passion towards dogs..(I told everyone that I will treat dogs only..and will kill cats and snakes)

age 6-12 > a doctor...it is the coolest job during that period..

age 12 -14 > a teacher...just because I hate to see those miserable teachers who don't know how to teach

age 14 - 16 > a music coach / band instructor..just because it was fun

age 16 - 17 > hotel manager..got inspired by my aunty..and I look smart in business suits..><"

age 17 - 17 > a supermodel / designer...was so into ANTM that time..zzz

age 17 - 17 > a porn star ..dun give me that look..I was left with no options (blame Ash)

age 17 - 18 > a doctor.."easiest" way to earn money

age 18 - 18 (march-june) > chemical engineer...desprate and last option for me to go to A-Levels

age 18 - 18 (june-sep)> pilot..just wanted to fly around

age 18 -18 (sep-current) > part-time lecturer..I want to spend my time at home


Now u tell me why I hate making decisions?...16 years with 8 different jobs..

I love my life..do I?

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Patty's Bday

So it was Patrick's Birthday on thursday so we went out celebrate it...well kinda celebration..met up with him around 3.3o like that go eat secret recipe..Jessica came along too..well..Secret recipe sucks!!! I repeat SUCKS..hee jac I think I know a shop which got better cakes..will buy you that..lolx..Whatever I order also dun have..and that waiter pronounced brownies as browsies..zzz...then makan makan ..we drove over to the BEACH!!!

Beach was kinda empty..very few people only..Jazz was busying dating on the phone..Patrick was eating his cake alone and I was doing nothing? Lolx...well that is not what is the purpose of going out..zzz..so I made the balling rolling..hehe..and we had super fun on the beach..Then we met a dog..First we called him Patrick..(I mean the dog)..soon after we found out that is a female dog..we named it Jessica..I think the dog likes the name Jessica..zzz..but somehow..we changed the name again to Bitch..well it is true that it is a bitch..the real bitch..lolx

Sorry guys I got alot of nice photos of the dog and jessica..both jessica(S) I mean..but then my handphone dunno where d..so pray that I find back my phone..lolx..then we balik gurney go hawker food..and the char kuey teow sucked..haha..then balik d..

had a fun day with patty n jessica...more to come..=)


