Malaysian?? Duh

I fcuking hate bumiputera Malaysians..u know why? cause they can turn you off..duh..this morning I was suppose to pay the electricity bill and the astro bill in the post office. So the time I went there was about 11 something. Since I got no car to travel around, so I decided to cycle there. Somehow, I do care about environment. So cut the story short, the time I went there got alot of people waiting but then there was only 2 counter operating when there was about 5 staffs. Only 3 were kinda working, while the other 2, I don't know what the heck they were doing. So my number was 1128, or something like that. So came my turn, but then the guy before me, he accidentally went to my counter. So the stupid lady go press the next number, and fcuk I was counter-less..damn it..so I go stand near the counter so they could "layan" me. While I was waiting near the counter, that lazy staff ask me"kamu berdiri sini buat apa? nombor apa kamu?". To be fcuking polite to her, I just answered "nombor saya 1128, tapi saya datang tak ada kaunter kosong pun, sekarang 1129 pula.." fcuk my malay..like was so professional SPM's bahasa Malaysia.. let her stare at me like shit ni. Then, that working staff "layan" the other customer d, she fcuking din't entertain me, instead she stare at me and nodd her head in a strange way ordering me to go to her like a dog like tat..WTF..I go give the bill and explain to her what to pay and stuff and again fcuking moment, she didn't tell me how much to pay. I waited awhile for her to tell how much but she din't, then I gave up and just paid the money. Since I paid her with 50 ringgit notes,it is their rules or something to put the notes in the machine to see whether it is fake or not. After she put that notes in the machine, and of course it is proven ori, what she did really pissed me off, she did her own manual checking as if her eyes is better than that machine like scanner ni, she was like keep on flipping that money over and over again. Then she took out the other notes from the drawer and started counting it 1 by 1. That fcuking lady really got me pissed off. She was not even giving me back the change which is suppose to be 20 something ni, instead she start counting all the 50 ringgit note in the drawer. WTF..public sector worker like that 1 ar..fcuk..after taking her own time, she gave the change and the receipt, and fcuk her really bad, she didn't say anything and the way she gave back the change and receipt was like throwing food to stray dog like that. WTF..then she keep on counting the fcuking notes again..

The bad thing I did was when I leave that counter, I kinda curse her, hope she losses at least 500 ringgit from her drawer so she need to replace it with her own money. WTF is wrong with this woman..having PMS or wat.. So practically she spoilt my mood for the whole day..Thanks to her I lost mood wanna go cut hair..Suppose to go cut hair after paying the bills but then no mood d lar..go back and online lagi WTF..so many not online..i forgot today got school..lols..my bad..so the whole day didn't do anything d..

so many things left undone..

need to
1) buy clothes
2) go take ATM card
3) go cut hair
4) pack up my stuff
5) fill in my scholarship form
6) use my 1 week to the fullest..

LIFE nowdays is so WTF...

anyways, cutting that crap..

I hit the gym yesterday with my cousin..even he is such a noob case in my world..good thing he gave me free membership for the gym. That gym also not bad lar cause got steam bath all..so I save my money which I was suppose to use for celebrity fitness..lols..save 90 bucks per month..can use that money to buy clothes..So basically my things in Penang kinda settle already, but then again I really don't know I should go or not. Every night I keep on thinking about the same thing ni..Haiz..Anyways I stay in my gparents house also got problem k..

1) no extra bathing time..
2) no freedom on the net..limited time and got people look at me all the time..scare I watch porn isit?? noob case ppl
3) limited tv time
4) food is so duh..but then shouldn't have any problem cause I got car to go out and eat or I could just walk to the food court..
5) friends..it is so sigh case..for now is like i got very few friends in penang island..for the first week..I can go find fishy or rachel ni..rachel said.."Give me a beep anytime"...haha very funny..but then not same college also..duh
6) moneyless...I need to find any part time job near Gurney there k..any1 can intro me?? kesian me k..no money d..price all increase like nobody's business like that..

Hmm.. I miss the voice and real face (I can see the photo lar), I feel like talking but then erhmm..I don't think it will happen..lols..just want you to know I'm extra sincere here..although I might be creepy or overwhelming at times..is just because I'm afraid of the situation..hope you can understand..haiz..I got no words to describe my feeling whenever I think about this..feel like laughing?? crying?? shouting out loud?? I really don't know

anyways I think I'm done blogging today..

till then,
mwaxx

p/s- I love you. >.<