~~pop corn bitch~~

pat and jess

~~~preview of when jess gets retard~~~

lastly wishing patty pitty petty putty potty a happy birthday..old donkey..

Monday, September 22, 2008

Lala-ness

Okies..pure random update

1) feel sick
2) no money
3) never study
4) skipped classes
5) met new friend..wendeeeeeee!!!! lolx..
6) look fatter but then lost weight..(I dunno how it happens)
7) consumed a high amount of nescafe
8) not ready for exams
9) results for trial was so so..with Bs
10) I hate the ding dong bell in the temple opposite my house
11) Currently trying to enjoy life..
12) Chui Seng came back today to penang!!! *hop hop hop, jump jump jump. say hurray*
13) Fri can meet my old friends in AC..plans by debbie n me =)
14) Sat got college..clueless how to go back home
15) Going into isolation and nerdy mood
16 ) It's about the time..

that is so random-ness..will be back in full force after exam

mwaxx

Sunday, September 14, 2008

A New Post..

okies...started back crapping in blogspot like I use to do last time..Practically coming back to blogspot.com reminds me how I have changed compared to the past 3 months? Erhmm..yeah..since I started college..

Seriously speaking, I don't really like this kind of lifestlye which I am living for the past 3 months, It is like something in jail? College, back home, eat, online, curse the book a few times and to bed...the next morning and it starts back..Feel like so duh..(Not as if I am a party guy before this, but school life and staying in your parents house is totally different), now staying alone is kinda very lonely when your only source to meet your friends is ONline?..

But I am not gonna bitch about it, I think I gotta do some reformation to my daily schedule, last time I will be dying to go to Penang so I can go hiking and jogging, but now I am staying right at the hill foot, and yet I feel extra lazy to go there..I need to change..

Slept at 3 something last nite, and was kinda mad at myself, I did something that I promised I would not do for sometime, and yet I did it..and promise to replace another 3 days for that mistake? Dei macha, no such thing as replacing for mistakes done..*I'm sorry*.. I will do something good for the coming weeks..and the first good thing I need to do is get my ass to church..I ponteng church for sometime already..keke..*unholy*

And last week trial was a total disaster.. I would have burst into flames.. but thanks to Vimal, Thivya and my gdbro..kept me in sanity..phew..It was a total last minute thing *I swear* even for SpM, I was kinda ready for it..more like ready with the tips rather than studying the book..*lucky enough*..I just "can't wait" for the results..OM gosh ppl are gonna like look down on me..failing most of the subjects..*i think*...cause most people in college see me as an anti-social, and super geek..(hey ppl!! I'm not geek), but who cares what they think, as if they talk to me and like close to me..nah..I will be off in few months time, not need to waste torturing my soul to feel guilty over what you guys think about me..(but then at least a get good name lar..keke)

I am practically looking forward for the sem break this coming oct, nov and dec. It is like season of joy to me. Can't wait to get back home but then my mum is like ey why don't u stay in Penang, help out both your gparents (she mean her mother and father and dad's mother and father)..and help out is more like becoming a Personal Assistant and Driver.. I mean..hey I need a break oki? anyway, that is not gonna be a big problem for me..If I ter-paksa stay there..I will be out for some part time job..as I already becoming papa kedana..and if I'm back in Perai, we can go kai kai the whole month..

I think I will just cut my crap here.. and important announcement, since I am free during sem break.. anyone interested to be my full time date? Make sure you are free 24/7 to spend time with me..and not lazy to reply my sms and call..and most important thing, be nice to me..cause I am really gonna be nice to you since I am lonely..

Benefits..
i. have me as your full time date to almost anywhere
ii. worth you time being with me compared group gathering cause it is freaking hard to get a group to be to together
iii. I will be a top class gentleman..(sometimes not) but seriously I won't piss you off as long you don't piss me off (mutual understanding k)
iv. your holidays is not wasted doing something stupid
v. your are just simply lucky to have me [okay cut this..over the limit =)]

Friday, September 12, 2008

5 reasons not to have a girlfriend

lolx..just coming up with some post so this blog won't be that dead..so not gonna crap..

1st- privacy? no more..
> yeah..it is true when you have a girlfriend, your private time to yourself is either reduced or completely.. every single moment there will be a soul bugging and nagging you.."what are you doing?", "i miss you", "have you eaten?", "sayang, bathe already ar?"..but the difference is when our parents tell the same, we call it crap or old people nagging, but when your girlfriend does it, wow..it make me go wooo..

2nd - u spend your money? no!!! its your parent's money
> easiest way to waste your parents money... send sms as u like
bf: ey gf, I'm gonna eat, have you eaten?
gf: hey bf, not gonna eat for 2 days..u said I look fat remember
bf: no lar sayang...u look hot..
gf: isit?
bf: yeah..

3rd - You will become anti-social
> you will either neglect your friend just to be with your gf or you gotta mix with the friends of your gf and kiss goodbye to your friends whom you gf hates..man..wat is the point of having your own space and social circle when u give up just to be with a person? to me..not worth it

4th- you are no longer lonely, but there is a love"parasite"sticking on ur body 24/7

> you get a gf cause you are lonely, and when you are "in love" your gf will be watching over you like an eagle and put you under her wing..not to say gf r bad..but hey..it is our human nature and gesture, we will be protective over our closed ones..and not forgetting jealousy..have u ever seen a guy who has a gf and dare to touch another girl in front of his gf? 95% don't but some itchy human does..but when u are single..who care if you are gonna touch 2 girls at once..(maybe your mother will)..but in some case..like the 1 main kayu tiga..haha..i got something to share..(this was live on fly.fm)

DJ- hey man, how ya doing..bla bla..

guy- hey ___, i fine lo..i watch movie called ______ veli funi lor..must watch..bla bla

DJ- okay, wat song u want and whom you wanna dedicate this too..

guy - I want this song and dedicated this to my friend who I am dating now..

DJ- o.o your gf-lah..haha

guy- yeah..my gf of 20 years

DJ- that means your wife lar..

guy- no..she is another man's wife...(laugh out so loud)

DJ-zzz..and here we go to the song..(cut him away)

-man..malaysian going public? or shud I say open minded? they seriously do it in the wrong way..malaysianization..

5th- having a gf is a trend? (maybe..)

well ppl, just be diff..break the trend and enjoy ur life like a legendary diva..till then muacks....

Tag by VimalDev

1.The last person to tag you is?
Vimala Devi..lolx..remove the last a and i ..u get his name rite..

2.What relationship of you with him/her?
i. My "twin elder brother"
ii. My school mate of 5 years
iii. My band sec and P.A
iv. My baby bitch
v. Not forgetting..he is my very good friend..

3.Your 5 impression towards him/her?
i. bitch
ii. naughty
iii. good
iv. bad
v. emo (he self proclaim it)

4.The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you.
i. P.A do everthing for me
ii. One of my pillars so I stay stable..lolx

5.The most memorable words that he/she has say to you
i. he never forgets to call me bitch..even when I am not..duh

6.If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
That will never happen..but then if the world goes ding dong..I will
i. teach him how to pole dance
ii. buy him sexy clothes
iii. burn his fat 100%..

7.If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
well..if that happens i will never forget to piss him off every single day and bug his soul every single moment..

8.If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on..
never happens..lolx

9.If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is
i. I have no reason to hate him unless he pisses me off..

10.The most desirable things to do for him/her is?
i. talk?
ii. talk again?
iii. talk again and again?

11.The overall impression to he/her is..
he is a baby bitch..and no comments

12.How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
some kind of physco on the run.. annoying? i dunno i never heard any1 said good things about me?

13.The character for you for yourself is?
Very super duper quiet, moments of silence is always me (but don't mind me cause I happen to be noise when my friends are around

14.On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
I don't like being a bitch..just because I am straight forward and dun care what others say doesn't mean I am super duper bastard who is not very nice..

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
physical like Nate..lolx (Nate is my idol)..lolx..
mentally..just be myself...

16.For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
Thank you alot..=)

17.Ten people to tag:
1) Thivya Lakshmy
2) Patty
3) Jessica
4) Ah Joo (Jolene)
5) Ann Marie
6) FIshY (blup blup)
7) Vern
8) Jac
9) Ash
10) Vimal (he is the 1 who tagged me)

18.Who is number 2 having relationship with?
Someone old = older woman..*no offence*

19.Is number 3 a female or male?
I have no idea..must go for gender examination

20.If number 7 and 10 be together would it be a good thing?
They were "together" in the EXCO board..can't imagine if they were real life couple *close eyes*

21.How about number 5 and 8?
It's A BIG NO..both from different planet

22.What is number 1 studying about?
Studying about SPM..

23.When was the last time you had a chat with them?
1) Yesterday
2) Few hours ago
3) Few days ago
4) Yesterday?
5) Century ago
6) After the exam when I send her to the ferry
7) Few days ago
8) Last fri?
9) Quite sometime already
10) Few hours ago

24.Is number 4 a single?
Desprately single..

25.Say something about number 2.
Patty Petty Pitty Potty Putty..he is Patrick..lolx

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Tagged by Horny Vimal & Kerbau Miang

Starting time: 3.09 pm
Name: Irwin
Sisters: One (evil)
Brothers: One
Shoe size: 8
Height: 172 cm
Where do you live: Currently in Penang Island
Favourite drinks: Anything drinkable liquid
Favourite breakfast: McD =)

Have you ever been on a plane: Yup but rarely..excited to be on the plane (practically watch the small screen ni)
Swam in the ocean: Yeah!
Fallen asleep in school: Oops..always do
Broken someone's heart: sighs..
Fell off your chair: Alot..
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Kinda..but since they don't care to call..I don't wait..
Saved e-mails: Alot..1000 ++
What is your room like: Kinda clean for now..cause I clean it today morning..
What's right beside you: The whole dekstop set and house phone?
What is the last thing you ate: My lunch

Ever had chicken pox: Yeah, but forget when
Sore throat: Rarely
Stitches: Head, hand, leg and got many place somemore..lolx..
Broken nose: Got gua..
Do you believe in love at first sight: Yeah..Once..
Like picnics: Yups with my friends..and family (my parents n siblings)
Who was the last person you danced with: No idea
Last made you smile: no idea..practically no1
You last yelled at: No1 too..

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: Not yet?
Kissed anyone: no chance for today..
Get sick: No lar..won't fall sick that easy
Talked to an ex: Nope
Miss someone: Maybe..but my workload overcome my feeling for the time being
Best feeling in the world: When I feel happy =)
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: I throw them away..=..=
What's under your bed: some unwanted stuff
Who do you really hate: I don't really hate ppl..just dislike their freaking attitude
What time is it now: 3.21 p.m.

RandomsQ:
Is there a person who is on your mind right now: err..yeah?
Q: Do you have any siblings: yeah..
Q: Do you want children: yups. not necessary should be mine..adopted will do =)
Q: Do you smile often: err..yeah?
Q: Do you like your hand-writing: Kinda..my father "rotan" me when I was young beside of my writing..WTF
Q: Are your toenails painted: nah..
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: any bed..as long comfortable and not smelly
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing: red?
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday: doing something on the comp..or maybe studying..forget d
Q: I can't wait till: Semester break..so I can go out..
Q: When did you cry last: Few months ago
Q: Are you a friendly person: Most probably..but college peeps say I am fierce..
Q: Do you have any pets: Rusty, Ong Bak, and those fishies who r nameless..lolx

Where is the person you have feelings for right now? erhm..studying, most probably..no idea..
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? I forget whose hand I hold..no idea..=S
Do you sleep with the TV on? Nah..my mum will scream her lungs out if she see me.
What are you doing right now?Completing the tag?
Have you ever crawled through a window? Many times..
Can you handle the truth? Obviously
Are you closer to your mother or father? Mum lor..
Who was the last person you cried in front of? No idea?
How many people can you say you've really loved? Less than 5
Do you eat healthy? yeah? for now..need to build body
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex? Yups..
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? yeah? my father?..lolx
How often do you go to church? Every week..
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? my close peeps..muacks
Are you loud or quiet most of the time? Quiet..but can get extremely loud when my gang is around..lolx
Do u get it? huh?
Are you confident?Depends.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago..(1998)
1- was in standard 2?
2- doing some crappy hw
3- sleep between my mum n dad..and often kick my dad down?
4- world is all about TV!!
5- no idea? eating and shitting perhaps..

5 things on my to-do list today
1- Revision
2- Online
3- Chemistry
4- Homework
5- Talk

5 snacks I enjoy
1- D
2- U
3- N
4- N
5- O

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1- give my parents money
2- super big big house and more pets
3- charity
4- don't wanna work for the rest of my life
5- shop till I drop

5 of my bad habits
1- malas gila
2- gossiper? not so often nowdays
3- jealous?
4- tak tau lar
5- Spend toooo much time online and music

5 places I have lived in
1- Penang Island
2- Inderawasih
3 -Inderawasih again
4- Back to Penang Island
5- next dunno go where d

5 jobs I've had
1- part-time promoter for D'Urban
2- part-time promoter for Smalto
3- BAND PRESIDENT
4- CONDUCTOR
5- mummy's boy =)

The Lucky Five
- D
- U
- N
- N
- O

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Politic Take 2

I would like to present the "Malaysia Boleh Spirit"

The Malaysian Rowing Team


To prove that Malaysia Boleh, an annual boat rowing competition was organized against the Japanese Rowing Team. It was agreed that each team be made up of 8 members and the two nations would alternately host the race.

After months of intensive training,the maiden race was finally flagged off!

Result: The Japanese won by 1 km!


The Malaysian team felt deeply humiliated by the result. The Management was furious and vowed to win the following year’s race at ANY cost. A special think-tank, comprising so-called experts from various fields, was set up to analyze the situation and to unearth the root cause of the problem.

Upon in-depth analysis, the experts observed that the Japanese had seven rowers and one captain.


Whilst the Malaysian team had SEVEN CAPTAINS and only ONE ROWER!











After much deliberations, a bright idea hit upon the Management and they decided to hire a consultant firm to salvage the Malaysian Team.







After months of tinkering and much hoo-ha…

The consultants finally submitted their recommendation:
They concluded that there were indeed too many captains and too few rowers on the Malaysian team. A solution was proposed to the Management, basing upon this supposedly BRILLIANT finding:

“The structure of the Malaysian rowing team must be re-engineered immediately.”
Thenceforth the new set-up would be:
•1 manager
•2 supervisors
•4 captains
•1 rower

Other recommendations:
•To shorten the working time of team members so as to allow them to take their families for holidays
• A pay-hike of 150%

Came the following year, the Japanese won by 2 km!

The Malaysian team immediately sacked the rower, blaming him for the latest disastrous result.



Whereas a bonus reward plus extra perks like fancier car and luxurious housing, were doled out to the officials for their outstanding display of showmanship during the preparation phase.

Meanwhile the consultant firm released yet another new set of findings, one which opinioned that the strategy had been good, the motivation satisfactory, but that the tools needed improvement.

They also recommended that the competition rules be rewritten (deemed to be grossly unfair to the Malaysian team). It was further recommended that the NEP be incorporated into the new rules. The new rules shall remain in force until 2056, with an option to further extend until 3030.

Meantime a sure-win formulae has been hatched up
by the Management.

The winning strategies of the Malaysia-Boleh team:

• That the race shall be held in Malaysia perpetually.
• Members of the Japanese rowing team shall make up of not less than 51% indigenous Malaysians.
• A handicap be imposed on the Japanese team. As such they shall be competing in a less sophisticated boat – one built with an 25-year-old technology to be supplied by Proton.
• It is also mandatory that the Japanese team commence the race 3 km. behind the starting line. The Malaysian team, by virtue of being the sons of the Malaysian water, will get to start 1 km. ahead of the starting line.

Currently, the Malaysian Team is designing a NEW DREAM BOAT!

And the Management is seeking out a foreign partner to partake in this new venture.

A plan is also in place to set up a RM5 billions sampan-rowing academy in Switzerland.
MALAYSIA MANA BOLEH?

Ever wondered why the Malaysian’s sport teams, police force, armies, GLCs, etc., in short the whole government machineries, are all faring so poorly?